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 Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 4:49 am
IF you want to, you can talk about your exes here.
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 5:49 am
i have had two boyfriends and they weren't my type. they just felt like friends more than boyfriends.
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 7:30 am
Yeah I have the worst luck when it comes to love. My first love was a guy and he cheated on me with my best friend....he's now a drop out drug addict and my ex best friend is a drop out druggie lesbian. My second boyfriend turned out to be an anger management needing *****. My lover and husband would be was the love of my life and he was killed before my eyes...he died trying to be with me...deep down I still love him. My third boyfriend (we were on and off) cheated on me with a slut from school and I think he was having a gay affair with one of his friends. He's an achololic now. My first real gf I met through gaia and we were amazing friends and it turned to love. We dated for a great few months and one day she just stoped talking to me. We were getting distant lately but it didn't mean that I didn't care for her...we just stoped having something to talk about. And when she stoped coming to gaia and wouldn't answer her phone I felt hurt and bad (I'm like 3 years older then her). I finally heard from her about 2 months ago. My last boyfriend was the sweetest but in the end I just couldn't love him. He's now a pot smoking hippie thats dating a slut. I'm sorry that I wrote soo much sweatdrop I just hope that by you guys reading this you'll know why it is that for me love is something rare. The only time I ever really found it was when I was with Lee but sadly God didn't seem to see us together forever so now I'm back to feeling cold. I'm always being screwed over some way or some other and I'm tired and hurt. I'm somewhat heartless these days cause of it...I just want something real for the first time in a long while. Oh well...I'm done write so yay sweatdrop
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 9:32 am
boy.
we both suck at picking people, don't we? Oh well, best of luck to both of us on finding the loves of lives.
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 10:07 am
yeah. Hopefully Cupid/Eros will show us mercy and give us what we want/need xp
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 10:11 am
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 10:29 am
Do you still talk to any of your ex's?
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 11:13 am
nope. my last boyfriend was a junior when i was a senior, so i will never see him again, not unless i go back to visit teachers and other people.
and my other one, i met him through gaia just forgot about me since i wasn't on all the time.
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 11:16 am
I see. I don't talk to ANY of my ex's. I wanted to atleast be friends but they all turned into major assholes stare
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 11:18 am
yeah. that has happen to my friend.
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 11:23 am
It happens to alot of people. I'm grateful though. I've had friends that need to leave an abusive relationship but can't due to emotional problems. Atleast my ex's aren't like that and can take no for an answer sweatdrop
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 11:28 am
most defend. if any of my ex beat me, they would have to deal with my father and any other male in my family plus the police.
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 11:30 am
Oh my god you guys had it ruff my first love cheated on me twice so i kinda made a scene *twist hair around finger* it had hurt me alot so i kinda went into defensive she never talked to me again. My second gf was having family troubles so I kinda lost touch, hurt started to take its toll. I cried for a few days until my first bf comforted me he was so sweet and perfect but after three months of date he kinda became distant and wanted nothing to do with me after that I became very closed never decide to let love in to this day i'm afarid to lend anyone my heart in fear that it may get broken and I won't be able to fix it lioke I have for so may years. i just can't take another heartbreak
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 11:36 am
Its okay to write alot and in fact I welcome it. It seems that breezy and I aren't the only ones that had it ruff and I'm sorry that you've had to suffer just like us. But thats why ex's are called ex's right? It hurts trying to find someone to trust and love. Sometimes I wonder if their really is such a thing... sad Still I'm hopeful for the moment so you have to be too biggrin
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 11:53 am
Yep yep thats why they are exes i don't talk to them anymore. eventhough I suffered alot I still hold my head High it worked this far i just want someone to care for me other than my parents they won't be here long but I hope that my heart isn't broken again ^_^ thank you
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