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 Posted: Fri May 13, 2011 9:00 am
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Posted: Fri May 13, 2011 9:01 am
OwlJamesVillersI Miss You - Hello there, the Angel from my Nitemares...XXXXXXXXXXDay three. Waking up, it became automatic for Owl to count the days as he’d recall the reason to why he was counting them in the first place. Casey. Gone. The words stirred him awake more suddenly as emotionless eyes opened with a very light inhale of air. Just like the morning yesterday, and the day before he had woken the same way…only worse. The first day he had bawled himself to sleep against Lelo. It was horrible. Never had Owl showed such crying hysteria. He would shake, he would not hold back. It had to be the first time that he actually let himself cry. Then again, the one reason he never showed weakness willingly is- Bottom lip quivered, eyes quick to fill, heartache knocking on the back of his head making it ache. Had he already had the headache? If he did, he hadn’t noticed. Either way, thinking about it didn’t stop two tears from spilling over slowly. There were no sobs; lip was still; though the empty ache in his chest was still there. For once, he could not careless about showing weakness at the point. He hadn’t cared about anything sense. There was Lelo, but nothing more.
What he did for Owl is unable to be expressed in words. Sure, Lelo was always there for all the years they've been friends, but now there's just so much more- so much he's stuck by Owl's side through. When he was nearly beaten to death he rushed him to the hospital, nd was there for him when he was told he had cancer and still broke him out of the hospital because he knew of his phobia and brought him home but wouldn't let him go out to search for Casey to the point he used forced rather then beating the sh-t out of him..and later... Owl's lips twitched into a little smile; that was the best night of his life. Remembering it filled stressed mind and began to ease it so nicely. It was like pounds of weights were just lifted away and he could breathe again.
Smile faded slowly though as he hadn't exactly been able to spend actual time with him. All the time lately they've spent was Owl bawling, hating himself or both. Realizing this made him sad and eyelids lowered. He missed Lelo. With all that has happened, it's hard sure; but that doesn't mean that it should cause him to forget who he loves..right? A sigh escaped weak lungs the same time Owl started to sit up. A hand met his forehead and black hair was laced in his fingers running it to the back of his neck. He hadn't moved this much in awhile, better yet he hadn't gone this long without breaking down. Looks like it was time to do what he hated the most..Live. The word coming to his mind was like stabbing daggers in his most vital organs as he picked the covers up and away, and bare feet met the soft white rug. Standing up felt like he was just learning how to ride a bike without training wheels but Owl shook it off heading to the black wall closets. After slipping out of his pj's and boxers, he reached to grab a pair of pink boxers and denim jeans. Hopping into them, he didn't bother with anything else. But looking at the mirror on the opposite wall..he saw his scars. After giving a look, one as if wanting to forget, Owl snatched a red hoodie before heading out the already open bedroom door. Heading down the stairs slowly, he started putting it on and zipped it up alittle less then half way. Once it was on, nearing the bottom step, he put his hands in the pockets..and in it was a box. His hand, without meaning to, instinctively took hold of the box still in the pocket. His mind recalling the fact that he has cancer. This was bullsh-t. He hadn't smoked in forever because of everything that's happened. And here it was, the habit scratching at his freakn eyes into his brain. It ticked him off and Owl started to grind his teeth before mumbling, "F-ck you," as if directed at the addiction itself for such unfair torment.
Eyes scoping the sitting room and kitchen from afar, much like a kid about to break the rules looking for signs of a parent, Lelo didn't seem to be around. Not even Heaven probably knows what he'd do if he caught Owl smoking. Heading to the sliding glass doors he heaved a sarcastic puff of air, Yeah right who'm I kidding.."IF"... while walking out past the pool and over to sit near the fire pit; a nervous tap from his fingers on the box before taking out a cancer stick. Sitting down, eying the cig in his hand he felt as if he didn't want it..or maybe that he didn't need it. Kiss your lungs goodbyyee~ The words carried by the mental picture of Casey; wide-eyed and startled at the memory he wanted it to go away, at least for now. He couldn't take it anymore. Bringing the cig between his lips, he used a hand to block and the other to light and he inhaled the fire. Feeling the smoke fill his already not-so-great lungs, he coughed abit. Must have been from inhaling alittle too fast without having enough breath. Eh, the memory made him panic. Somehow the thought was gone; probably covered by his slight high feeling. He felt his mind ease; exhaling he leaned his head back and rest it at the top of the chair at an angle as the rest of his body seemed to slouch forward. Right arm on his side but lazily taking up a part of the seat beside him; cig smoke curling slowly into the air. He soon lifted it again bringing the filter to his lips..
