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Posted: Sun Jan 21, 2007 6:23 pm
Dear Journal.
So I’m really close to quitting my job. Im so sick of being groped, and insulted all day. I cant even do anything about it anything about it considering he only does it when im in the back room or when the shop is empty. I talked to Orion about it and now he wants to kick the guy’s a**. I can’t let him do that though cause then he’ll be arrested all because of me. I don’t even dress sexy any more. Black sweater, sure it’s a fitted sweater. And grey dress pants that also fit are what I normally wear unless im at home or going somewhere with Orion.
Our relationship is great, or at least I think it is. But then doubts have fluttered through my mind since Ed came to visit before Christmas. She just had to remind me that he’d never been in a relationship where it was just one person and himself. Cause you know that’s supposed to make me feel special right? Not I think she said all that stuff to make me worry. But I think it’s fine I mean he’s told me he loves me and hell he got me a dog so I’d have a harder time finding my own place.
Other then that though were great. I love to take max out for walks with him. It’s fun and it’s something normal couples do and I think we are normal in a weird way. I’m looking for a new job, so I can quit the one I have now and im slowly finishing school over the computer. That way I can take some college courses and maybe find a good career. s**t. Max has to pee, better let him out. Talk to you later.
Kenna
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Posted: Wed Feb 21, 2007 5:53 pm
Dear log:
So I quit my job at that grocery store, I got sick and tired of the boss grabbing my a** I even went so far as filing a complaint at the cop shop, not that it did any good. Guys in skirts don’t get taking seriously apparently. Not that I would wear a skirt at work, it’s not my fault that my pants fit properly and hug my a** rather nicely. It also not my fault that im not fat and balding like my a** hole of a boss. Maybe he should cut down on the Twinkies. Im not joking wither the fatty eats an entire box at work. Anyway taking about him makes me pissed off so we’ll move to brighter subjects.
Like my brand new corset it’s black with a red dragon design. I got it in china town last week. Looks hot with my black pants. Yes the very ones I had been using for work. On another note I got my GD and am now taking dance classes and business 101 at the local college. I think the only one who’s proud of me is Orion, but then I haven’t talk to Kitty or Macyn since the big fight. I’m not even going to try to talk to them. They know were I am. Since I live with Orion and Max, I think we’ve even decided that im not moving out considering no one’s brought it up and Orion hasn’t complained about having me there.
We’ll that’s all for now, I’ll right more later today promise.
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2007 10:11 pm
Dear log:
So finally got to wear that out fit I was telling you about. I took Orion out to dinner just because…that and I got a 90% on a term paper. Go me. Later on we went to china town and I got a couple skirts and pants. Plus a really cute kimono, and a few more shirts. Also got Orion a new suitcase since he wants us to go to the Bahamas. I think he thought I’d say no. But really who says no to going to the Bahamas with their boyfriend? Not me, but we’ll have to find someone to watch Max, it’s going to kill me to leave him for however long were gone for but then I’ve never been any wear that nice so this will be fun.
I guess I have to hold out on looking for a job for now too, since it would be stupid to ask for time off just as I get started. But I’m really looking forward to this trip. Let’s see I don’t want to bore you with my worries. I painted Orion and my room, im not sure if Orion likes it bet it’s better then the color it was. Mind you it’s still blue just a deeper shade to match the sheets and blankets. What else have I done to the house other then keep it clean. Oh yes I found this dining table and brought it home fixed it up and now it looks new, it’s sitting in the dining room.
Makes me wish I did all this before I met Ed. I don’t think she likes me, I do however know she tried to make me doubt Orion and myself. I know that im all that he needs, other wise he would have noticed how much Luke liked him even if all the vampire wanted was a quick ******** I swore^^ I know Luke doesn’t like me much but then I don’t like him all that much either but alls far in love and war. I don’t even think he’s still living with us, it wouldn’t surprise me if he was he’s a somber fella, likes to hide out in the basement doing vampire like things I’d guess. Meh
Hell I’m late for class, gotta jet. Laters. Makenna ^^
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Posted: Thu Mar 29, 2007 4:07 pm
Dear Journal.
