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 Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2008 11:50 pm
**Click the image to return to the main thread!** ~Birth of Worthless~ ..........I'm sure he thought you were the creepiest thing in town, by now... Stealing his gym-shorts wasn't the only strange thing you'd done lately. Between crawling along the floors of his classes for anything he'd left behind, he had also caught you buying the trimmings of his hair off of his hair stylist. But the strange looks he and his friends have been giving you are totally worth gaining your "supplies". Of course, you weren't the star of Home economics, so your seamstress-work leaves something to be desired... But it is totally worth it when you get to take a lighter that jerk's old gym clothes!Personal Information about Worthless:Birthdate: January 19th, 2008 Core Emotion: Desolation Gender: Male Hair color: A dark brown with auburn highlights. Totally fake. Eye color: Orange and black Date of first growth: January 23rd Date of second growth: March 30th
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 8:59 pm
The Stalker Her Name: Lina Decroix Her Birthday: Not imporant (what, are you a stalker or something?) Her Apperance: Dark brown hair cut short. Eyes brown. Plain lookink and dresses plain. Perfers to blend in the crowd. (makes stalking easier.) Her Obession: A boy called Mitch Her Likes: Keeping tabs on people. (even Mitch doesn't get all her attention.) Watching other people. Taking pictures of people. Reading random facts. Her Dislikes: Being cut off form human contract. Things not working right. People laughing at her Her Favorite food: When Mitch eats pasta. Her Favortie Color: When Mitch wears red. Her favorite Quote: "Do you have a pencil I can use?" - Mitch in art class The Crossdresser His Name: Hank "Joules" Kidd His Birthday: Don't even ask. He just laughs. His Apperance: Just think of a boy that would look even better as a girl. That's him. His Obession: Dressing as a girl His Likes: Dresses, makeup, candy, cars, and condoms. (Why? Only he knows.) His Dislikes: Boring things and people. His Favorite food: Beef and lime jelly mix together. His Favortie Color: Blue and pink. His favorite Quote: N/A
The Boy His Name: Mitch ? His Birthday: Lina is not saying His Apperance: Whatd do you care? Fine then, think of a good looking boy with the color of Worthless hair, but not style. His Obession: Avoiding Lina, maybe? His Likes: N/A His Dislikes: N/A His Favorite food: pasta. His Favortie Color: red. His favorite Quote: N/A
The Vudoll (Look above for the first part of the information) His Likes: N/A His Dislikes: N/A His Favorite food: N/A His Favortie Color: N/A His favorite Quote: N/A
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 9:00 pm
AAAAALaughter. That's what I heard when I told him of my love for him. Laughter. I didn't feel anger. Nor did I feel stupid for telling him. I felt even worse than that. I felt empty. A barrenness in my heart was made from that laugh. I felt so alone. His laughter ruined the love I had for him.
AAAAAI loved him so much, I stalked him. I was the one to protect him from those sluts that dared to touch him. That dared to go on dates and become his girlfriend. He could at least have given me a chance, or maybe a kiss. I'll even accept some nail clippings and spit.
AAAAAWell, anyways, I made a Vudoll. Just some hair the boy left at his hair stylist. Add two buttons I found in his class. And the last piece I bought off of his friend, his Gym shorts, made everything perfect. Joules, his childhood friend turned enemy, seemed to think my obession was romantic. Freak. Sould have known, since he likes to dress as a girl! But- it's thanks to him I got the shorts. I just need a name for the doll now. I'll think about it in class. The same class I have him in. Art.
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 9:00 pm
AAAAAIt was after school, and I was making sure nothing was left behind from him, I was in my room tossing the doll in the air. I still hadn't come up with a good name. I was so deep in thought that I didn't hear Joules open my door. He had changed after school to appear as a girl. He looked better than me.
AAAAA"Doesn't look like Mitch at all. Maybe the hair a little." He mocked my doll. Only I can do that. "Got a name for it? Don't call it Mitch. That would be stupid." Not like I knew that already.
AAAAA"I'm surpised your parents let you leave the house dressed like that." I stopped playing with the doll. I had an impulse to throw him at the wall, but I didn't act on it.
AAAAA"They didn't even notice. Too absorbed in thier lives to care." Joules sat by me. Unlike other people, when they find out I'm a stalker, they avoid me. Joules seems to seek out my company. "Call it duck. It's ugly like the duck in that children's book. It's almost cute." He laughed a bit. Ugly?
