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Posted: Tue Nov 06, 2012 11:36 pm
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Posted: Thu Nov 08, 2012 10:57 pm
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Posted: Fri Nov 09, 2012 10:00 pm
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1. Yes
2. I've gotten bullied and harassed off and on since elementary school. People would call me names like brace-face, fat, ugly, chubby, pudgy, b***h, and slut and a bunch of other names.
3. It still effects me and it hurts me very deeply because I feel that its my fault and and that I am doing something that causes them to do those sort of things.
4. Yes
5. Yes
6. Yes 7. Yes, I still have scars from it and I still very rarely do.
8. No
9. Too much crap that knocks me down as soon as I start feeling happy.
10. Yes I feel alone, even though I have friends.
11. Yes
12. (E)Story of my life
13. Only select few really know my depression issues and how I exactly feel.
14. Um, yes; Anorexia Nervosa, Anxiety disorder, Depression, Dyslexia, Eating Disorders, Schizophrenia, Insomnia, Nightmare Disorder, Adult ADHD, and Paranoid Personality Disorder.
15. Eating Disorder=>Anorexia, Depression
16. Music, writing (poetry, stories, songs), reading, singing, dancing, drawing
17. Keep your head up even if it is the crappiest day ever, it always gets better. As Walt Disney said, from the movie Meet the Robinsons, "Keep moving forward."
18. Nope, luckily I have an amazing boyfriend and friends who get me through the day by putting a smile on my face. My only regret is that I didn't tell them sooner about my depression since I've attempted suicide before, I would've gotten help before I tried anything.
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Posted: Sun Nov 18, 2012 12:33 am
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1. have you ever been bullied? Yes.
2. if so, how and when were you bullied? I was jumped every day my 6th grade year by a group of 8th grade boys who inappropriately touched me, rubbed me in abusive ways with their own sexual areas, and beat me up. I went to the police and they stated that my bruises were not enough proof.
3. if so, how did you feel about the person treating you that way, and does it still effect you? It highly effects me. To this day I have a phobia of male genitalia.
4. have you ever wanted to commit suicide? Yes.
5. have you ever attempted to commit suicide? No.
6. do you know anyone who has wanted to or attempted to commit suicide? My 3 best friends at different stages of my life have commited suicide.
7. have you ever physically inflicted pain upon yourself? (no matter how small or minor it was) Yes.
8. if you look at your life overall, would you consider yourself happy? Usually.
9. if not, why do you consider yourself unhappy? Sometimes I get too harshly effected by my past, or by what people say.
10. do you feel alone? Often.
11. are you sad inside? Often.
12. you've cried and then picked yourself up and acted like you were totally fine...(A)Never (B)Once or twice (C)Occasionally (D)A lot (E)Story of my life D 13. you're unhappy but people other than really close friends would describe you as being always happy? Basically.
14. do you have any mental disorders? (of ANY kind) If so, what are they? Bipolar
15. do you have any illnesses/disease? If so, what are they? Cysts
16. what inspires you the most? Life is short you can never do too much.
17. do you have anything to say to any girls/guys that stumble upon this that are going through rough times to inspire them or help them? I'm here, you can talk to me if you need someone.
18. do you need someone to talk to?Always.
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Posted: Sun Nov 18, 2012 6:15 pm
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chelsea-dakota 1. have you ever been bullied? Yes. 2. if so, how and when were you bullied? I was jumped every day my 6th grade year by a group of 8th grade boys who inappropriately touched me, rubbed me in abusive ways with their own sexual areas, and beat me up. I went to the police and they stated that my bruises were not enough proof. 3. if so, how did you feel about the person treating you that way, and does it still effect you? It highly effects me. To this day I have a phobia of male genitalia. 4. have you ever wanted to commit suicide? Yes. 5. have you ever attempted to commit suicide? No. 6. do you know anyone who has wanted to or attempted to commit suicide? My 3 best friends at different stages of my life have commited suicide. 7. have you ever physically inflicted pain upon yourself? (no matter how small or minor it was) Yes. 8. if you look at your life overall, would you consider yourself happy? Usually. 9. if not, why do you consider yourself unhappy? Sometimes I get too harshly effected by my past, or by what people say. 10. do you feel alone? Often. 11. are you sad inside? Often. 12. you've cried and then picked yourself up and acted like you were totally fine...(A)Never (B)Once or twice (C)Occasionally (D)A lot (E)Story of my life D 13. you're unhappy but people other than really close friends would describe you as being always happy? Basically. 14. do you have any mental disorders? (of ANY kind) If so, what are they? Bipolar 15. do you have any illnesses/disease? If so, what are they? Cysts 16. what inspires you the most? Life is short you can never do too much. 17. do you have anything to say to any girls/guys that stumble upon this that are going through rough times to inspire them or help them? I'm here, you can talk to me if you need someone. 18. do you need someone to talk to?Always.