I can’t wait till Orion and I go to the Bahamas. I’ve got our bags packed already. Yes I packed for him. The only problem is were having trouble finding someone to watch Maxwell and I don’t really want to ask Kitty and Macyn since in still not talking to them really. I have three days to find somewhere for him to stay unless I want to put him in a kennel and I cant see my self doing that to my baby. On a happier note, I got to go shopping for some new things before our trip. I got new swim towels and bathing suits, even though im sure Orion would rather swim with out them. Sun tan lotion and all that stuff.
But I also got another pair of paints these ones rock. They have zippers and chains, I like both though I can dance in them…I can when we go clubbing but I cant dance, dance in them so I think I’ll stick with my a** huggin pant’s besides im pretty sure that Orion has no complaints about them. New shirts are good to, I like my muscle shirts, but my black and red tank top is my fave. http://www.dracinabox.com/redblklacetop5.jpg < looks like that^^
It’s a sexy top and I have it in three colors red, blue and green, cant go with out those and im pretty sure that Orion stole my blue one. Not that I mind, he looks hot soo… Anyway, back to the trip I want to go swimming with dolphins or something, and maybe get a shell necklace or something and a t-shirt, cause you need to bring back gifts along with lots of pictures. I wonder if they have and good clubs there, not that they don’t here but it’d be nice to take a look at everything right and that includes the clubs and s**t. Look at me swearing like a sailor today. And I normally don’t swear but im so excited, maybe I’ll go to the gym and work of some of this energy, or I could take max on a three hour walk again he’ll like that.
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Posted: Tue May 01, 2007 2:30 pm
Dear Journal.
So I haven’t been doing much lately, mainly doing the spring-cleaning. I even added a little garden in front of our house. The other day I got a call from Kitty she want’s to have dinner with Orion and I, though im not sure if that’s the best idea I mean she kicked me out. I’ll talk it over with Orion. Hopefully she doesn’t want to bring that b*****d Macyn with her, I know for sure that he isn’t welcome in our house and I would gladly sick Max on him. Speaking of Max, he’s so big now almost fully grown. He’s still full of energy.
In a couple days im going to be giving this boy Kisten some dance lessons not sure what he wants to learn yet, but im sure I can handle what ever he really wants to know. As long as it isn’t ballet I never really could do that very well so I think we’ll stick to jazz and s**t. So other then finding a gym we can rent for a couple hours it should be fun and I’ll get back into dancing lets just hope I don’t follow old habits and stop eating too.
Well that’s just the last couple of weeks I haven’t even begun to tell you about more resent things like me wearing my hair in a pony tail cause it’s gotten that long. But still stands up so I look like one of those guys from that TV show. Dragon ball Z, I mean it still stands up but now it looks somewhat better. I’ve also changed my clothing style up a bit, more sophisticated yet incredibly sexy. At least I think so and im pretty sure Orion thinks and that’s all that really matters since im with Orion and no one else.
Any way im off to work, I’ll write again soon. Makenna smile
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Posted: Tue May 15, 2007 4:13 pm
Small RP
Kenna stood out side the dance studio he’d been renting while he taught Kisten how to dance. He wanted it so bad, now he just had to wait for the guy who owned it to get here. Dressed up in a nice suit he waited. New check book in his pocket. He was so surprised so far everything was going perfectly. He even got the loan from the bank. Looking off to the side he saw the bleach blonde owner coming his way.
“ Makenna, what a pleasant surprise.” It wasn’t Dave Alistair new why he was here; he’d asked him about it several times.
“ Mr. Alistair, how are you?” Makenna asked out of politeness, this man was a creep but you had to deal with creeps to get what you want out of life, and he wanted this studio.
“ Lets go talk over coffee, I mean you did want to talk about this place right?” He asked a disgusting smirk on his face.
Creep. “ Yes, there’s a coffee house right across the street.” Kenna said walking towards it, he knew all the waitresses and if Dave tired anything he’s have a room full of people there to see it happen. Besides he had a nice lawyer that would be meeting them there. Monica Bell the best here in town.