AAAAA"Worthless- I'll call him Worthless." Thanks to Joules, I got a name for the Vudoll. Worthless. The feeling that I got from the boy is worthless. This doll was made from that feeling, right? Then, it's worthless.
AAAAA"What a stupid name. He's not worthless. Call him Lime."
AAAAA"He's not even green, stupid!"
AAAAA"So what?"
AAAAAFreak. Stupid. I can't stand him at times. "Get out before I get stupid like you." I pointed to the door. Joules laughed as he left saying sorry.
AAAAA"So- Worthless, Let's see if you are worthless." I picked him up and felt that same feeling I felt when the boy laughed at me. That same empty feeling. I didn't want to ruin Worthless. I did make him after all, but he was made to hurt that boy. I kept thinking to myself- that's Worthless' reason to exist. To make that feeling disappear. This feeling of Desolation.
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 9:01 pm
AAAAAWorthless was able to see as soon as he got a name. He couldn't move nor say a word, but that wasn't imporant. As soon as the human called Lina finshed his last detail, he was aware to an extent. He felt what she felt as she made him. The tears, the shakiness of her hands and the bitterness in her words. He also knew if he was able to see he would see her eyes, empty. Something had happened to her and thus he was made. To absorb that awful feeling so she can feel something else again. He wanted to speak to her, but couldn't. He saw the boy called Joules and wanted to hit him. He liked the name Lina gave him, even if he had no clue what it really meant. It was a name Lina gave him. He knew in his heart- not just stuffing- that he made for her. She was his God- or Goddess. He wouldn't be here without her.
AAAAA"So- Worthless, Let's see if you are worthless."
AAAAAWas worthless a bad thing? Why was that his name, then? Was he bad? He didn't want that. He wanted to make her happy. He wanted to make her smile. To make her laugh.
AAAAA"I dislike pointy things, so stabbing you is out of the question."
AAAAAThis confused him. Didn't she have to use a needle to make him? Needles are pointy. He wanted to ask, but he couldn't open his mouth.
AAAAA"Fire- that sounds good."
AAAAAFire? But fire is bad for his skin. It burns. Fire burns. All dolls know this. Why would his Goddess burn him? He must have been bad. He is ugly afterall. Even she didn't defend her work. He wanted to cry, to yell, to plead, but he had no voice. All he was able to do was do what he was made for. To absorb. He seemed to be also made to 'absorb' fire. Fire that came from a lighter. It was the worst pain he felt.
AAAAA"Now, to put it out."
AAAAAShe seemed cheery. Maybe he did do the right thing. If this made her happy, he would be happy to do it again. As she promised, he soon found himself wet. She dumped him in a bowl of water. It smelled funny. Like it used to hold other smelly stuff, but replaced by clean water.
AAAAA"Toilet water, should have used the sink, but oh well." She turned towards the door. He heard voices. "Damn it, they're here already." She grabbed him.
AAAAAHe soon found himself in a shoebox. She would usually place him in a drawer, but he was wet this time. He hoped she would come back soon and dry him. Mold might start growing. Mold would also hurt him. His stuffing and skin wouldn't like something growing on him.
AAAAAWhy? Why did she did that? He asked himself repeatly. He couldn't come up with anything, but him being ugly. And worthless? What did that mean. Worth was a good thing. That just meant you are something people like. Less is bad. That meant you are not good enough. Worthless must mean then- you are not wanted. Not good enough, no matter what one does. Now, he too felt empty. Now, he understood why Lina wanted that feeling gone. What an empty feeling inside. And he was made to absorb it. He wanted to cry, but no tears came. Not any tears he made. Only toilet water dripped down.
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 9:02 pm
Quote: ..........Worth...less.... Worth nothing. Barren, futile, good-for-nothing, inconsequential, insignificant, trivial, unavailing, unessential, unimportant, unprofitable, and completely, totally, useless. Here he was, in this shoebox, with absolutely no purpose or value in this world. Nothing to give. Nothing worth giving to him. Alone, unloved... His tiny body swelled, becoming distended with desolation. He grew, stretched, was filled with the blood and tears of mortal life... And, most importantly, he developed a heart. However, as he lay, crumpled and contorted inside the walls of his cardboard prison, murmuring meaningless sounds of hopeless, it became apparent his heart was just as useless as the rest of him... For although it beat soundly and steadily, it was already long past broken... Worthless has become a Todoller...