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 4:58 pm
LelouchePasqualinoCrescenzoShe Makes Dirty Words Sound Pretty - If you call Me at all, don't tell Me that I'm ordinary... XXXXXXXXXXThis morning had started off a just like any morning would for these past couple days. In bed with his best friend, one he's had since childhood. The bed itself was soft and comforting, one that was made of memory foam. The sheets, cozy yet cooling, made entirely of Egyptian cotton. The room was a sized to fit a family but was so greedily reserved for two. Accessories, like expensive abstract art and porcelain vases, displayed themselves numerous times through the room. Yes the two boys were living the big life, staying in Mr. Crescenzo's getaway condo. Lelouche had bargained this bad boy place from his father with the threat of telling his current wife about the countless affairs Lelouche is acknowledged of. In fear of losing yet another trophy wife and half of his fortune in court, Mr. Crescenzo allowed to the boys to stay for the time being. Oh divorce. A child must either learn to use it to his or her advantage or let it rip them apart. Seeing that Lelouche hated both, Lelo made good use of it, wringing out his parent's income. He didn't do it in a snobby way, that much. He would only use money for stuff that him and Owl would do or use. Lelouche loved to shower Owl in gifts and pamper the s**t out of his friend, he was really all Lelouche lived for. Though Owl didn't take too much to mind for Lelouche's money. He was a prideful boy, driven to harden by the hands of his own parents, and Lelouche respected that as best he could. He didn't want Owl thinking he was a charity case because he wasn't. Lelouche just loved him.
Though despite the premium stay at the Elaborate Crescenzo Suite, Lelouche awoke besides best friend, the vibe so muffled, it choked his throat. He wanted to hold his lover to make the vacant aura go away but Lelouche didn't want to disturb Owl's slumber. So instead, Lelouche swung his feet of the ledge of the bed and sleepy propped himself up to go to the bathroom. As he went around the bed to enter the wash room, Lelouche passed his friend, caught a quick glance at Owl, who's face was covered by his His dear friend has had it rough these past couple of days. The poor boy has suffered through enough in his life and things just seemed to be getting worse. First his drunken parents and the useless beatings, then the case of a missing Casey. Oh Casey. He was Owl's little brother and felt like one to Lelouche. Casey was sweet and funny, taking after his older sibling. Lelouche loved goofing around with Villar Brothers and they would have good times together. Though, now looking at the past, Lelouche felt selfish a guilty for all those times he had pulled Owl away from Casey for their own private time. His brother needed him more.
Battling his head in shame, Lelouche closed the bathroom door and hovered over the glass sink, black hair drooping over.Damn. He sighed, dropping his shoulders. How he wished to make Owl's pains go away. Just a few weeks ago, Lelouche had confessed his newly realized love for Owl and share with him the strongest connection and action between to lovers. Owl was his first, and vice versa. But it happened the night the found out about Casey. And about... the cancer. Part of Lelouche, felt like the night was played of by the fear of never seeing Owl again. But... He truly loved him. But God, it was wonderful. The ache in Lelouche's chest cringed as he swallowed hard, reaching for the water faucet. Turning on the cold water, Lelouche brought his hands to the running liquid and splash a bit of in on his face. Tilting his head up and brighting his glasses to his face, Leloche met his reflection. Chagrined, Lelouche stood straight and walked away from the mirror to the walking closet to choose his attire of the day. Don't be selfish, Lelouche. Owl loves you. He's just... Missing Casey. God, where could he be. He wanted so badly for Casey to be alive to bring joy to the soul that brought him join, but his motives were questionable. Peeling off his pajama pants, Lelouche dressed in white pants and a black and white checkered button up. He tied up his black chucks and headed out.
