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 Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 12:59 am
For quite sometime now, I have senced some very ususal energy around my area... Everyday it grows slightly stronger, or harsher might be a better term to use... Its getting harder and harder to hold my shield up and I fear it will soon fail... Is anyone else having a similuar problem? Or - even worse - is whatever it is, only targeting me?
@Navacctu: If you have not checked your thread, I left a note there asking you a favor to read over this thread and lend your expertiese on the subject here-in. Any input will help us here a great deal.
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 9:34 am
I've had that problems a lot, but I've been too exhausted to put a shield around me.
Big mistake.
I'm feeling other's energy like crazy. It's seeping into me like a sponge.
But anways, you're not alone in what you feel. *nod*
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 11:07 am
i can't say i've noticed much difference, but, even though i am very open, i am also closed off at the same time, although i did notice that it's getting easier and easier to get to my unguided meditation safeplace, almost without trying. i'm not sure if that's skill, or whatever you're talking about. *shrug*
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 11:52 am
stare Emotions...I tend to block them out so I don't know if I've ever felt the need to put up a shield. I believe that you must feel a certain emotion in order to be receptive to someone else's emotion. An example would be if you are extremely happy, it is easy for someone to bring that down (even on iota) if you do not have a shield and make contact with someone who is feeling sad and miserable. Although this is a very simple and easy example, I use it to remind myself to remain nuetral in emotion and thought whenever I'm around a group of people. Some may consider this anti-social behavior or even paranoia, but if you think about it...you're less likely to have a mood swing or mixed emotions if you focus on not having any at all...unless you completely trust the person you are engaging with to not have a spike of exitement or sudden depression.
I am sorry to say I have no felt anything reguarding emotions because I keep myself at a flat line almost at all times unless I'm alone. The only time I can say that I am receptive is during a video game (exitement), a sparring match at my Tae-kwon-do dojo (serenity, anger, and a high all at the same time), or when i'm reading (curiosity, disbelief, and amazement). Happiness is something I still feel but don't show because I feel I may attract sadness to bring me down. Again, I don't know if this is considered a shield or just plan strategizing, but I just wanted to know how this empathy feeling effects your daily living?
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 12:34 pm
You mean, the strange feeling like your heart racing or like it feels like someone has died or something. I been feeling that for days upon days now, I don't know what the make it out to be...but its scarying me, I hope its nothing bad. I've been having nightmares but they suddenly stopped...
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 3:03 pm
I have been feeling something alot more latly, in fact I am feeling it now. It's getting out of hand if you ask me. It's a freaky feeling though, not usuall...
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 4:57 pm
Does anyone think that there's something in their chest that's trying to break free (like when you get angry and your emotions get the better of you)? I've got a couple of friends that have talked to me about this (and I feel like this too). -.-;;;
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 5:07 pm
Amber Ocean Does anyone think that there's something in their chest that's trying to break free (like when you get angry and your emotions get the better of you)? I've got a couple of friends that have talked to me about this (and I feel like this too). -.-;;; yah, thats what I have been feeling, maybe something is going to happen?
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 5:09 pm
Amber Ocean Does anyone think that there's something in their chest that's trying to break free (like when you get angry and your emotions get the better of you)? I've got a couple of friends that have talked to me about this (and I feel like this too). -.-;;; Thats is somewhat how it is for me. I fell very angered at the world right now, and those who dare defile it. And over the past year, i have developed this 'tremor' when i become angred or when this 'felling' is starting to be come overwhelming... Its freaked me out to the point of seeing a Docter, an Endroconoligist (hormone doc, and thats not spelled right), and a neuroligist... None of which have come up with anything... So, if we are all felling it (or most of us), means that something, or someone, is causing this 'flux of energy' we can all sence... I live in oklahoma, and i always fell it comming from the west, or it seems to be comming from that direction. Can anyone else get a bering? Edit: I forgot to mention that this tremor started after I grauduated from Air Force Basic training. At that time is when i first felt whatever-it-is... At first, I ignored it not thinking anything, but it slowly grew in strength... Over the past 3 weeks, it has jumped in magnitudes i cannot comprehend right now... And, my tremors are getting worse... Kinda fells like something is trying to break out...