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 9:04 pm
AAAAAI was in my favorite class- art. He was in it. A sub showed up today. Wonderful. Now, I have not only a chance to watch Mitch for any changes, I get to keep my tabs on people. I watched Ashley rubbed her eyes and wiped her nose on her sleeve. I put down a note she might have a cold. I also made a note to not get to close to her. I didn't feel like being sick. Kelvin was sending a text. I believed he had a girlfriend. Cristy was once again flirting with the new boy that caught her eye. She was one of the few sluts of the school I enjoyed keeping tabs on. Some drama was always happening to her.
AAAAAI then show Mitch get up. I watched him walk over to sub and get a bathroom pass. I pretended to go back to work and wait for him to leave. Once he did, I got a bathroom pass. Sure, his friend looked at me fuuny, but I wanted to make sure Mitch felt pain. Worthless had to work. He just had too. I used his hair, didn't I?! I know better then to walk in the boy's bathroom though. This is a time when Joules would be loved by me.
AAAAAI listened. I waited. I hoped. But= but he got out way too fast for someone in pain. It seemed he only had to pee. It seemed Wothless didn't work. Well, there goes that plan A.
AAAAAPlan B was in action. I just need to come up with one. Joules might be able to help.
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 9:21 pm
AAAAAWorthless heard Lina come though the door. He hoped she would get him out of her, but nothing. She did talk about her plan B, but he couldn't hear details. He would have open the shoe box and hug her, buy he feared her reaction to be honest. He didn't care for the fire or the water damage. He had found out after his nap he could move and what not, but not speak. His mouth wouldn't open. He really was Worthless. How could he make Lina feel better. He could only hug her. She would hate getting wet from him.
AAAAA"Lina, my love!" It was the boy called Joules. Why would he be here?
AAAAA"What did I tell you? Unless you got something, never enter my room." Lina sounded- mad. Maybe she'll take it out on him. Then he wouldn't be in the dark any more.
AAAAA"I guess you don't want to know."
AAAAA"Know what?"
AAAAA"Your Mitch had just asked out a girl today. They are going to the movies. I got tickets for us." Joules seemed happy. Even that boy could help Lina more.
AAAAA"What do you want?"
AAAAA"I'll tell you later. You just owe me one." He could just see his grin on his face right now. Lina must be frowning.
AAAAA"I guess. But it's not a date!"
AAAAA"Sure- sure."
They left. Lina must really like this Mitch. He wondered what he looked like. He knew his hair was form Mitch's own hair. He didn't understand how he know, but he did. Or the fact half his body was made from Mitch's gym shorts. He waited for Lina to return. It's all he wanted. Just to remembered by her. That's not too mush to ask by your Goddess. Isn't it?
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Posted: Sun Feb 24, 2008 9:36 pm
AAAAA"Goodnight Joules." I closed the door on his face. It was worth my little revenge being force to sit by him. He actually started to cry at the real mushy feeling parts. I hate chick flicks.
AAAAA"OWWWW!" I smiled. He deserved that. "You still owe me a favor! Don't forget that!"
AAAAA"Goodnight!" I didn't really feel like my parents I went to the movies with a boy and not a girl. He did wear one of my outfits I gave him. He was even thinner then me. I'm so jealous.
AAAAA"Honey, was that a boy?" My mom asked. She sounded tired. I wondered what she did at work today.
AAAAA"Joules was a cold. I believe she got from her boyfriend." I went to my room to write notes before bedtime.
AAAAAI thought I heard a thumping in the closet, but we don't have mice. Maybe it's a ghost? Did someone die in here without my knowledge. Naw. I made sure I got everything I need to know about this house. Nothing in my notes said someone died here. At least, not human. A dog or two. Maybe a cat somewhere. And fish. Lots of fish. I open the closet to find nothing worthwhile. I went back to what I was planning to do.
AAAAAAt least one thing went right. Mitch no longer has a girl friend. I made sure of that.
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Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2008 9:48 pm
AAAAA"Well, I did say you owe me a favor." I told Lina. She could be so forgetful. It bothers me how much I love that about her.