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Posted: Sun Nov 18, 2012 6:19 pm
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Heavenly Angel 999 chelsea-dakota 1. have you ever been bullied? Yes. 2. if so, how and when were you bullied? I was jumped every day my 6th grade year by a group of 8th grade boys who inappropriately touched me, rubbed me in abusive ways with their own sexual areas, and beat me up. I went to the police and they stated that my bruises were not enough proof. 3. if so, how did you feel about the person treating you that way, and does it still effect you? It highly effects me. To this day I have a phobia of male genitalia. 4. have you ever wanted to commit suicide? Yes. 5. have you ever attempted to commit suicide? No. 6. do you know anyone who has wanted to or attempted to commit suicide? My 3 best friends at different stages of my life have commited suicide. 7. have you ever physically inflicted pain upon yourself? (no matter how small or minor it was) Yes. 8. if you look at your life overall, would you consider yourself happy? Usually. 9. if not, why do you consider yourself unhappy? Sometimes I get too harshly effected by my past, or by what people say. 10. do you feel alone? Often. 11. are you sad inside? Often. 12. you've cried and then picked yourself up and acted like you were totally fine...(A)Never (B)Once or twice (C)Occasionally (D)A lot (E)Story of my life D 13. you're unhappy but people other than really close friends would describe you as being always happy? Basically. 14. do you have any mental disorders? (of ANY kind) If so, what are they? Bipolar 15. do you have any illnesses/disease? If so, what are they? Cysts 16. what inspires you the most? Life is short you can never do too much. 17. do you have anything to say to any girls/guys that stumble upon this that are going through rough times to inspire them or help them? I'm here, you can talk to me if you need someone. 18. do you need someone to talk to?Always. I'm here if you need to talk to someone. Thanks, a lot of people say it, not many mean it.
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Posted: Sun Nov 18, 2012 7:36 pm
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chelsea-dakota Heavenly Angel 999 chelsea-dakota 1. have you ever been bullied? Yes. 2. if so, how and when were you bullied? I was jumped every day my 6th grade year by a group of 8th grade boys who inappropriately touched me, rubbed me in abusive ways with their own sexual areas, and beat me up. I went to the police and they stated that my bruises were not enough proof. 3. if so, how did you feel about the person treating you that way, and does it still effect you? It highly effects me. To this day I have a phobia of male genitalia. 4. have you ever wanted to commit suicide? Yes. 5. have you ever attempted to commit suicide? No. 6. do you know anyone who has wanted to or attempted to commit suicide? My 3 best friends at different stages of my life have commited suicide. 7. have you ever physically inflicted pain upon yourself? (no matter how small or minor it was) Yes. 8. if you look at your life overall, would you consider yourself happy? Usually. 9. if not, why do you consider yourself unhappy? Sometimes I get too harshly effected by my past, or by what people say. 10. do you feel alone? Often. 11. are you sad inside? Often. 12. you've cried and then picked yourself up and acted like you were totally fine...(A)Never (B)Once or twice (C)Occasionally (D)A lot (E)Story of my life D 13. you're unhappy but people other than really close friends would describe you as being always happy? Basically. 14. do you have any mental disorders? (of ANY kind) If so, what are they? Bipolar 15. do you have any illnesses/disease? If so, what are they? Cysts 16. what inspires you the most? Life is short you can never do too much. 17. do you have anything to say to any girls/guys that stumble upon this that are going through rough times to inspire them or help them? I'm here, you can talk to me if you need someone. 18. do you need someone to talk to?Always. I'm here if you need to talk to someone. Thanks, a lot of people say it, not many mean it. Personally I wish I had told my friends sooner about my depression and suicide attempts, now that my boyfriend knows and helps me I'm so much happier. I know that it helps to have someone to talk to about anything and a lot of people are all talk and no action, I would be happy to lend an ear whenever you need to talk. Private message me anytime and if I don't respond right away I will as soon as I can get to it.
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Posted: Fri Nov 30, 2012 4:11 pm
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1. have you ever been bullied? (could be ANYTHING. it doesn't have to be big things, little things hurt too)
By a big brother (if it counts)...
