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 Posted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 1:23 am
Exxos My mother can only be respected for her techniques in abuse, neglect, and self-absorption - she has taken such things to an art form. Mothers are to mend wounds, not cause them. Thinking about it weakens me further and now I cannot hold in the tears. My dear Exxos, I cannot even beginning to understand the feeling you are sharing to us, a mother hurting her youngling ? I've seen it in action ... Mine just just sucks the air out of me with her love ...even or worse ? Who cares ! the pain is here ! Just a song ... I know you will appreciate that .. we do have one mother ... even dying soldiers call to them ... hate them ? Love them ? Create such a mess inside us men ... but ... they are what they are ... well, one day we will be better men, because ... they make us ... deliver us to this shity world ... Arno
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Posted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 1:32 am
I was borne via a caesarean section that my mom refers to as the day she had the first cancer removed and has attributed everything that has gone wrong in her life, especially biologically, to me. I was not even born, I was cut out like an unwanted growth and have been treated as such for the duration. On a side note, I have uploaded the first rpg humor folder of I think it will be 4: http://s246.photobucket.com/albums/gg111/Lordexxos/rpg humor 1/
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Posted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 7:55 am
Well I got bad news.. I lost my job..
I had to go way across town to pick up my GF who was in a car wreck. I did not get back till 10am-11am and left at 6am-7am.. I was suppose to be at work at 9am.. I had called in and let them know what was going on etc.. and they told me I am no longer able to work for the company.
I was the only one able to go get her.. so I did what I thought was right.. AMC lost a good worker! I will just find employment somewhere else. They did not give me the hours they promised or anything.. so you know what F*** em!
Stupid reason to fire someone.. going to help a loved one in need. Oh well.. Even the GF said F*** em.. that I can get a better job. and will be behind my back! I will not let something like this get me down!
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Posted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 8:06 am
Wow lamb thats ridiculous. Some businesses just treat their workers like scum, easily replaceable. I've had those shitty experiences with both small and large businesses. They don't care that its the workers that are the backbone and paying us less gives them bigger profits stare Heh we shall revolt and make all the CEO's of fortune 500 companies dig ditches while we sit under the tree and drink our long island iced teas. Sorry ... I get really indignant about workers rights. It sounds like they were paying you crap anyways and as my mum says, everything happens for a reason. Losing that crap job just leaves room open for a better one to come along.
How is your girlfriend? Ok?
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Posted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 8:29 am
Tis a sad, sad day everyone. My favorite comedian George Carlin has passed on. crying
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Posted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 8:52 am
Hi guys! I came back from the trip today. I'm just browsing through my pictures if there's any decent ones. I think I'll write something about my travel on my journal when I have the time. I have mountains of clothes to wash and there's lots of stuff to catch up in here as well.
@Lamb: Wow, well I hope your girlfriend is ok. That's really odd reason to fire some one but I'm sure you'll find something else.
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Posted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 9:20 am
The GF is ok. Thank god.
She feels bad I lost my job.. But I was like babe.. You are ok that is all that matters to me.
@Crafty - Yes its sad he passed.. he was my favorite!
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Posted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 9:34 am
Yeah, you can always find another job. It's good to hear that she's ok. I'm going to another job interview tomorrow. Hopefully I would finally get the job.
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Posted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 9:36 am
Good Lucky Lily!
I am going to be filling out some apps online and going and grabbing a few in the next day.
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Posted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 9:41 am
Thanks Lamb! Good luck to you too! *huggles*
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Posted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 10:10 am
Exxos kool ken Exxos A bad thing, Needless to say, I put my DM decorum aside and chewed the person out to no end before telling them that I would never DM for him or anyone remotely related to him ever. A semi-aquatic, huge, evil creature with a twisted psionic mind adventuring with a bunch of lawful good humans? I think not. I could DM it, it is within my skill, but it would be a train wreck. Couldn't you have reasoned with him and talked him into a better character? Hooray for massages! Well, as a DM of 21 years (Damn, I'm old crying ), I have learned that anyone wanting to play an aboleth, beholder, dragon, dragonborne, doppelganger, tiefling, or demon are either A) insane or B) munchkin-prone goits. Either way, there is usually no negotiating with their kind. And thank you, Forgotten Tigress, for the indirect praise. You're very welcome
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Posted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 10:14 am
Lamb, I'm sorry to hear you were treated so poorly. What kind of idiot company fires perfectly good people for that? Well, I'm glad your girlfriend is alright. Good luck with the job hunt
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Posted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 12:27 pm
Ok, I wrote a short travel story on my journal and added few pictures in there so check it out if you are interested. whee Now, I'll head for bed. I need to be up early tomorrow.
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Posted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 1:05 pm
*bows her head for a moment in memory of the great Carlin*
Well on just as depressing topics I'd like to apologize for my brief absence the past few days. My brother just left for Fort Bragg, Georgia yesterday.. and unless a miracle happens he'll be shipped out to Iraq in no time. so.. yeah.. depressing.. been comforting the family and myself the past few days.. but hey.. back now!
How is everyone else doing these days?
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Posted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 1:53 pm
I'm sorry Erin. My uncle just left for a f-ing four year stint in g-damn Iraq. My aunt lost it. She tried to commit suicide. Her three kids, 14, 16, 18 are still at home but our other aunts and uncles and our grandparents are taking care of them and checking on them. My poor aunt had to be hospitalized for her own safety. She can't seem to stop crying. It sounds selfish but I am really glad Jason and I weren't able to get into the military. Why can't we all just get the hell along!!! Sigh.
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