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 Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2005 5:16 pm
  Name: Ruli
Stage: Toddler
Gender: Male
Eyes: Violet
Hair: Purple
Distinguishing Features: Multicolor swirling skin, devil tail, swirling pupilless eyes
Reflection: Confusion
Guardian: Astrum Aura
Likes: N/A
Dislikes: N/A
Mate: None
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2005 7:32 pm
{Table of contents} Post 1: Uneditable Information
Post 2:You Are Here
Post 3:Ruli's Thought's
Post 4: How are you, today?
Post 5: Diagnosis
Post 6:Astrum's Thoughts
Post 7:Other Shattered
Post 8: None Yet
Post 9: None Yet
Post 10: About the Toys
Post 11: About the Ruli
Post 12: About the Family
Post 13:About the Astrum Aura
Post 14:About the Fu
Post 15:The Rules {Updates} As of Sunday, November
20:
>< ooookay. So maybe I over shot a few... weeks or so. DON'TBLAMEME MIDTERMSAREEVILAS IS HOMECOMING
Anyway, I should have more time on my hands now. >< Unfortunatly I'm still a bit anti-social and scared to post in the thread. ^O^ ... Yeeeaaaah. XD I .. dunno, it's very intimidating to one of my intellectual stature.
... I'll go post now, and it won't be great - but it'll be something, and that's good. :3
~have a nice day.
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2005 7:34 pm
{Ruli's Thought's} Worry whatwhat ... why why. Karma? Whereareyou whyareyou whatareyou do ing?
Worry
Am I strangeorpretty what? whatwhatwhat I is not I am not I ... know not
notnotnot
worry
mom? dad?
karma,
stayandplay. Astrum gonegonegone Mean. Stop go stop go life Karmashowedmethattoday howdoeshedothat IwishIcoulddothat envy anger anger angerangerASTRUMstay!stay and play with me me me
me!
i'mpretty?
sleepnow.
Ruli ponders his day while waiting to go to sleep. KarmaBaniruAura AuraAura miss her, Aura AstrumAstrumniceconfuse whereamI KarmafriendKarmabrother? KarmaBanirusonson? AstrumAstrumAstrumwheregoalldayOHbeautysunlight sunsonsunsonsuon?
A few more recent seconds of Ruli's mind. Nowhat letusgoseethat lookatsky lookatbeauty redredredredredlighterred AstrumloveloveAuraAstrumAuraAstrumconfusewhywhymatternoyesnoyesnolove.
A few more recent seconds of Ruli's mind. [Pre-Move] YesNOwhatWhyloveAuranonotyetherenowlaterfuturefurthersetasidethethoughtsofmantellmeifyouknowreallyhowlightwhitenightfearclosedbarsswirls
black
black
black
whiteredpurplelovewitheredpolpoinied.
A few seconds of Ruli's mind.[Pre-AstrumAura]
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2005 7:37 pm
{How are you, today?} Hello again.
Me, I know you know me.
I am learning - I is. Mo--Bani is teaching me more, says that I need no preschool, I am just fine to learn from her like Karma.
She am tired. Karma, he tires her.
I wish Karma would more stay home.
I wish Da--Astrum would more stay home.
I can more speak better now. Bani says to learning from hopsital is no way, you learn the hard way but better the way.
Or something like that. Welcome!
Bani say means nicer hello. I ask her, why not say nicer hello if you mean nicer hello?
She laugh.
I miss Astrum. Karma seem mad at Bani all time. Wonders why...
Astrum never home. Or is never home?
Bani teach me gramm-ar.
Is it good? Hello.
It me, Ruli.
Weird things happening. Ing is during. Least what Astrum said.
Met Kahma. Kahma fun! Kahma my friend. I like Kahma!
Baniru same. I not do think she change. Or do not? Astrum teach, I learn, or I teach, Astrum learn?
All talking confuse. I go play. Bye! Hello, you all.
I is still Ruli.
Aura not Aura. Aura Astrum.
Confuse? Yes, yes. Me also.