2. if so, how and when were you bullied?
As a kid (elementary i guess).
3. if so, how did you feel about the person treating you that way, and does it still effect you?
We are in good relations now (Forgave and "forgot"). I believe that everything related to us, effect us for lifetime. In my case, i learned how not to treat people due to a feelings i can cause to them.
4. have you ever wanted to commit suicide?
Just a child play... I would never have balls to do it.
5. have you ever attempted to commit suicide?
Not seriously.
6. do you know anyone who has wanted to or attempted to commit suicide?
A friend from high school. He actually had an accomplished attempt, ironically said (3 years after high school). He was bullied by sanity illness, but what an intelligent guy he was...
7. have you ever physically inflicted pain upon yourself? (no matter how small or minor it was)
No!
8. if you look at your life overall, would you consider yourself happy?
In some spheres of life, I do. Not an easy question, but say yes...
9. if not, why do you consider yourself unhappy?
Unhappy feelings mostly come from the things I can't control (quite stupid right?)
10. do you feel alone?
Misunderstood suits me better.
11. are you sad inside?
Sometimes.
12. you've cried and then picked yourself up and acted like you were totally fine...(A)Never (B)Once or twice (C)Occasionally (D)A lot (E)Story of my life
D. We all do it, no matter how successful we can be.
13. you're unhappy but people other than really close friends would describe you as being always happy?
Quite opposite actually (not always of course). I'm extremely calm, phlegmatic creature. You should hear me talking... smile
14. do you have any mental disorders? (of ANY kind) If so, what are they?
Nope. Brain 's fine...
15. do you have any illnesses/disease? If so, what are they?
No.
16. what inspires you the most?
People trying everyday to make things better for everyone. Just good and honest humans.
17. do you have anything to say to any girls/guys that stumble upon this that are going through rough times to inspire them or help them?
Just do a small things that will make you proud of yourself tomorrow morning. Than do it again...Worked for me. This might sounded corny, but it will raise your self esteem just enough to make a shield from those guys that are giving you a hard time. They are all insecure, trying to advance to a new level of coolness, and they are doing it the very wrong way. Give them back by showing their words can't touch you! In case of low minded assholes, punch works even better. biggrin We got a saying for something that made us feel good:‚‚Prijalo mi kao šamar budali">> I enjoyed it like a fool enjoys a slap. Hope this helped somehow... Tried not to be a smartass, but I kinda failed. =)
18. do you need someone to talk to?
Always!!
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Posted: Mon Dec 17, 2012 3:55 pm
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1. have you ever been bullied? (could be ANYTHING. it doesn't have to be big things, little things hurt too) Not really. I was yelled at by my parents, but that hardly constitutes as bullying.
2. if so, how and when were you bullied? Not applicable.
3. if so, how did you feel about the person treating you that way, and does it still effect you? Uhh...
4. have you ever wanted to commit suicide? Yes, for different reasons. Mostly due to loss of the one I loved...
5. have you ever attempted to commit suicide? Not seriously...
6. do you know anyone who has wanted to or attempted to commit suicide? Yes, many. 7. have you ever physically inflicted pain upon yourself? (no matter how small or minor it was) once, just to know what out was like. I was bored.
8. if you look at your life overall, would you consider yourself happy? Very.
9. if not, why do you consider yourself unhappy? O.o
10. do you feel alone? When I'm home alone, yes.
11. are you sad inside? When it rains.
12. you've cried and then picked yourself up and acted like you were totally fine...(A)Never (B)Once or twice (C)Occasionally (D)A lot (E)Story of my life c
13. you're unhappy but people other than really close friends would describe you as being always happy? Generally... I'm pretty bubbly
14. do you have any mental disorders? (of ANY kind) If so, what are they? Mild dissociative disorders, mainly. Common among writers
15. do you have any illnesses/disease? If so, what are they? anemia
16. what inspires you the most? Life and its many mysterious ways
17. do you have anything to say to any girls/guys that stumble upon this that are going through rough times to inspire them or help them? Smile, its always resort when you smile.
18. do you need someone to talk to? No, but I like talking to people anyway.
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Posted: Wed Dec 19, 2012 8:08 pm
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1. have you ever been bullied? (could be ANYTHING. it doesn't have to be big things, little things hurt too) Yes,
2. if so, how and when were you bullied?
In primary school
3. if so, how did you feel about the person treating you that way, and does it still effect you? It hurt At the time but I have moved on they are not worth my time.
