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Posted: Wed May 18, 2011 3:48 am
~ONE LITER OF TEARS~ I just finished watching 1 liter of Tears. Every time I watch it, I feel like I could cry forever. It makes me whenever I remember Aya's story. It was sad, but I don't think that Aya was sad for her life at all. She didn't think about dying and the most important for her is to live everyday.
I feel bad and happy at the same time for Haruto, because even after Aya's death, he didn't stop loving her. ARGGGHH!!!
After watching it, I was angry with every braniac I could think of. I asked why the hell those people have chosen to become a scientist or computer geeks when there's more important than building spaceships and faster CPUs.. After 35 years of research, there's still no cure for spinocerebellar degeneration disease.. It's an awful feeling to live, knowing that you will be helpless and eventually die after a few years. I believe that sick people are stronger than the healthy ones because they fight until the end. Habang may buhay, may pag-asa.. If I was brave enough to face dead people, I would've been a doctor.. I feel helpless right now.. Like I've wasted all my life whining about my life, while other people are fighting to live. I think I don't deserve to live this long..
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Posted: Thu Aug 04, 2011 6:49 pm
Soo!!! Yeah I didn't get to write a lot for the past few months. Guess what? Our house got burned down a month ago. IKR? It ******** suck! Anyway, I just hope that after they are finished fixing my parent's room, they do mine next because waking up everyday with the sound of my mother's mouth. I'm gonna go ******** crazy like in a few days I'd be at a ******** mental hospital!!! Oh, btw yeah the only thing left from our house was the kitchen. Everything was gone!! But we're doing fine! I'm not actually like this a few weeks ago, at least not until my mother ******** told me that the ******** store was better when Tita Cora was the one managing it!! Well, let me ******** ask you this. Did she ******** manage the store while cashiering and cleaning the ******** place? No, she did not!!! So ******** shut your mouth when you don't know how it feels like to be in this ******** hell!!!! Oh yeah, I talk this way because I read Kevin's post all the time and he always say the word ******** or ******** like it's the most common word in the planet, though I hate him when he say the word b***h. but yeah whatever. FUUUCCCKKKKK!!!!
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