Owl was still in bed and Lelouche left the bedroom for some breakfast. To the refrigerator, the Crescenzo boy searched for some milk when a sudden buzzing noise echoed throughout the empty condo. Looking for the source of the ringing, Lelouche noticed his cellphone shaking a riot on the counter. He reached for it, pushing the talk button. "Hello?" It was his father's car repair man, Brink. As soon as they had arrived at the condo, Lelouche had called him up to replace the leather seating in his mustang where Owl had been bleeding in. They had fled to find Casey and neglected on getting his car washed for Owl's sake. But like said, when they came back, his car was taken for while, meaning that he and Owl had to remain stationary. The stay was a good break for Owl to recover from his mind from find Casey. He was dead. The two found Casey laying dried out dead in the desert, along with another boy. It was scary to find him in such way. Sure he seemed like he could handle himself but the heat was just too much to handle. It is seemed way too much for Owl to handle. Oh Jesus, that was the saddest hour of a man.
On the brighter note for Lelouche's side, Brink had called to announce that Lelouche's car was done and waiting for him downstairs in the parking lot. Lelo had missed him batmobile and decided to got check out his baby. After some short business conversation exchange, Lelouche ended the called and split for the door but he paused. Owl can handle himself for a couple a minutes. Don't worry. He stepped out of the home, door closing softly.
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After examining his beautiful mustang, Cyd Charisse, feeling her soft new leather, Lelouche reentered him second home. He made his way back to the bedroom, steps as silence as could so not to disturb, but blanketly mess revealed no Owl in sight. Where had he gone? Lelouche searched the condo for his friend making his first stop into the kitchen. He wasn't paranoid but he knew how bad Owl's depression was and Owl was known to be the rash one. It's sometimes I came a good instinct but in other times, it got them in trouble. Usually, Lelouche wouldn't care because they were together but Owl's state of mine could go bonkers at any minute, driven by the thought of his dead brother and what could have happened to him.
But before Lelouche's mind could imagine his friend running without him any longer, a flash of red outside the house caught his eyes. A sigh of relief washed over him as he began his way over to his love over by the pool. "Hey Owl!" He called with a hoping smile, waving off his hand toward him. "I got my Mustang back!"But with step by step, reality came clear and the vision of smoke seemed to stir up a fire inside of him. And then, he watch a stick in owl's hand exhaust the impurities, sending Lelouche in a short sprint. "Owl! Are you crazy?!" He yelled, ripping the cigarette from his hand and stomping it out with his right chucks. "Do we need to go to the doctor again to make it clear to your head?" His stance was stiff, trying to reframe from completely lashing out at his friend. He wasn't mad at Owl, just... Frustrated. How could he still think to smoke with his condition? "Gimme the box." He demanded calmly, stretching out his left hand as the right rested on his hip. He sighed, not wanting to be harsh on his friend. "Owl, I know how you must feel but..." He looked deep at Owl's reaction, focusing at the features around his. It had been a while since he'd actually seen his lover's face, he had wallowing in self hatred, hiding it away from Lelouche. Trailing his sight downwards from Owl's sorry emerald, Lelouche came across Owl's cheeks with had left behind traces of trickles. And those were stain that won't easily come off. "I don't want you to leave me soon." [ E D I T E D ]
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Posted: Tue May 17, 2011 5:22 pm
OwlJamesVillersI Miss You - Hello there, the Angel from my Nitemares...XXXXXXXXXX"Owl!" Startled by hearing his name, frightened emeralds caught sight of Lelo sprinting at him. Sh-t sh-t sh-t- was all he could seem to say in his mind as the closer his ticked off lover became. "Are you crazy?!" Instinctively, thanks to his sorry a-s parents, he closed his eyes tightly and head flinched; his heart like a war drum as if he was about to be beaten unmercifully. But all that happened was a cig leaving his lips and being destroyed. He calmed abit, but only recalling that this was Lelo, his best friend and lover; he wouldn't hit him. Sad eyes opened hearing him and immediately Owl answered, "No." He dared to look at him alittle, part of him still somewhat frightened again seeing his stiff stance. It made him feels sickening chills making Owl timind; knowing that stance all to well. Something that Lelo would do to stop himself from taring someone into pieces. "Gimme the box." Eyes sad again as shoulders slouched..He didn't want to give them. He only lowered his gase and reached his hand in his pocket; taking hold of the box, he placed it in his lovers hand. No fight about it. Not in the slightest.