I is no in scrub-land no more. I is on hard street with Astrum now.
We look for new home.
Make life in.
I confuse, but happy. Be happy. I walk out to see you all.
I wear no cloth like Aura wear.
I brush hair by self is cool yes?
Where?
Here I is!
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2005 7:38 pm
{Diagnosis}
Update: Astrum Aura is reaching Wilting time, where Phoenix molt. It is almost certain his dying day will be during Ruli's lifetime.
#2: Dying day assured. Ruli will have to deal.
[Pre-Move]: Aura is diagnosed with ovarian cancer and has a sex change. After a few months, both Ruli and Aura, now a man with the name Astrum Aura, are discharged from the hospital with some money and no debts.
Both are willing to begin a new life away from the city.
However, the issue with insanity still remains, and will probably creep up when everything is going so well.
[Pre-AstrumAura]: Aura is diagnosed with insanity, and is staying at the hospital.
No psychoanalysis done for either of them.
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2005 7:45 pm
{Astrum's Thoughts} About Ruli: Why should I feel so bad? I won't be around to see him cry. Well, depending. Yet this knot of worry in my stomach isn't defusing. Oh, my child..
About Karma: He's tough. He'll take care of my child. I .. I just hope that he will. Karma's got a tough road ahead of him..
About Baniru: I've got to tell her. She.. She should know. I've got a horrible feeling, and I need to tell her first, before my Ru.
I love her. She deserves to know...
About self: I ... am very emotional. It's like PMS, but not. It makes me feel bad, because I feel like an emotional burden and a bleeding heart and an angsty emo teenager - but alas, the day is almost come. I'm allowed a few liberties.
About job: Well, when I tell them, I'll be fired. I hope Stan'll give me some money, or the insurance company...
About Ruli: I feel so horrible. I've neglected my own child. Why have I sunk so low...?
About Karma: I still don't know the kid well, but Ruli seems to love him. Baniru always has troubles with him. I wonder why, he doesn't seem so bad... (except around her!)
About Baniru: She catches me late at night. I'd like to kiss her again.
... wow, that was rather blunt. I hope the money the job brings will still give me enough so I can ask her on a date one of these days...
About self: I'm ashamed that I've been neglecting my duties as a parent. Not even when I was in the hospital have I done that... Money isn't that important.
About job: I hope they still will accept my help for only 10 or 12 hours a day, instead of the overtime I've been working. My muscles, however, are noticably larger. I wonder if Baniru notices this.
About Ruli: I need to have an opinion? I love him more than my own life. My little starshine.
About Karma: He's always so vicious around Baniru! I've yet to be alone to tend him - partly because of Baniru's trust issues (which she has but I won't say it because she'd be angry at me), and partly because of my own paltry fear.
About Baniru: Uhm. I'd like to opinion on hold this. *embarassed look* She's a wonderful self-sacrificing friend, and I'm happy - so grateful! - that she's letting us stay for a while. But anything more and I need more space to think.
About Self: ...
About: AGH I'VE GOT TO GET A JOB X_X GOTTA GO
[Pre-Move]: About self: Uhm. Opinion on hold while I try to figure out my life.
About Ruli: If I didn't have him, I don't even know what would keep me going.
About Baniru and Karma: Hey, there's an idea. What if we go find out what's up with them?
[Pre-AstrumAura]: About Ruli: People are under the impression I own a multicoloured bag that moves.
About Nurse Emery: I hate her. Hate her hate her hate her hate her hater.
About Baniru: I wish she'd come to visit me. I haven't seen her in a while, but, what would she think of me in such a droopy state?
About: ...About what? OLIOLIO
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2005 7:56 pm
{Other Shattered} Asrafel! - Asrafel was the first Shattered Ruli met, during a crazy wheelshair ride to the Benedict Center. Ruli took to Asrafel very quickly, though he normal distrusts strangers, and wanted to come back to visit very soon.
