MoonyGuardian
"To see the beach in your dream, symbolizes the meeting between your two states of mind. The sand is symbolic of the rational and mental processes while the water signifies the irrational, unsteady, and emotional aspects of yourself. It is a place of transition between the physical/material and the spiritual."

It has been some time since u talked to her, so I´d say that a part of u wants to let go of her, while the other is still struggling about it... Your rational mind is probably telling u that it is time to move on, but your heart has probably not accepted "defeat" yet, deep inside u can´t accept the fact that it did not go the way u dreamed of... the fact that she was with someone u knew is probably related to the fact that u know that she´s been with other guys...

I don´t think u´r going mad... but u´r still stuck with her, and u should let her go... otherwise u´ll never give yourself the chance of finding someone else... at least that´s what i think...

Hope I´v somehow helped 3nodding


in a round about way i was actually thinking about her earlier which brought me back to Gaia. i "think" i can remember that dream. i have no idea about anyone she knows. so i never knew whoever she was with. but your right about 1 thing, Even know so much later on. when i actually think about her she's hard to let go. But no she's not the kind of person who would be with lots of different people.

But i've long moved on well a few years back now. i suppose the point is perhaps when i do very occasionally think of her that i regret whatever it is that stops her from being able to talk to me