4. have you ever wanted to commit suicide? ...
5. have you ever attempted to commit suicide? ... 6. do you know anyone who has wanted to or attempted to commit suicide? Yes
7. have you ever physically inflicted pain upon yourself? (no matter how small or minor it was) Yes
8. if you look at your life overall, would you consider yourself happy? Yer, I have a big brother who is didficult but he's cool and my cats never let me mope they always cheer me up
9. if not, why do you consider yourself unhappy? - 10. do you feel alone? Sometimes, every one I hold close leves me all alone (exempt family but they are not the same) 11. are you sad inside? Some days
12. you've cried and then picked yourself up and acted like you were totally fine...(A)Never (B)Once or twice (C)Occasionally (D)A lot (E)Story of my life D
13. you're unhappy but people other than really close friends would describe you as being always happy? Yes
14. do you have any mental disorders? (of ANY kind) If so, what are they? Dose dislexia count, if so that
15. do you have any illnesses/disease? If so, what are they? - no 16. what inspires you the most? My will to be with those I won't to be with buy cannot
17. do you have anything to say to any girls/guys that stumble upon this that are going through rough times to inspire them or help them? Get up dust your self of and lest move on together let's fix this, and will protect you
18. do you need someone to talk to? No but I'm always open to talk
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Posted: Fri Jan 25, 2013 4:09 pm
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1. have you ever been bullied? (could be ANYTHING. it doesn't have to be big things, little things hurt too) Yes I have, in elementary school 2. if so, how and when were you bullied? I was teased because I had accidents up until the third grade, we later found out it was because of my as of the undiagnosed Crohn's.
3. if so, how did you feel about the person treating you that way, and does it still effect you? I had and still have very little self esteem and can never believe that I can do anything or do it well. 4. have you ever wanted to commit suicide? No. 5. have you ever attempted to commit suicide? No. 6. do you know anyone who has wanted to or attempted to commit suicide? Yes. 7. have you ever physically inflicted pain upon yourself? (no matter how small or minor it was) Yes, when I'm nervous I dig my nails into my palms, never drawn blood though. 8. if you look at your life overall, would you consider yourself happy? Yeah I guess recently. 9. if not, why do you consider yourself unhappy? N/A 10. do you feel alone? Sometimes. 11. are you sad inside? Sometimes. 12. you've cried and then picked yourself up and acted like you were totally fine...(A)Never (B)Once or twice (C)Occasionally (D)A lot (E)Story of my life (C) 13. you're unhappy but people other than really close friends would describe you as being always happy? I don't know. 14. do you have any mental disorders? (of ANY kind) If so, what are they? Not that I know of, might have some sort of anxiety disorder... 15. do you have any illnesses/disease? If so, what are they? Crohn's 16. what inspires you the most? I don't know. 17. do you have anything to say to any girls/guys that stumble upon this that are going through rough times to inspire them or help them? Talk to someone, don't let the b*****ds get you down! 18. do you need someone to talk to? Not anymore, but if you need to talk I'm here. I'm a good listener.
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Posted: Wed Jul 23, 2014 6:39 pm
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1. Yes
2. All throughout my years in school (elementary, jr. high, and high school). I was called names and picked on because I was in foster care
3. When I was still in school, I did everything I could to avoid the kids bullying me, which didn't always work. Now, it seems like such a petty thing
4. No, I've never wanted to commit suicide
5. It never even crossed my mind
6. No
7. No
8. I wouldn't necessarily consider myself happy, but neither would I consider myself unhappy
9. I don't consider myself unhappy
10. Not really. I'm a loner by nature and by choice, and I'm perfectly happy with my own company
11. No
12. I have to say B on this one
13. I'm not unhappy, but I wouldn't know what other people might say because I've never asked them
14. Define 'mental disorders'
15. No
16. That depends. I have several things that inspire me, but I would have to say that the Bible is the thing that inspires me the most, followed closely by music
17. If your enemy is thirsty, give him something to drink; if he is hungry, give him something to eat. For in so doing, you will heap coals of fire on his head. (I'm just paraphrasing, but it's found in the book of Proverbs, not sure what chapter or verses) Remember, sometimes kindness is your greatest weapon against bullies. Also, I learned the hard way that if I ignored bullies long enough, they would eventually leave me alone because they couldn't get a reaction out of me. If they can get a reaction, they know that what they are doing upsets you, which is why they do it.
18. No, but if anyone needs someone to talk to, or even a listening ear, I'm always open to it.
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