AAAAA"Damn it. I love this jacket." She hugged herself.
AAAAAI smiled. "Then maybe you can invite me over for a sleepover." I hope this little last minute plan work. The 'date' we had didn't help my chances.
AAAAA"I guess. Wait for a week. I never- had any friends over before." She paused for a bit. Like I didn't know she had any friends. Not many people like her at this school.
AAAAA"I'll wait. Otherwise jive me your jacket. It'll probably look better on me anyways." I smirked. I love teasing her.
AAAAA"Whatever. I'm going to class." She left in a huff. I guess I'm not allowed to walk today. It was ruining my image anyways.
AAAAAI don't remember when I first saw her. I believe my first class I had with her was in fourth grade. Even then, she was a stalker. I always saw her taking notes. Not like I stalked her then. Far form that. I actually avoided her then. She never noticed me. I never saw any stuff written about me in her notebooks. Yes- I did indeed look in her notes. The only person that saw me was Worthless, if you counted him. Worthless- scares me. Sure, I acted normal enough. I just get a strange feeling around him.
AAAAA"Hey, Al." It was Mitch. I'm surprised he even said 'hey'. Wonder what he wants.
AAAAA"I need a favor." I was right. A favor.
AAAAA"What?"
AAAAA"You know- Lina, right? I saw you talking to her more often." Pretty boy notices us lower life forms. Huh. Who would of known.
AAAAA"I guess."
AAAAA"Give her this letter." He handed me a note he must of did in class. He really should be attention. His parents told me his grades were slipping.
AAAAA"Sure." As if. I'm reading it as soon as I get home.
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Posted: Tue Feb 26, 2008 8:15 pm
AAAAAI asked my parents about joules coming over. The answer I got was no. Actually "Hell no!" from my mother. Maybe she know Joules was really a boy. No, that can't be it. Either way, this problem makes it hard. I have to come up with something to make it up.
AAAAAThump!
AAAAAI would think that sound would scare me, but I had gotten used to it. Whatever it is.
AAAAAWait...
AAAAAWell, where did I put Plan A, anyway?
AAAAAs**t! That thump can't be it. Worthless can't move! Right?
AAAAAThump!
AAAAAMaybe he can. Might as well check on him. I open the closet door and looked down. The box was soaking wet. Disgusting. I screamed when the shoe box opened by itself. I hate screaming like the girl I am. It's so- embarrassing.
AAAAAWorthless was rather clumsy. He almost seemed ashamed of himself. I was tempted to kick him, but I controlled myself. I wanted to see if he could talk. He looked up at me and tired to smile, but his face wouldn't let him. Did I really do that poor of a job on him?
AAAAA"Can't you talk?"
AAAAAHe seemed sad. He was ashamed. He told me "no" by shaking his head.
AAAAA"Well, I got more important things to take care of. Just make sure you stay out of my way and we won't have a problem."
AAAAAHe looked down. I watched him go under my bed. At least he knew his place. Out of my sight.
AAAAA"Hmmm- Joules might go for this." I looked at my shopping list. Supplies for a project for English was needed. I guess I could deal with going on a 'date' with Joules. God knows he been wanting one. I have a feeling it's for some stupid bet he made with his friends.
AAAAAWorthless popped his head out when he heard Joules. He made weird hand motions. It was as if he didn't want me to go with him.
AAAAA"Shut up! What did I just told you!" I smiled as he went back under the bed. Must be afraid that I might hurt him again. I don't blame him. I might need to go back to Plan A. Unless, I make a Plan C. Plan B was an epic fail.
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Posted: Wed Feb 27, 2008 8:48 pm
AAAAA"A date!" Joules smiled and hugged me. He should know by now hugging me is a big no no.
AAAAA"If you must put it that way, yes." I wiggled out of his grasp. "We'll just go after school. You don't have any other plans, right?"
AAAAA"Right." He tried to hug me again, but I put a hand to his chest.
AAAAA"Don't get any stupid ideas. This is just repaying you." He frowned. Joules rarely frowned. I must make a note of this. It's nice knowing how people tick.
AAAAA"So we're not even friends?" He glared at me. What did I do wrong. I thought he had a partnership- not friendship.
AAAAA"No. I'm sorry you thought different." I left him there to his own thoughts. I had one close friend before. I even told her my habits. Big mistake. I learned form that one.