Walking into the café Makenna took a seat and waited for Dave to sit across from him, the man instantly produced some papers. Good ol’ Dave right to the point. “ This is the contract.” He said pushing it a cross the table making Kenna frown.
“ I don’t think we understand each other Mr. Alistair, I want to buy the studio from you not rent it or lease it I want as in mine.” Kenna said reading over the documents, shaking his head at all the ‘traps’ Dave was trying to set for him. Makenna looked over his shoulder watching the graceful, Ms.Bell walk tot here table.
Dave frowned. “ I know what you want Makenna and that’s what im offering.” He would get away with his little game just like every other time. “ I’m just setting some ground rules, things you have to meet to get.” Monica sat and looked over the paper work frowning. “ Your ideas are ridiculous, the property would no longer be yours, the things your stating here mean nothing.”
She said ripping the documents up. Before reaching into her own bag and setting the one’s Kenna and her had up earlier. “ Everything is in there, I’d suggest you read that over carefully, and if it doesn’t meet your idea for price, we will take our business else were, there are plenty of other placed to buy around here. “
With that she set another date for us to meet took her coffee and asked me to walk her to her car. While I did that I guess Dave read over the documents because when I returned he was waiting. “ We’ll finish this discussion tomorrow when both our lawyers are here.”
With that I watched the blond man get up and start walking away.
To be continued....
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Posted: Mon Jun 04, 2007 9:53 pm
Part two, of buying the studio.
So I met with my lawyer later that week and we talked business then we met with Mr. Creeper’s layer. Needless to say that was an event and a half, three coffee’s later and a major headache we decided on a price for the old building. Ms.Bell and I read all the small print and signed the right places. I am now the official owner of a dance studio. So do I feel any different? No I feel generally the same considering now I have to fix it up. And make sure it get’s business. That’s my biggest fare, so I’ve danced in some compations and won. Big deal my name isn’t out there like most people who decide to buy a dance studio.
I’ve only briefly talked to Orion about it im not really sure how he’ll react when he realizes that I did in fact buy it. Once it get’s up and running I’ll be able to pay off the loan and then make it really nice. And then Orion and I can maybe go on another trip this time I’ll treat him, now that were both working men we’ll have alittle extra monies to toss around. Maybe I’ll even surprise him with that scary octopus thing he wants so freaking bad. Even though it scares the hell out of me. It’ll be worth it to make him happy.
I’m such a sap. Doing things just to make him happy though it will drive me bonkers. Ah the things we do for love…and sex. Not that I need to do anything for sex. Anyway im sure everyone has better things to do then read about my sex life even if it is pretty hot. Oh speaking of Orion he recently, got these boots that are blue and black, wears them all the time. Looks pretty sexy if I do say so. I’ve been trying to think of ways to show him the studio. I’ve pretty much planned to fix it up and then have a romantic dinner for two in there.
He cant be two upset if I win an dine him right? Not that I think he will be upset but it’s a big step and I want his support. I love him and if he isn’t happy with the studio idea I could always sell it once I fix it up, make some good money and then do something different. Though I really want the studio.
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Posted: Fri Jun 29, 2007 11:59 am
Journal.
So I now that I own the studio I told Orion all about it, and he actually wasn’t all that upset. I mean he was disappointed that I hadn’t told him sooner but other then that he was fine. We had lunch and sat and talked a while before we took Max out for a walk together. It’s of the things I like doing with him, just walking for a while. We do it everyday after dinner. It’s a nice routine and Max likes the time he gets to spend with us together.
Now that the studio is mine im going to have to do some painting and minor repairs before I can open it to the public…paying public anyway. I already have a spot in the paper so I can get an add printed in it and people will see it. Im hoping that Pure Life will get lots of business next on our to buy list is a convertible, not for me of course but Orion would like one, and we have a few papers to fill out still about becoming foster parents before we adopt. Hopefully all that will go well.
I’ll keep you all informed but I have a man to see about some paint samples.
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Posted: Thu Aug 16, 2007 12:56 pm
Dear journal. I know it’s been a while since I wrote in you but not much has happened. I’m working, with people to get the dance studio perfect. We’ll be open soon. Hopefully all the work that has been put into it will help it be successful. I’ve already gotten some phone calls with parents who have signed up there children. I can wait to begin teaching. Since it’s always been a dream of mine. And now it’s finally coming true.
