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Thank you so much for your support. I am very lucky to have you. After work today I am going to start some spell work, of the protection kind. I am getting to be obsessed with this being over. I will be so happy to have her out of my life once and for all. I have felt so much better with every step that takes her further out. I do get upset when she starts her crap. when people take joy in hurting, it bothers. For the most part though it is liberating. It does hurt after all I opened myself up to her. I was more open and honest with her than I was with anybody.She never saw it, never knew it. But in a strange way it all makes me happy now, I do not have to mourn a good thing passing out of my life.. My heart is so much lighter. Just another 20 days and she will be gone forever!!!!!! I hope she is so wrapped up in her own life she has no time for the destruction of others.

Thank you so so much.

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Ahh, I smell my late lunch in the microwave! Lol, it's a new microwave, too. Apparently they only last 3 years in our house.

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I have school tomorrow... I was NOT expecting it. We got a letter today saying Freshman orientation was today... I'm glad I'm not a Freshman this year. But since I was short on credits when I transferred schools, I don't know if I am a Junior or Senior this year... I would rather be a Junior again than graduate with the girl who has been troubling me since we hit puberty.
On another note, I have my cat's fleas and I have to go to school. What if somebody sees a flea on my arm or neck? I'm so nervous! I'm going to vacuum my room and my bed, then soak in the tub so I have less fleas on me tomorrow. I'd hate to be called "Flea Girl" for the rest of my years in high school... Again, I'm nervous. I hope I can calm down before I get on the bus in the morning.

White crow. My cats have fleas as well. I am not sure how to get rid of them. I want to do it organically if I can. Plus I don't have the $70 it takes to do it from Pet Smart.


I am sorry for your troubles at school. I wish I had some words of wisdom. I swallowed a lot of things when I was in school. It gets much better in college, if that helps at all. Being Pagan, its hard to understand that human beings can still be so cruel.

Entervixen, I am very sorry you were sick, especially when you had visitors!!! You said you have had it before so I am sure you know, but the recupe time can be slow and exhausting. I hope you are taking good care of yourself. You poor Dear.

Sometimes I wished we all lived closer. I would love to stop by with some homemade soup and some tea. Online communities are wonderful, but I just wish I could help, other than mere words.

I have been a bit scarce here as well and I am sorry. I have been trying really hard to get some projects finished so that I can spend more time with some loved ones.

White Crow, I am sorry, somebody offered to take my account when I leave. Was it you? When all my fish are gone I am going to leave. It is a level 10 if you play zOMG. Most of the items will be cleared out though, they have been promised to people.

It seems as though my evil ex may have been stealing a few things from my friend in TX. She has asked me to look into it, so I have to deal with her again. Two weeks though and she should be gone from my life forever.

On a weirder note. My girlfriend will finally be meeting my good ex. My ex has said he would like to go to Pagan Pride Day to support a friend of ours and me as we are both speaking. My Girlfriend is planning on being there as well with her whole women's group. I really think they will get along fine, but I am nervous.

A bit stressful, but i am speaking, twice on Saturday, at this point I am a bit more worried about that. A lot of my women's group will be there as well and we have been asked to raise power for the evenings festivities. This may sound silly, but we will be practicing on fri evening. I am very excited. I am speaking on reading tarot intuitively and i am speaking about some ways of using energy that every pagan should know.

Wish me luck all, I may not be back til after the weekend as I still have both of the outlines to get done. And handouts.

I try not to think about it all at once, because it is a lot, but hopefully everything will fall into place smoothly

Sounds like fun, Love to Paint! I wish you luck! And I'm feeling much better, just very tired the last couple of days. But today I was finally able to get up, so I'm counting that as a good thing, hehe. It's a good thing I feel better, though, as I'm babysitting my niece and nephew tomorrow for a few hours. Aftewards their mom, who is one of my best friends, is going to take me out to dinner. I look forward to seeing them, they are a joy to be around.

Feeling nostalgic about when I would play baseball with my family...how strange, since I haven't thought of that in years...

GET SOME SLEEP!!!! And what is Manifest?

Entervixen I am glad that you have recuped enough to babysit, you have been on my mind

Still have both my outlines to get done!!!! But missed what is going onn with you, so needed to stop in.

Will see you all next week, with hopefully some cool stories about Pagan Pride Day.