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I'm not really asking for too much advice right now, i think i just want reassurance. I'm depressed because of a few things - not majorly, but still, it doesnt help - and my mom caught me and my bf having sex in my room.

I'm pretty sure my dad was upset about it but he hasn't shown it to me, i was compeltely fine with telling him even before i got caught but my moms such a b*itch and i dont trust her, with my dad ill at least tell him a little about my life - which is saying something, i do that with extremely few people.
He's not allowed to come over - im figuring for at least two months, obviously i cant go anywhere have anyone come over talk on the phone get on the comp ( she's asleep right now) i dont mind that, i've trained myself to be able to go without these things so im used to it, but i dont know...
Maybe i jsut hate her knowing, it was MY thing, MY life, and sex is something i enjoy. I didn't loose it because of 'peer pressure' like she thinks, i knew from the get go that sex was something i wanted. God that makes me sound bad sweatdrop - I'll be 17 november by the way.

I think she thinks my bf is the one that "corrupted" ME, because hes a guy, bigger and a few months older (like 5 rolleyes ) when in all honesty I was the one who "corrupted" him. We havent talked much, and she finally got me an appointment for the gynecologist ( if any of you remember in one of my previous thread she had outright refused to take me) and if what my bf's mom said was true (my mom called his mom) then she's taking me to a therapist because she thinks something is wrong with my brain because im stupid and im having sex way too young. stare

My mothers views i think are archaic, and i think she just needs to get over it. I'm completely willing to say sorry to my father because what we did was disrespectful ( in the hosue and all) but my mother is a different story, i have never had any respect for her, i've had a bumpy childhood and i dont trust her as ive said...Maybe it's because im her first kid, i dont know....

but my dads dad and my step grandmother came over, they seem to think im did what i did because "i must be angry over something" even though " She has aboslutely nothing to be angry about" and its compeltely not true - the first part- i did it because i watned to, and im not angry over what happened. they say i always act like im angry, so i figure i must be missing something and it has to be true, i just wish i knew how to fix it and make myself more presentable to them.

And one question off the top of my head - Getting on some type of birth control regulates your periods and your hormones and stuff unless im incorrect. So if i have weird mood swings lately, then would the birth control help with that as well as my erratic periods?

hmmm, I'd have to agree with your mom overreacting. it was your decision to have sex willingly. I'm trying to see it from a different angle, from how your mom saw it, but i'm not really getting anything this time. All i can think of is that your mom has known you ever since you were born. She has these memories of you growing up, as a little girl, being "her little angel", and being so innocent and cute, as a child, then, at this age, (whatever age you are), catching you having sex with some boy (in her mind its just "some boy"), something that doesn't seem so innocent or cute anymore, something that might even seem tainted in her mind, just tearing those good memories to shreds, her over-reactions might be a bit justifiable. And lets face it, guys, have a history of being the ones pressuring the girl into having sex, or at least thats how its portrayed. Not saying all guys do that. I'm a guy myself, and I would never do that. So your mom might think your covering up for him 'cause you love him and all that.

But your dad, the reason he might be keeping his mouth shut about this or at least not speaking his mind, is because he might be confused or afraid. Confused as in he doesn't know if he's ok with his little girl having sex yet, if he doesn't know if you know what your doing and getting yourself into. And afraid as in, He might not want to disagree with his wife on such an important or crazy subject. Its not a good thing when a wife and a husband don't agree on things such as this, 'cause it might lead to worse things.


hope that helped ya.

-Cap'n Skiffy.

I think you are both right - at least about my mom - im pretty sure my dads a bit pissed but hes set up a good cop bad cop sort of thing - he just doesnt know i know about ut- so that way ill go to him and tell him stuff. i dont mind it, and it works...because iknow my dad wont over react and slap me or whatever else.

im pretty sure i have a stronger sex drive than my mom, and it probably is because she watched me grow up....but the thing is...im not all that 'pure' or at least..not in the old fashioned sense and i ahvent been for a long time. the thing that bothers me though is that my mother would never know this, i ahvent talked to her since the 4th grade - im dead serious too, i made the conscious decision to not tell her anything because her solutions and answers were stupi and enver helped - but if i ever told her this she would flat out deny it. Just like everything else - how i havent always lived with her ect...and why would she deny it?....Because im young and stupid -_-

man i need to stop ranting....

Birth control would solve your periods, but probably would make your mood swings worse. I know I act really funny sometimes because of the hormones they put in me. You'd have to talk to a doctor about that, though.

I'm a middle child and my mum's a bit out of touch with how the real world works. She's stuck in a bubble. I haven't been caught having sex (by her) but she knows I am and seems okay with it. She's a bit weird still though. >.<

I don't figure what the big problem with your mum is though. :/ She's overreacting way much. Grounded for two months? Crikey.

@ Radical
Actually - i know this may sound weird- but im pretty sure my dads into sex, iunno about anymore but i know he at least used to be. Used to make perverted jokes and stuff all the time...or say things or whisper things to my mom that he thought i wouldnt know or be able to hear or something.

@ Kraken
Yeah i know i hardly ever get grouned since i hardly ever get caught at anything. My mother is also stuck in a bubble.

@Skiffy
Yeah i didnt think it was from personal experience but i still appreciate it ^_^

From all of you 3nodding

But you know she did get pregnant with me in college, and she probably did because she was ignorant - she came with her family to cambodia, asian familys stick together for whatever reason and their children are very sheltered. Especially the boys. Maybe that has something to do with it though. Don't see why after 16 years thought she cant get it through her head that im a helluvalot more independent than her......
It iddnt help any when she asked what i would do if i got pregnant, because i am personally fine with an abortion. She is not....

Sounds like a situation that happened to me. My mom caught me and my bf naked togther (we didn't actually have sex, but were pretty close to it) and she thought it was him that was pressuring me into it 'cause she thinks I'm all innocent and whatever but I'm not and he's also older than me by a few years. She kept pressuring me to break up with him, I wasn't allowed at his place, and he wasn't allowed in my room. Heck, I'm STILL not allowed to see him... but I do since we're great friends. My dad didn't really say anything about it.. And that was all about over a year ago. My mom had my older brother when she was 3 years younger than I am right now so I don't really see her problem.. -_-
But just 'cause you got caught doesn't mean the end of the world or anything. Nothing will be exactly the same but it could get close to it. I think the main thing is that your mom just doesn't want what happened to her, to happen to you too early. Parents can be pretty overprotective sometimes.

Hope that helped... if not, PM me with more questions and such

your mom maybe be over reacting put she cares about u my mom got cancer for acting recklessly she learned the hard way. now she wants me to finish my career and that is why i listen to her. she could have died. i suggest getting a career so when u have a kid u have a good life for him or her

.....What does this have to do with me getting a career anyway? I never said i wasn't getting a career. It's off topic...how old are you anyways?....You sound like you're 10...Barely old enough to hit purberty let alone have any arguements with youre mother since you seem to be her pet right now....