As for other things that have been going on there isn’t much to share. Orion and I took Max to the lake for a day out, had a picnic and everything, which was nice since we haven’t done that in such a long time. Max is still as energetic since the day we got him. I love watching him run and fetch. He’s all muscle so he looks sleek and graceful. Not to mention he grew into his paws. I can’t imagine myself with another dog. And being with Orion means a lot to me even if were just walking down the street holding hands and talking.
We’ve been together for a long time now. Well not really but we just had our anniversary, he took me to the fair. The very one he took to me when we first met. We did everything the same. It was a very special evening and I can’t even describe how it feels to know he remembered all we did that night. Right down to what we ate. Even after all this time. Though it’d be more like Orion to have just flipped to that page in my journal and read it off there. But I think I like believe that he remembered. It’s a lot more romantic that way and I must admit I do like some of the romance stuff.
I didn’t know what to get Orion so I just let him pick a place he wanted to go, he picked a club he hadn’t been to in a while. And we danced half the night away. Especially with the drinks in us. Groping and touching was definitely done, not that I care, I wouldn’t want his hands on anyone else. What can I say I’m the jealous type and I’d probably beat someone up for touching him. After all he’s mine and they’d do good in remembering that.
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Posted: Wed Sep 12, 2007 4:38 pm
Dear journal:
So I haven’t been up to much. Working on new dances for the kids at my dance studio. Which is thriving. I have four different classes of all ages, teaching them all the stuff I know. I even allow them to bring in a song to dance to on Fridays. Which makes class fun for everyone. And then before we go we I get them to show me one new move the learned over the week.
Orion and I are happy; we went on a short trip just because we both had time off. It was really nice. Four days of just him and Max, they’re some of the best times. Since I love being with both him and my dog. We spent one night just talking getting to know each other all over again. He even took me to another fair, winning me a teddy bear. It’s things like that, that remind me what made me fall in love with him in the first place. I’m not saying that I didn’t love A’Hallei cause I did; I just don’t think it was the same kind of love. We were very different, he was happy living in the woods never seeing anyone, I was at first but as I grew a part of me craved social activities. But the past is the past and I don’t regret mine. Well not all of it anyway. I regret what I did and how it happened but, im so happy now that it’s hard to make myself feel to bad about it.
I’ll never forget him, how could I? I spent the first few years with him. I still wonder how he is from time to time. But I doubt he’d ever talk to me again. I don’t blame him. Nor would I talk to me in his situation. I just hope he’s happy. Anyway enough of that. In other news Macyn and I have started talking again. I met up with him for a coffee the other day. We went over his law textbook. I couldn’t believe that Macyn was fast on his way through college and he was becoming a successful businessman while he was at it. Since then we’ve met up ever Thursday for coffee and chat after all he is my brother, be it step or not. We may as well get along.
There isn’t much else I’ve been doing. Though I started reading a series of books called the Ghostwalkers and I must admit that the author is amazing. She writes other novels to that im beginning to get into. Orion laughs and calls me a bookworm but I cant help it if the author rocks. Besides her work is addictive! He’d know that if he read one of her books. I just have to buy the Carpathian series and the Drake sister series and I’ll have all her books. Which will keep me busy reading wise for a little while at least. And I’ll have plenty of stories to tell Orion.
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Posted: Mon Oct 15, 2007 2:00 pm
New journal just below this post. ^^
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Posted: Sun Oct 21, 2007 6:53 pm
Dear Journal:
So it’s been a while since I’ve taken the time to sit down and write anything. Mainly because things have rather slow lately. I have the kids in my dance studio preparing for a recital. They had to pick a song from the movie Nightmare before Christmas. Which seemed to be a wise pick since everyone had idea’s before I had even finished explaining what we’d be doing. Since Halloween is so close I wanted them to make up something to show their parents what they’ve learned since they were enrolled in my class and studio.