AAAAAThe rest of the day was a bore. School is to easy. Most of my classes are made up of busywork. We just have vomit up facts for tests. I don't understand how people fail. Even the lazy people pass. Art is different. Not only is he there. It also is fun to make art. I do enjoy making art, but I"m not saying I make masterpieces. A lot of other kids make better pieces then I do. I guess I could do better, but I enjoy writing my notes a bit too much.
AAAAAMitch glared at me as I walked in. I paused. He never even noticed me before. I doubt he knew what I did at his last date. I figured she wouldn't go out with him, but NOOOO. She is still with him. I heard they were going on another date this week, but unfortunately I will be busy. It had to be something else. Maybe he found out it I who planned his missing gym shorts. He did found out the hair plan. I alked by him, still pondering why he glared at me. I took my seat and took out my notebook. I started my daily routine.
AAAAAI was still busy with my notes when someone tapped my shoulder. I looked up to see one of Mitch's guy friend. I didn't care for this guy. He was far too predictable- unlike Mitch. I put down my stuff. I didn't want him prying into my latest work.
AAAAA"So, did your friend give you the letter?" His voice annoyed me.
AAAAA"Who?" Even he must know not many people talk me and the ones that do are forced to- most of the time.
AAAAA"Joules." He made it sound as if I was stupid.
AAAAA"Joules?" The little f*****t gaved me nothing. "No- who was it from?"
AAAAA"Mitch of course." He left to relay the message to Mitch.
AAAAAJoules- Well, he's going to pay today. That's for sure. Who needs friends anyways? All you get is your feelings hurt and betrayed when you least expect it.
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Posted: Fri Feb 29, 2008 8:18 pm
AAAAA"Well, that sucked." Joules complained when we left the store. Well, it isn't my fault. Jerk.
AAAAA"Your point?"
AAAAA"You still owe me!"
AAAAA"No. You betrayed me, 'friend'." How dare he says he's my friend when he hides that note! Of all the notes I ever got, why was it Mitch's note!? Why?
AAAAA"Friend? Betrayed? How?" He honestly thinks he can fool me? HA!
AAAAA"Note. Mitch's note. The one you were supposed to give me, but never did."
AAAAA"Oh."
AAAAA"Yeah."
AAAAA"Ummmm- you wouldn't want it anyways." Don't tell me he read it. He did didn't he?
AAAAA"You read it?" Yes flinch told me so. "And you said you were my friend. It's a good thing I never believed you." Yeah- a good thing. I walked off not wanting to cry. Even though I consonantal said he wasn't a friend- I know better. He was. He didn't treat me like a freak.
AAAAA"Wait!" He tried to stop me, but shrugged him off. I know I needed to get home. Every time I cry, I get angry afterwards. I don't want to hit him. "Lina!"
AAAAA"Just- leave me alone!" I tried to cover up the fact I was crying. But my voice gave me away. I just wanted to go home and sleep.
AAAAAI heard her come in her room. She was crying. I wanted to peek my head out, but that could make it worse. If only I could talk. Then she wouldn't have to look at me. I played with the dust and lint under her bad. I waited until her breath calmed down. Waited until she was sleeping. I waited. I'm good at that.
AAAAA"Lina?" It was her mom. During my time under this bed, I found out she liked to clean her daughters room. I don't know why, but she snoops. I hear her mumble under her breath all the time. "Lina, are you awake?" She knocked, but got no answer. I heard her footsteps as she went back to making dinner.
AAAAAWell, since my goddess was sleeping, I can hug her now. Maybe that will make her dreams better. Hugs are good, right? I just hope my dampness doesn't bother her. I dried my self a bit thanks to some socks under her bed and the carpet.
AAAAAI got up and climbed the dresser to get to her bed. It was hard work, but I'll do anything for her. She sounds better happy, even mad, then when she is sad. It would be bad timing if anybody popped in to check on her. She'll have a hard time explaining about me, her creation.
