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 Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 5:39 pm
I think my parents know why I'm pushing to get a job so badly which is why they're being extremely unhelpful. Dad whines about driving me, I want to work so I can pay for permit/license/car/etc. For years my sister whined about how mom and dad paid for everything for me, she's 20 with mom still paying for her gas while I'm going to have to have to buy my own car.
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 6:02 pm
About the last secret I posted... yeah apparently J and the new girl are dating.
= one thing: OMG I SCREWED UP! I can't believe on Monday(?) I took Jeremy's seat, gaaah I should've known or assumed that they were dating!!! God I'm so guilty and feeling just awful taking Jeremy's space... I just wanted to watch over Janine's hw since I don't want anyoen to suffer from the same teacher I had 2 eyars before for algebra. Idk if I'm panicking a lot for no reason since I see Jeremy everyday and play Mallets with him.
*insert panic mode*
Though I am jealous... well of Janine, idk how the heck she got into a relationship w/ a person after... less than a week? Wait they see each other in band practices after school... guess that makes sense. Now I'm more intrigued how relationships form.
I still feel suicidal, but I don't feel that this is a good reason to commit it due to guilt... I mean, senior year = I can leave this all behind X_X;
EDIT: well sent him (Jeremy) a private message about it... Yoru would know my reaction on FB by tomorrow if something goes down. Pessimism's taking over again Dx
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 7:05 pm
Foam-Dome Hm, this information is quite useful~ ;D Quoted for truth.
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 7:14 pm
Cannibal Horsey (if you're a woman at least, not so sure about men)
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 7:16 pm
rotating p***s's are not funny or enjoyable what is wrong with people ?
and when ou click it it wont go away
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 7:18 pm
Kamilio rotating p***s's are not funny or enjoyable what is wrong with people ?
and when ou click it it wont go away Aww. I found that site hilarious. Though it was more the combination of song and video what did it.
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 8:06 pm
I'm glad that I can keep a certain someone on the edge of their seat ninja
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 8:09 pm
-Mizu teh Artsi- I'm glad that I can keep a certain someone on the edge of their seat ninja o mai
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 8:09 pm
CH0Z0 -Mizu teh Artsi- I'm glad that I can keep a certain someone on the edge of their seat ninja o mai xDDD
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 8:22 pm
I wish my IRL friends would just understand that I'm not okay. /:
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 8:36 pm
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 8:44 pm
I'm getting pissed easily today. D:<
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Posted: Thu Sep 23, 2010 9:11 pm
Username chooses you I wish my IRL friends would just understand that I'm not okay. /:
Don't we all? :C
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Posted: Fri Sep 24, 2010 12:52 am
Username chooses you I wish my IRL friends would just understand that I'm not okay. /: I wish my group of offline friends had understood this before I started drifting away from them; they seem to be under the impression that if someone isn't self harming, they're perfectly fine. =|
And something unrelated:
I really want to know why I'm so cold all the time. It's been bugging me since Spring, but it's especially annoying this morning because I'm wearing 3 layers of clothes and a blanket, and I'm still shivering. My dad, on the other hand, is complaining that it's too hot in here.
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Posted: Fri Sep 24, 2010 2:22 am
Wanted to write a pagestretcher, but then realized I don't have the energy to.
Life sucks, and that is all.
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