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Good to know, KC. I'm gonna take a break from this for a bit. I appreciate your input.

so skutchie, how the hell are ya?

Sorry to hear you're having a bad day. *hugs*

I'd just like to say that I'm not interested in flinging s**t. I don't wish to compete for pilbo's attention. And I can hold my tongue or you'd already know what I really think of a few of you. As it is, you have no idea and your assumptions may not be correct. That being said, you're still welcome to them.

Conveniently, however, I've known for quite sometime what you guys think of me. The walls have ears, girls. What I do not appreciate is the PMs reassuring me that you do like me, or the seeming friendly 'conversation' in forums when we all know better. This isn't a popularity contest, or a snark fest. If I wanted either, I'd have issued a challenge, not tried to hide it behind pointed remarks and feigned politeness. I may be a b***h, but trust me, I'm not afriad to be direct about it. I simply do not think that this is the time or place. I thank you for your opinions, misguided as they may be, and if you have a problem with my being a mod, I'll step down. *Shrug* Hell, I'll leave the guild if you request it. Honestly, that's how little any of it matters to me. OL != RL. Some of us need to stop making assumptions, reading more into things than is being said, and stop taking everything so bloody seriously. Jealousy, cliques, what place do these things have among adults?

Everything I said was meant just as I stated it. There is no need to read between the lines. You'll find nothing there. Seriously, if I have something to say to or about you, I'll say it. Do as you like in this case, proceed as you will, all I wished to express was the reason I would not do more to aid you. The purpose was not to attack you. I find it rather disgusting that you would use this time, when you are so concerned about your friend, to attack someone else who considers him a friend. Please reconsider your methods for handling conflict in the future, and if you have something to say, say it to me. There is no need to air your dirty laundry in front of the entire guild.

As for 'holding cards' this seems like some wanky claim of status. If your really concerned, make use of the information yourself, don't brag about something you can't tell anyone else. That's like boasting that you have a secret expecting people to be awed. Frankly I don't give a s**t what anyone knows or doesn't know, and if I'm holding any *Shrug* I care just as little.

If you're trying to say something, I suggest that you do so, plainly. I am not so amused.

I said exactly what I said. You always have to be the center of attention and frankly you are not a nice person. **This I get from what I read**. You wanted to know how I feel there it is. Obviously misery loves company and honey you are not the company that I need!

Have a good night all I am outta her. Maybe I will be here tomorrow maybe I won't. Depends on if I get banned and frankly that is ok with me I got what I wanted off my chest. And second I am not hear to fight but a person can only bite their tongues for so long.

So for all my friends, Have a Great Night!

I never said you claimed to be my friend. I've known better.
Still, I think I missed this s**t flinging that I apparently did, considering the PM was sent after you said something that you thought offended me then proceeded to discuss my reaction as if I was not there. I have explained my reasoning for revealing my gender, and was liked more previously. Your point is moot. I did not do it for attention, and have not flirted nearly at all, since. Somehow, according to your claims, my behavoir since, has been extremely counter intuative. And if I've been treating you so shittily, that's something else I missed. Guess it's good to know I'm a b***h without even trying. o_O Really, this is petty and wanky. I've over myself. I suggest you take your own advice.