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 Posted: Mon Oct 19, 2009 2:26 am
All that I'll live for and all that I'll die for
In the end are both what I'll cry for.
The one that I love and the one that I hate
Are the same person. What is this cruel fate
That keeps me from feeling the feelings I should feel?
This must be a dream. It can't possibly be real.
So I'll wait for my awakening or my death in this land.
Whichever comes first from fate's divine hand.
So I'll wait here in this godforsaken place
Regretting that I'll ne'er again see her face.
The one that I hate and the one that I love
Intertwined together to make that beautiful dove.
She'll spread her wings slowly and fly off with pride.
Though it will be without me I'll be satisfied.
I gave her all that I could humanly give
All so that she will finally live
The life she deserves not the one she has earned.
Now I'm complete with all memories burned.
To see her one last time before I awaken
Will prove to me that I am not godforsaken.
Now as I sit here waiting for the time that I'll perish
I try to recall a memory that I'll cherish.
Remembering that one whose faith in me was pure.
She'll live a good life without me. I'm sure...
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Posted: Mon Oct 19, 2009 3:58 am
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Posted: Wed Mar 31, 2010 6:52 am
Jaja I did. I may post more later on but for now that's what I got... Actually since OP, this IS later on isn't it? LOL alright well here you guys go.
Confusion. Depression. Immobilization.
I'm helpless to fight what's inside.
A lover. A hater. They both fade like paper.
Which one should I be beside?
I know for a fact that there's no turning back
Once I have made my decision.
So here I will choose with nothing else to lose
with absolute and peerless precision.
And here I now lie with my eyes to the sky
Hoping for the best in the end.
Yet the world goes on; a never ending song.
My shattered heart no one will mend.
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