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wow... I got lost in the middle there.

Calmed down a bit - since posting.

Doesn't it hurt - when all you can rely on, is from a few pieces of information. It's your experience vs. Some Author who feels that an 8th House Issue - is all about letting go of emotional, useless garbage.

Once upon a time - didn't somebody say, that all anybody really needed to do is dream or meditate on something that is such a pickle to deal with ? Once you end up getting some whacked out message - does keeping a dream journal help all that much ?

--- Sometimes, keeping one's fingers busy doesn't correct this all.

Was it a complete waste - reading up on any kind of book, hoping that someone could explain why things happen. Truthfully, nobody can't help it if this sounds the way it does... but you have to let go of petty issues.

Ever met Fixed Signs, like Taurus, Scorpio, Leos who just couldn't let things go ?

stare

Sometimes watching a very, very, bad movie - helps with those disgruntled feelings and thoughts. One of my absolute favorates is a 2005 release of "Drive Through." Which is about a Serial Killing Clown, that serves Infernal Burgers... The Son of a Fast Food Restaurant Owner dies in an Arson.

- - - then again, it's more about "Life is stranger than fiction." kind of raw deal.

Still, back to reality -

There will always be things, one wished to do over again - get a better outcome.

Ever questioned if life gets better, when you watch how it sucks for somebody else ? What are the seven sins, Greed - Envy - Lust - Sloth - Gluttony - Sloth - Wrath

umumemem.

Isn't the whole purpose of posting is to "learn" from someone else ?

I can just imagine drawing some horrid cartoon illustration - where someone asks their Astrologer what is reasonable... only to have that astrologer put on a pair of boxing gloves and challenge you for a few rounds of jabs.

The idea of putting someone down - doesn't have much of an educational value.

I've already produced SpyGuy on Gaia's VJ site, and thought to myself that maybe the moon is in the wrong element to actually accept the idea of penciling a fanFiction piece. --- yet, as much as I felt there is some accomplishment... my dis-apointment is the fact I left this post as I did... here.

--- What's the point of using astrology, if you don't use it to feel better ?

actually what direction was I hoping to get out of it ?

I could blame my Moon in Saggitarius, which has to start something - but seldom ever finishes it up. Then again, the trick perhaps is to finish more things up.

so if you were asking what my point is...
000 I think I'm finished now.

It's all about digging - deeper, where it's uncomfortable.

Around late 2007, November - There was this talk show host.

One whole show centered around, this Married Woman, who has five adult kids.
1.) The oldest one couldn't stomach the idea of visiting the family house. and wouldn't step out of the car, to even walk past the front door in five years....

2.) The Mother kept buying stuff on sale.

3.) When another child left to get a place of their own, The Mother would go into another "big" shopping spree. and ends up filling this space. i.e. Furniture would still be in plastic, and too many of any single item imaginable.

4.) One of the Children had to call the Fire Department, to turn her mother in - for being such a pack rat, that it was difficult for anybody to walk into any room upstairs or even downstairs of the house.

- - - Could you guess, what her Astrological Sign is ?

(( I really don't have an answer to this one either - but it's disturbing anyway.))

Usually it would take 2 weeks, for a Domestic Organizer Specialist to help get someone to identify emotionally over their possessions. Such as what is it that is so important for the need to shop, to the point of overflowing the house full of junk she wouldn't use ?

Instead - there was at least a team of 100 people, working eight weeks to help clear this two story house.

Upon inspection - one person discovered macaroni pasta in a cardboard box that was squashed on top of a Shag Carpet... and there was some water damage, which caused the Pasta and the Carpet to fuse together, causing mold....

- - - What exactly was at the very back of the house, that's at the very core ?

The Grandmother's china dishes and hutch.

It was amazing that her husband stood by her, during this whole time - and just didn't have the heart to say anything. (( He said that he loved her so much to overlook her faults. ))

What is it that would make someone - - - start some path of hoarding things ?

- - - Actually, Astrology would be able to answer why to this actually true story.

One could ignore the idea that she could be one sign, or another sign. Go straight to the problem itself. Is it more about how an individual deals with their issues ?

Well, I've heard that your moon sign is supposed to (along with your emotions) be how you relate to your mother. Um, well, I don't really think your moon (or my moon so to say) really has anything to do with how I get along with my mum.
So, yeah, my moon's in Cancer. So that would mean close bonds with my mum, and caring about a family and so on.
Well, my family is not very close to say the least, and my mother and I have ALWAYS had problems..and I don't really think I could tell her anything going on in my private life.
Nor do I ever want to start a family of my own.
So, I wouldn't really agree with that...I dunno, maybe it works for other people?
But I don't think you can ever really be like "Oh, well that person is a __sign with a __sign for a rising and a __for moon so they would react to this like __"
I just don't really think you can do that. I mean, some people are going to deny who they are (to fit in or whatever) and so you never really know.