All Owl could feel was stupid. How could he not stop and give a sh-t about how Lelo cares so much about him. And especially now sense he's the only one who does. "I'm sorry.." Looking back to his friend, hearing his sigh. "Owl, I know how you must feel but..." Owl kind of gave him a face, jaw dropping in the corner abit. His little brother is DEAD. How in the living fires of Hell could anyone understand?? Even Lelo. Not to be a jacka-s but no one would ever ever know what it f-cking feels like. It felt like he was dead himself. It felt like his heart had stopped beating ever sense they had found Casey lifeless. Even still now the image haunted his mind. Owl felt his heart picking up, as well as a hard stabbing beat. You have no f-cking- "I don't want you to leave me soon."
Face dropped, shoulders slouching; his selfishness was clear in his mind once more. Owl had been filled with such self-blame and sorrows that the thought of how it had effected Lelo hadn't crossed his mind even once, until now that is. Heart no longer as painful, as new thoughts started their way in the front of his mind. With how his best friend was looking at him, Owl felt himself filling with thoughts on his life. Mother never giving him any attention. No friends, far as he knew, except for him. Father never really about. Even though they didn't seem that bad to him, it wasn't him in Lelo's place to know. But that's because he's not meant to be in his friends shoes. And being in his own, Owl is able to help in ways no one else ever could. This wasn't just a best friendship anymore, and Owl had seemed to forget that. Alittle soft smile crept on his still scared lips. Owl loved him. Smile grew some as he stood, placing his hands at Lelo's sides; sliding them back some and hugged him abit tight.
The type of hug that would say I've missed you. with feelings of being complete while the person is around and not being whole when they're not. And oh how he had missed him. Yet the past few days all Owl could think of was one thing, until now. Hugging his love made him feel good and happy! There's a feeling that Owl had missed greatly lately. "I've missed you so much" The words where almost alittle louder then hushed, as if he wanted to share his very true feeling and thoughts in the moment to his sweet. And oh did he mean every word. Hands just slipping into back pockets, he nuzzled before placing sweet soft pecks of kisses on lovers tattooed neck. It felt more then wonderful to be this close again. All the emotions seemed to have melted away as well as any of the thoughts that had been plaguing poor Owl's tired mind. But now he felt awake, like himself and couldn't get enough. It was like he was high on happy. His smile exploded into a full out grin as he laughed alittle as he saw Lelo's face as he tug them back wards to where he had been sitting. But Owl managed to turn them around, and by the time they had fallen on the seats, Lelo was under him.
