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Title: Muse

you are my muse
i tell you every thing about me and the bad you refuse.
i'm held in your arms when i'm filled with misery
you always believe the best of me.
when i'm blinded by lies you make me see.
If i feel there's no hope you make me believe.

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an inspiration you are to me and those around.
always help if you see another feeling down.
never willing to let some one hit the ground.
if they need sense knocked into them
your even the first to give a pound.
to bad the world wont always have you around.

(chorus end)

you tell me i'm still young.
and i've still got a chance to find love.
not to end my quest.
that i should never give up.
your a human to others.
but to me your and angel from above.

(repeat chorus)

you always say you wish you could help me but you already do.
it's really me that has no way to help you.
insisting that you've done nothing for me need to repay you.
though i know this can't be true.

(repeat chorus)

sometimes i get into your head.
we both know that i scare you when i know you so well.




Title: Laughing like a psycho

you ask me why my smiles never reachin my eyes
so I'll tell a short story that could last a thousand nights
she smiled like an angel but she was the devil deep inside
i knew what she'd done but i was in denial.
the love that I've given she's perverted and defiled.
i gave her one last chance to hurt me.
then i broke her heart a million times!

(chorus)

Cause I'm laughing like a psycho trying not to cry.
she just ripped my heart out I'm trying not to die.
showin every one these smiles I'll never be alright.
given a chance to undo this I'd turn back the hands of time.

(chorus end)

her facade of innocence was such a freakin lie
don't know how i could have believed for the shortest of times
why i didn't see it is beyond me
she didn't see me as a person but as a piece of meat.
she took my willing heart wanting to break and bend it.
i'm stuck with this hole in my heart and i don't know how to mend it.

(repeat chorus)

now i'm lost in eternity as lost and lonely and broken as ever.
don't know what you mean when you say words like pleasure.
once you give your heart to some one you lose that piece for ever
though i left her heart broken she can still put it back together.
how i wish some one had words to make mine feel better.
to get this off my chest makes me feel light as a feather

(repeat chorus)

with this piece missing from my heart i know i'll always be in pain.
like wine spilled on a carpet my past is stained.
i have a chance to forget it all if someones here by my side.
i don't wanna be to the end of my days laughing every night
so stay with me from now on and we can pretend that every things alright.

(repeat chorus)

yeah i'm laughing like a psycho
dont wanna laugh like a psycho
cant stop laughing like a psycho
oh no no on i keep on laughing.

(song end)

we stay up all night keeping the other from going to bed.
writing ym thoughts is something i dread.
but i write this song for you
because you are my muse.

(song end)

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