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 Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2007 4:40 pm
This is just so weird. I don't fully understand what's going on, but it scares me. Actually, I think part of the reason why it scares me so much is because I don't understand. I need to tell someone about all this.
Firstly, five-six months ago I accepted myself as bisexual. I accepted it because I knew, finally after a lot of thought, I KNEW that it was the truth. And there have been times when I have wondered, mostly just to test to see if I still knew with all my heart that this is the way I am, and I have always come out with the same conclusion: yes, I am bisexual. Yes, that's how it is.
And then yesterday I had a mini-crisis. I don't know why, but I suddenly felt like it had all been a lie and that I was lying to myself. I went through the day shaky because I didn't know what to think anymore. I was worried and scared. I don't want to go back to not knowing, because I didn't like that. It hurt.
Last night I had a dream. In it, me and a girl I know were holding each other. I was cheating on my boyfriend and I knew it. I woke up and I believed that I had to break up with him because I loved her. I had wondered if I liked her before, because it was one of those cases where you're not sure if you have a crush on someone or not. I feel like I do, now. That dream really really really unsettled me.
This is so crazyinsane, I know. I don't understand what's going on. I need help, but I don't know how I can be helped. I'm sorry.
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Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2007 10:22 pm
Its alright to wonder if your label is truely right for you. There should be one for people who think about the same sex but dont date them and are straight because alot of girls think other girls are attractive but wouldnt want to date them, it doesnt make them bisexual.
But its alright to call yourself bisexual if you believe to be what you are in terms of knowing yourself. EVEN if you have doubts about it you can be what you are, dont worry about how to call it.
Try it this way, your dating a guy right now so call yourself straight if it helps you, and then when and if you break up and go out into the world to want to date another person, call yourself bisexual during that time.
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Posted: Wed Jan 02, 2008 6:49 pm
If you believe that you are bisexual, then don't doubt yourself. A lot of people struggle in telling whether they are bisexual or not. Its actually common.
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