I am starting some new regular-basis-schedule activities

these certain 'activities' should help me to watch my words...and watch them a lot more than i have in previous encounters

thing is, until i'm settled down and accustomed the routine, i probabaly wont be online for long periods of time

and if i am on, and you wish to talk, then well, you can message me, Ketsu and Aww heck are set up publically both online status and PMs

to chrissy
i know you're not gonna speak to me and probably not reply here, but i do apologize...my intension was to stop any fires...looks like that impossible for a pyro such as myself, but i am dead-set on fixing 'me'

to all, mods, membs, eveyrone:
these past few encounter rattled the very essence of 'me' i have no clue who/what i am anymore, unless i'm writing or put my nose in a video game
i know no amount of apology can undo what has happened, but please understand i am sorry...

as for returning: i would like to, but i think it best i just flat out didnt...

if y'all want me back, the limit is: i wll not rejoin without being re-invited

again i acknowledge i've no right to post here, and am sorry for the spam-style clutter