A hand slipping out from behind, he started with a few pokes at Lelo's ribs. Snickering as if Lelo was gonna get him for it, "Oh yeah what are you gonna do about it?" Laughing, even chuckling like he was now felt beyond words. Each moment made him more giddy as if Owl was reverting to his happy ol' self. Soon poking turned into tickles. "Bahh you love it~" But while ignoring any pleas from Lelo, he noticed it was turning into something else--- a form of teasing, and if it wasn't it was about to be. "And if you don't that'll change pretty quick--" Taking his other hand out from under his friend, Owl not only tickled him but his mouth clamped on his neck with a snickering smile. Between the tickles and teasing at once, Owl imagined Lelo's hormones not know to be turned on or laughing and squirming for freedom.OutofCandy...[I thought that an OoC tab would be a good idea :3 also that we keep the text colors for Owl and Lelo the same in each others posts. I like to think it adds to the mood while reading ya know? ^-^ Cuz while I had in limegreen for Lelo's speech the connection isn't nearly as strong o.o and i like how you had your colors O.O with the secondary as thoguhts~! and we could just use Silver for other peoples if needed yes? c= ]
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Posted: Thu Jun 02, 2011 7:19 pm
LelouchePasqualinoCrescenzoShe Makes Dirty Words Sound Pretty - If you call Me at all, don't tell Me that I'm ordinary... XXXXXXXXXXA sigh of relief over took Lelouche as Owl didn't bother to fight for his box of cancer sticks. Those were the source of all evil, the cause of Owl's illness. His cancer. Yet the boy seemed to care for the taste way too much. He remembered smoking with him all the time, not a constant as Owl but just when they hung out. It made Owl look so cool and suave. When they would chill on Lelouche's rooftop, laying back to gaze at the stars after a good night of teenage mischief. He's mouth blew smoke into the night as Owl's lips pursed to take up another hit to the toxin. God, how it sent chills through Lelo's body remembering the sight.
But the memory was seized hands coming in contact with his hips. A hug was given, Lelouche complete confused as to where it had come from but wasn't totally hating it. A frail smile began to form where his scowl had been on Lelouche's face. How he had missed this feeling, this touch from his lover. He sunk into the embrace given to him but before Lelouche could give one back, he had found himself taken stiff by the tone coming for Owl. A deep sorry excuse for a whisper. Then subtle attacks to his neck by Owl's long-wanted lips sent Lelouche to taken in abnormally long breathe, arcing his back just a tad inward towards Owl. Goodness those lightening lips of Owl were like sunlight to a blind man. It was all so sudden of Owl, since being so depressed of his brothers death. Though he felt a small spark of frigate as he felt himself fall backwards, with Owl on his lap.
Pokes had turned to tickles on his tummy, which had Lelouche raging to hold back his squirmy self. "Owl! St-stop!" He whined trying to slap away his hand but reframing himself from dropping Owl off his lap. His face became blush as he adjusted his glasses back to its proper place on his nose. "Owl.." He heaved through laugh. "I'll through you in the pool, I swear." He joked as Owl had no min to stop. It was so great to see Owl smile again but this sudden burst of levity kind of worried Lelouche. But he wouldn't make to big a deal of it. Owl was with him now and happy. What more could this four-eyed walking canvas as for?
"G-ohmaigawd~"
Lelouche eyes jolted right opened as he raveled in the sensation of Owl's slithering on his neck. He gripped at the rims of his seat and strained himself. "Gu-Owl~ s-s-sto.." He could bring himself to part away from Owl's lips but the tickling really messed with his head. "Qu-Quit teasing me, you!" He hoarse taking his hands and moved them to Owl's wrist. With his hand strength, Lelouche firmly but gently brought Owl's arms over his head and lightly flung Owl's head back to look at him. "I don't like that." He said with a serious face and a dull voice with eyes narrowed. But his beautiful green eyes gleamed. It was his sunshine. With a quick smirk, Lelouche attacked Owl's lips for a passionate kiss that was greatly longed for. He dug into it real good, only to separate to say, "But I did like that." Lelouche gave his lover a sweet smiled before letting go of Owl's hands. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be selfish but..." He sighed. "I've missed you too." He hugged Owl tight, letting out a breath. He had to hold himself from turning this situation sad again. "Hey, I got my car back. Do you want to go somewhere? Movies, park, mall, beach? This area has everything. Anywhere you want to go, your choice today." He chimed puling back from his hug. Shine bright.
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Posted: Sat Jun 04, 2011 11:15 pm
OwlJamesVillersI Miss You - Hello there, the Angel from my Nitemares...XXXXXXXXXXText "Other People Talking" "Talking" World ThinkingOutofCandy...[Too sleepyeh at the moment~ bw back soons~ ]
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