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I thought it was going to get better. I'm the most retarded optimist out there. Now my mom wants to send me back to the lovely public school here where I get home at 5 o' clock because they pull knives on everyone daily. I've come home crying too reapeatedly.They HATE me.
Bloody HATE me. And nothing's going to make it better. Nothing the headmaster can do, there's no other good educational options, and reasoning equals war in their eyes.
I just wanna go die in a corner.
*not committing suicide. If you yell at me, I swear I'm not going to bein a good mood*
I already walked into the gym I go to crying. All the old ladies looked at me all sorrowful. I do NOT want to be the center of attention. I mean this must be some kiond of sick game.

I agree with what Val said. High school.
The big thing is to not let people affect you so much. If you let people get to you that much you'll stop being your own person.
If by 'they' you mean the other kids at your school, I assure you they can't all hate you, unless you've given them a reason to. And if you haven't and they treat you badly than they certainly don't deserve you and you don't deserve to let them hurt you.

They have started putting up metal detectors at the shopping places (You can tell I don't shop much) and school!
I never thought England would get that bad!
It's a shame you feel so bad again now.
*Hugs*

You're not a loon, I have been going from happy to sad alot recently too.
My boyfriend is saying that he goes through it too.
I think most people do, sadly it's the way life is now.
It sucks.

Is it weird that I want to kidnap you and hide you under my head so you can go to school here?
sweatdrop

But to agree with everyone else here.
High school doesn't last long, you just need to keep your chin up a stick it out. ^^
But if it's really, really bad, have you considered boarding school?

My major malfunction is I won't have a job better than theirs if I can't get a good education. I can't learn from my teachers because I can't hear them and they don't have time to teach with having to keep the hooligans in line which doesn't even work for the time wasted. I mean, I can't even get a good education. It'd be okay IF I could learn fairly well with them all being jerks, but they are jerks who misbehave and then complain later that they don't know what's on the test. And I'd study, but I don't know what to study because I can't hear the teacher. That's why, half the time, I don't know when we are going to have a test. I complain and the last period we are treated like first graders. Then everybody treats me like an animal and gives me a nasty glare. Even the teachers don't like me as much because I run ad tell the headmaster every thing that goes on. I just can't sit there and watch my education go to pieces. I'm failing. And it's the fault of my classmates greatly. I did the best on the one day they acted wel and saw how far it got me. Then they started misbehaving and I was not aware because of this that we had a healt htest today.
They are all stupid and they are screwing up my education. My mom doesn't want to homeschool me or send me to boarding school. The only other option is a violent gang-ridden police-ridden public school where people smoke reefers in teh parkinglot, or my mom would have to drive four hours to the other nearest school every day which would not happen because we drive a diesal truck. It's like the world has set out to ruin my life. Because I f I can't get a good education, then I can't get into college. IFd I can't get into college, the rest of my life is pretty much s**t because people without a degree can't get the kind of a job I'm after. I'm not going to let these idiotss totally ruin my life. I don't want them to make me have to work at McDonalds. It looks like that is where I am headed if things don't change. I'm almost on the verge of getting ready to gbo to military school. I don't care where I go. Anywhere but here, it seems because they can't seem to straighten up.

Have you considered moving in with a different family member closer to the school you wish to attend?
If it's completely out of the question or you don't want to leave home, that's perfectly understandable.

Are there any Catholic schools around?
I find they are alot more strict, and their grades are MUCH higher than public schools.
Maybe discuss that? I switched from a public school to a Catholic school, and although I did very badly last semester because I was really stressed and slacking off in the classes, I'm doing much better this semester than I was doing at my old public school. :3

The only thing you might get annoyed with is wearing uniforms everyday, but all in all, it's a small price to pay.

And it's a great opportunity to learn about other religions. I've only been in a religion class for about two weeks, and I've already learned alot about Judaism.
Tolerance is always excellent.