Karma! - Karma and Ruli met very briefly (during one strange trip where Karma attempted Seppuku and Ruli doesn't remember it at all), but now situation arises that Ruli and Karma live together. Ruli regards Karma as his sole playmate-friend-brother? and is starting to trust him as much as he trusted Baniru and trusts Astrum.
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2005 8:06 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2005 8:10 pm
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2005 3:32 pm
{About The Toys} Astrum's projects are on hold until he feels like he needs to work on a toy, or until he really starts supporting Baniru and Karma a little for the kindness they showed in letting them stay there. He's still wondering if he still likes toymaking.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2005 3:34 pm
{About The Ruli} Coming soon.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2005 3:37 pm
{About The Family}
^-Presurgery -^ A pretty woman with dark eyes that are hazel in nature -^
^-Postsurgery -^ An effeminent male with ragged hair that has lost it's luster after a particularly harsh four weeks wandering
Astrum Aura: Both the mother and the father figure, Astrum is just trying to give Ruli the best life he can give him, while struggling with emotions and lingering nightmares and stresses of keeping up a rent and things to Baniru.
^- Postmove (taking the liberty of a doodle) -^ In Aekea, Ruli fleshes out again and his technicoloured "coat" draws much attention
^ - Kid foreshadowing? BY MU OMG LOVE TO MU *_* - ^
Ruli: Ruli is still having trouble with English, especially the technical stuff. He's having a hard time learning grammer - however, he is still a toddler and Astrum's lessons in English may have a good effect on the strange boy in the future.
^- Will be taking the liberty of a doodle -^
Baniru: An old friend who is letting Astrum and Ruli stay in her house. Astrum has mixed feelings about her, and Ruli trusts her a lot (based on his previous meeting with her, and Astrum's own solid trust in her).
^- Taking the liberty of a doodle -^
Karma: Baniru's shattered child, Aura (now Astrum Aura) caught him jumping out of a window. Ruli really likes Karma, calls him 'Kahma' and is very happy to have Karma as his friend - best friend, really.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2005 3:51 pm
{About The Astrum Aura} Astrum Aura now works at a construction company in Aekea, lives with Baniru and Karma, and is nearing the Phoenix Time.
He has split into two identities, Aura, and Astrum Aura. Aura has become an almost 'alter-ego' of himself, rarely manifesting in concious speaking, but often advising him when he's troubled in his mind.
Old: Astrum Aura is now a vagabond of sorts, wandering with Ruli on the considerable donations from the goverment for letting them kind of test out this new way to cure ovarian cancer. He has no job, and they don't live in a home - they just wander, looking for the right place to stay so Astrum can get a job.
He hasn't really changed from Aura. They are one in the same. Astrum is absolutely thrilled to have this change of wandering homelessness - it was her - yes, her mind is still feminine in many senses - fondest dream to wonder and wander and ponder like this without a real worry or care. Old: Aura runs a toyshop in a tourist marketplace. She has for many, many years. She lives in a tiny apartment with enough money for a little saving. She loves children, and toys, and sometimes her own invented toys will appear at her shop.
She's currently staying at the hospital near her house because she's medically insane from a trauma during a gunpoint episode. She is desperate to get out early, because the price is just getting higher.
A little now, a lot later.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2005 3:53 pm
{About The Fu} My name is Sarahfu, or Fu, and I am in the 12th grade. I have big ambitions but little determinatioin. I have love, but more peace than love. I am a friend to not a lot of people, but I love all my friends dearly. I am insane.
This journal is about a Shattered named Ruli and his mother/father of sorts. I am humbly proud to be able to write it, though I will only do so when I am not too insane or too stressed to make it horrible.
Please enjoy this gift from my thoughts.
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2005 3:55 pm
{The Rules} Please follow the rules noted at the front of the guild.
Please no one post who isn't sure they can post.
Please no one post who isn't allowed.
Please no sex. Even though sex is good.
EDIT: Also, please keep an open mind when reading this journal. Keep an open and active mind in all ventures and you'll never make anyone sad for a stupid reason.
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