AAAAAI almost made it to the top, when, my arm slipped. I don't know how, but it did. Why am I clumsy? I tumbled to the ground with a thump. Lina moved in her sleep, but not much else. I tried the feat once again. I made sure to be careful. When I got to top, I had to jump across to reach her. I had to be careful though. I don't want top land on top of her, just to risk waking her. I just hopped over to the other side just barely missing her. Good thing to. That little hop made her turn away. I had to this quick. Her mother might came in and 'clean' her room. I gave her a hug. It was awkward, and my dampness made it worse, but- but she sighed- as if her sadness went away with it. I would have gone back under the bed all content, but I had to heard her mumble. A word I rather not hear. The reason why I was made. Mitch. The same person that caused her that pain. Mitch Mitch- Mitch.
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Posted: Sun Mar 02, 2008 12:54 am
AAAAA"Hello Mrs. D!" Lina' mom just stared at me. For once I was in my school cloths, which just means I wasn't dress as a girl. She never saw me as a boy. "I'm Joules. Don't tell me Lina didn't tell you."
AAAAA"Joules?" Clearly she was confused.
AAAAA"I'm shocked. I enjoy dressing as a boy once in awhile. Anyways, is Lina home?" I gave her my best sweet smile. She paused, but she let me in.
AAAAA"She's- in her room." She went back to watching her show, but this time with a dazed look on.
AAAAA"Thank you." It's good to be polite your friends parents. It means you can get away with more stuff.
AAAAA"Who was at the door, honey?" Lina's dad asked.
AAAAA"Just Joules."
AAAAAI smiled. At least now, I can come over here more often as a boy. I went to Lina's room and knocked. Nothing. Maybe she was sleeping. I was tempted to leave, but the guilt of 'betraying' her made me stay. Is it really betraying when I was protecting her? No, it doesn't make sense if it was. Stupid Mitch. What makes him so special Lina likes to stalk more then others?
AAAAA"Lina?" I checked to make sure she was sleeping. Still no response. It could be because she was sleeping or because she's still mad at me. I swear I heard something moving, but it didn't sound like Lina. Maybe a small animal- like a mouse. Lina doesn't have any secret pets. I opened her door to find no mouse. Lina was sleeping as I thought. The noises I heard must have been in my head. "Lina, if you don't wake up I will wake you up." She mumbled, but didn't get up. Joy. I jumped on her to get my reward. A slap in the face- or more like a punch.
AAAAA"What the-" Lina would have finished her sentence but seeing me in pain made her stop. "What happened to you?"
AAAAA"I waked you up." At least my nose wasn't bleeding. "Do you always frail when you get up?"
AAAAA"Only when an idiot wakes me up." She glared. I sighed knowing she would be still angry. Well, if she wants the letter so bad her downfall.
AAAAA"Here. This is why I'm here." As soon as I handed it to her, she snatched it form me. "You better not cry on me." Well- actually I wouldn't mind. I'll just make sure I'll wash this shirt extra good if she did.
AAAAA"What?" She was a faster reader then I am. All ready half way though. "That- jerk. a*****e. Slut!" Never thought she would call Mitch slut. She calls me that once in awhile. Only thing that bothered me was no tears could be seen.
AAAAA"Shouldn't you be crying now? He just told he'll you'll never exist in his eyes."
AAAAA"Oh, that." She laughed. "That's not the first time he told me that. It's the fact he didn't like my drawing in class." She laughed some more. "Well, anyways, I guess I should tell you. Plan A is a bust just like plan B. Plan C is still in the drawing board. But Plan D might work this time. Care to help me?" And like that I earned her trust. "Both of you." Wait- both?
AAAAAI quivered with happiness. She actually needed me. It's too bad she also wanted Joules. Why does he have to help. Well, anyways, I was needed. I crawled out of the bed to be picked up by her. She hugged me when she introduced me. She didn't care if I was dump. Not one bit. I never felt this happy before. I can feel my mouth trying to convey this feeling across.
AAAAA"That's Worthless?"
AAAAA"Yep! I'll think I'll have him spy on Mitch. Even I can't get everything I need." Why Mitch? Is he really so important?
AAAAA"I don't know. Plan D is already risky as it is. I mean- you already did try asking him out."
AAAAA"But I just need blackmail! Worthless will just find that information in his room. Some- how."
AAAAA"I doubt it. I was his best friend, and I can tell you he has no blackmail worthy info."
AAAAA"Well, let's see what Worthless thinks. Do you want to try?" I did say I'll do anything for her. If this is what she wanted- fine then. I'll do it. My answer made her smile. She hugged me even more then before.