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 5:15 pm
I cant really tell where it is coming from, maybe the east I would say or south, I'm unsure
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Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2005 5:18 pm
DamienZshadow stare Emotions...I tend to block them out so I don't know if I've ever felt the need to put up a shield. I believe that you must feel a certain emotion in order to be receptive to someone else's emotion. An example would be if you are extremely happy, it is easy for someone to bring that down (even on iota) if you do not have a shield and make contact with someone who is feeling sad and miserable. Although this is a very simple and easy example, I use it to remind myself to remain nuetral in emotion and thought whenever I'm around a group of people. Some may consider this anti-social behavior or even paranoia, but if you think about it...you're less likely to have a mood swing or mixed emotions if you focus on not having any at all...unless you completely trust the person you are engaging with to not have a spike of exitement or sudden depression.
I am sorry to say I have no felt anything reguarding emotions because I keep myself at a flat line almost at all times unless I'm alone. The only time I can say that I am receptive is during a video game (exitement), a sparring match at my Tae-kwon-do dojo (serenity, anger, and a high all at the same time), or when i'm reading (curiosity, disbelief, and amazement). Happiness is something I still feel but don't show because I feel I may attract sadness to bring me down. Again, I don't know if this is considered a shield or just plan strategizing, but I just wanted to know how this empathy feeling effects your daily living? Now that you mention it, its as if im felling someone elses anger, but at the same time, its my own... Paradox... o.O *head exploads* ... *regenerates* Anyways, my emotions are greatly tied to my abilities... The more angered I get, the stronger I become and the more energy i can use... But, anger is not the only emotion that 'spikes' my energy... If i were to become numb with my emotions, I would lose my capabilites I have now, and I refuse to give up them... I use them to protect the people i care about, and for that reason is why I made this post... I'm greatly worried about whatever the hell this 'sence' is!! *huff huff huff*
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2005 12:07 am
LightOfTheBlade Amber Ocean Does anyone think that there's something in their chest that's trying to break free (like when you get angry and your emotions get the better of you)? I've got a couple of friends that have talked to me about this (and I feel like this too). -.-;;; Thats is somewhat how it is for me. I fell very angered at the world right now, and those who dare defile it. And over the past year, i have developed this 'tremor' when i become angred or when this 'felling' is starting to be come overwhelming... Its freaked me out to the point of seeing a Docter, an Endroconoligist (hormone doc, and thats not spelled right), and a neuroligist... None of which have come up with anything... So, if we are all felling it (or most of us), means that something, or someone, is causing this 'flux of energy' we can all sence... I live in oklahoma, and i always fell it comming from the west, or it seems to be comming from that direction. Can anyone else get a bering? Edit: I forgot to mention that this tremor started after I grauduated from Air Force Basic training. At that time is when i first felt whatever-it-is... At first, I ignored it not thinking anything, but it slowly grew in strength... Over the past 3 weeks, it has jumped in magnitudes i cannot comprehend right now... And, my tremors are getting worse... Kinda fells like something is trying to break out...
I think the flux of energy is coming from me. Is that possible? Sometimes it seems like the demon inside of me is fueling my own anger...like, because of my anger the demon comes out. Does that make any sense?
I hate the feeling when He - the demon - he does have a name, but He keeps changing it...breaks loose. I can feel him taking over my body (literally). It's so scary...my god...*sigh*
I'm glad that I'm not alone...and that someone finally understands. ^.^ Thanks.
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2005 11:07 am
surprised Creepy. I thought I was the only one.
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2005 2:45 pm
...I have the sneaking suspicion that it has something to do with all these heatwaves/whatever. Dad came back from his jambore (I know that's not spelled right, too bad...) and told us that over 300 kids got hospitalized because the heat was SO bad.
My senses are a bit foggy; I can tell something's there, but it's not overpowering. Maybe it's because I've been training my empathy? ...Or the fact that I'm a million miles from most everyone.... xd
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2005 3:10 pm
Amyane surprised Creepy. I thought I was the only one.
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