The older students will be working together to make up a small show for their parents as well. It took a little longer for them to get into the whole idea but it seems to be going well now. They will be showing everyone what they’ve come up with on Tuesday and then the actual show is the Tuesday before Halloween. Since im sure they have plans on Halloween itself. Now home life is good, Max, me and Orion and our new puppy Laila she’s Max’s sister, literally. They have the same parents and everything she’s just a year or so younger then him. They get along great and it keeps them busy when neither Orion nor I am home. Which is more often then not right now.
Oh well Orion and I have plans for dinner on Halloween then a good old horror flick. And probably giving out candy, when and if we get any trick or treaters. Let’s see not much has happened. I went out to lunch with Macyn a couple times. He’s almost finished school and already has a big job lined up. I think he be CEO of a company in the next couple of year’s if only because he’s driven. And it’s something he really wants. I just wish he’d take some time to meet someone he seems kinda lonely. I mean why else would you want to see your little brother more then once a week? Not that I mind, we’ve gotten pretty close, and we don’t fight anymore. Probably because were close to the same age and have both matured since we lived in the same house as Kitty.
Those were the days. I don’t really miss it though. I’m happy where I am now and look forward to whatever curve balls im going to be up against. After all that’s the best part of life. If everything went smoothly we’d be board all the time and well that just wouldn’t be fun. Anyway I have a class to teach then dog’s to walk. I’ll write again as soon as I can.
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Posted: Tue Nov 20, 2007 4:38 pm
Dear Journal.
Im sad to say that not much has happened since the last time I wrote in you. I’ve been extra busy with work since the holidays are starting and the children wanted to but on a recital for their family and friends. It’s going well and I’ve decided that the older classes will work with the younger one’s to put on the show. So that leaves me time to get the sets all finished. Not to mention making the place look inviting and ready for Christmas. Speaking of Christmas I went shopping the other day and am pretty much finished, though I want to convince Orion that we need a real tree this year, he was the first person I shopped for since it’s normally hard to shop for your spouse but not this year, im certain he will love everything I got for him. Which im not going to share because he could find this and read it, though I know he wouldn’t do it he could thing it was something else and then he would know what he’d getting and Christmas would be ruined. I also went shopping for Macyn and Kitty even though nether of us have seen her in a while I couldn’t forget that she is the one who took me in when I needed a home.
I even bought a couple little things for Kisten and I couldn’t help purchasing something small that made thing of A’Hallei as soon as I saw it, I wont give it to him though, he wouldn’t accept it, which is perfectly understandable. But I bought it anyway and will probably keep it in its package or maybe I’ll take a trip to the tree house and leave it there. Who knows? Anyway I have to get back to painting the set. I’ll write again soon. Yours Always Kenna
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Posted: Mon Dec 17, 2007 4:33 pm
I'm going on a short Hiatus from now until i get back from holidays. I will have new journal up when i get back. This i promise. Merry Christmas and happy holidays. please dont take Kenna from me.
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Posted: Fri Feb 15, 2008 11:25 am
Dear log:
So I apologize for taking forever in writing something in you…I’ve been super busy, we had a dance recital yesterday afternoon and then I decide to make V-day extra special for Orion and I. I made a special dinner and desert then took him out to his favorite club before returning and spending the rest of the night doing wicked things with the man I love.
But I bet you guys don’t want to hear about that, so I’ll tell you all about the new things I’ve been doing. My studio looks brand new, I re-painted and added new mirrors and lighting, and because I did it pretty much by myself it didn’t cost as much as I thought it would. It’s a very relaxing place to be, and business has been better then ever. I have about thirty new students and I hired another teacher so im not doing it all on my own. His name is David and he’s pretty good, so he teaches two out of the five classes, most of the younger classes any way. So business is good and im happy with everything.
I had lunch with Macyn the other day he’s doing rather good himself, he work’s a lot but then he wanted to be head of the company in a few years so it’s understandable. But he still makes time to have lunch with his brother whenever he can. Though I generally have to make an appointment…how stupid is that? Making your brother make a appointment so he can have lunch with you like really what a pain. But that’s okay because when he has an appointment he actually does it and I know he is going to show up for it which is a problem some of the time. Any way im late for our lunch now, I’ll tell you all about it later…
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