AAAAA"I'm telling you- you won't find anything in his room." I hope he was wrong.
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Posted: Sat Mar 22, 2008 5:35 pm
AAAAA"Worthless- she didn't even clean you." Joules was commenting on my smell. Lina said the smell of mold suits me. It's too bad my mouth can not open. Defending my goddess's actions would- would give some sort of joy. "Either way I doubt Mitch would let me in. He can be so-" He stopped himself from going on. Clearly he didn't want to open up to me. Good. I wouldn't want to hear it anyways. Stupid boy.
AAAAAStupid doll. Reminding me of that. Mitch used to be a close friend, but- that soon ended. His mom- is still like a second mom. One who actually gives a damn about me. I swear her and father should get together. It's not like her current marriage with her husband. Even Mitch might agree. Yeah. Right.
AAAAAThat stupid boy dropped me! He's lucky I have no bones or any real strength. I dusted myself off. It's not even worth it to try and kick him. But- when I looked up at him- my anger- vanished. His face was so sad. Like Lina's. I actually wanted to comfort him! EWWWW!
AAAAA"Sorry. I"m sorry, Worthless. Let's get this over with." He picked me up again and continued on to finsh Lina's Plan D. Plan D should be called Plan B. It involves finding blackmail. I just had to find this blackmail. Some way. Joules had it easy. All he had to do was get me in the room. He didn't even had to look. Jerk.
AAAAAAs I was sulking, if you can call it that, Joules made it to Mitch's house. He knocked the door and a lady answered. She looked better then Lina's mom hand downs. Maybe that's why Mitch is so 'pretty'. He got his looks from his mommy. She smiled when she noticed the person was Joules.
AAAAA"Hey, mom." I would have gasped if I could. He betrayed Lina again.
AAAAA"Still wearing girls cloths?" She laughed as she opened the door to let him in.
AAAAA"Did Mitch tell?" So this was Mitch's home. And this woman was indeed his mom.
AAAAA"No. I just know. And the fact your father called for a favor." She smirked when Joules gasped. Maybe his father got him a dress? I don't care. Really. I don't. "Is that doll Lina made? I always thought she was- different."
AAAAA"Yeah, but I like her. She's different- like me." I looked up at him, but he covered it by putting me behind his back. "Anyways, I need to use Mitch's cloths. My mom is having friends come over. I doubt she wants her friends see me like this." He wasn't dress like a girl, but he wasn't dress like a normal boy. His clothes were a bit to tight for that.
AAAAA"I understand. Don't take to long. Mitch will be coming home soon. I wish you both will make up soon enough." She frowned. Make up? Hmmmm.....
AAAAA"Tell that to him." He left without saying anything else. Mitch's room was soon entered thanks to Joules hurried walk. "Hurry up. I'll help too." I looked at him surprised. This girlie boy was- helping me. A doll he didn't make. Why couldn't she show me kindness? Just a little bit. I wish I can say a tear showed, but crying wasn't possible for me. I can move, but body functions was something else for me.
AAAAAI don't know how long we worked finding blackmail that wasn't there, but long enough to have Mitch find us. Worthless, being smarter then Lina would give him credit, dropped dead falling flat on his face. Now that is talent. I would clap and hug him, but Mitch was ruining the mood.
AAAAA"Why are you here and in my room going though my stuff!?" He was calm for the first half, but he lost it towards the end. I guess he still hasn't forgave me. I haven't forgave him either.
AAAAA"You should know." Even though he haven't been talking on friendly terms. he knew me better then myself. Just like I knew him better the himself.
AAAAA"Lina? She convinced you. Must be some article of cloths you like." He sighed. My greatest weakness, besides a date, and it sickens him. It's not like I ask for her underwear- which would be nice- but I have control over my urges.
AAAAA"Shoes she no longer wears. I'll leave now." I picked up Worthless. He looked at the doll and smiled.
AAAAA"I don't know if I should be scared or flattered." He grabbed Worthless and petted his hair.
AAAAA"I would be flattered. She doesn't like just anybody." I grinned. She doesn't like me like she liked him. I grabbed Worthless back.
AAAAA"You know. She'll never like you. Why do you even try?" Even though we are in an argument he still had to be the concerned brother.
AAAAA"Why do you care?" He frowned. Before he could say something smart I continued. "That's me reason too." I left along with Worthless.
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