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 Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 1:20 pm
so bored, decided to stalk Yoru's FB. SO ADORABLE!
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 1:24 pm
I swear to whichever god, if another person I thought was sane says no to the mosque in NYC I may lose it.
And I just got myself so angry I gave myself a Raynaud's flare. stare
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 1:59 pm
I am totally convinced that my dad is mentally 10 years old.
Why the hell does he think that responding to annoying neighbours by being just as annoying is going to help the situation? There's these magical things called the police and the council who deal with these problems, and, shockingly, they're much more willing to help if you're polite and not a problem yourself.
rolleyes
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 2:01 pm
It's rare that post on this (actually I don't think I ever posed on either post a secret threads). Anyways, I think I'm almost at the end of my wire. I was feeling really great during the summer, due to the help of my high dosage of anti-depressants (wellbutrin). However, lately things have been meh (after I accidently skipped 2 days in a row and I'm really not supposed to do that). Though I don't think this has anything to do with the medicine.. I felt blah for a while..but today I really caved in. I feel like I did before the meds.. a useless piece of crap. I've been having a really hard time concentrating enough to do ANYTHING useful (not just doing schoolwork, but also cleaning the house, getting a job,brushing my teeth, finding out about health care, exercising/eating right and ect.) I really feel like a lazy bum cause my 70 year old father is doing all he can to support us and my 20 year old a** aint doing s**t. I know it's stupid to bawl about it and I should just go and do that stuff.... but anytime I try or even thinking about doing that stuff, something inside of me stops me. It's weird, no matter how much I try to convince myself when I finally get to doing it I'll concentrate on it for a few mins and then my mind will wander and no matter how much I try to stop it, it's useless. Cause I can't get anything done.. my self-esteem goes low and well feeling so low doesn't help me get stuff done either... it's just a cycle feeding itself and no matter what I do it feels like nothing's gonna change.. I've also been oversleeping and it's been scaring me cause I never wanna wake up.. and that's like practically being dead.. Sorry for the whining, I know there's like a kajillion people out there in way worse situations than mine and I /should/ just stand up and do what I need to do..but I just need to get this off my chest, cause I can't seem to focus on anything good for me and it's bugging the hell outta me. : /
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 2:14 pm
Dystopian Lover Jiko - I dated an Egyptian guy who was 16 years older than me once, and he was much more immature than I was. He also seemed deceptively nice and kind until I actually started dating him. This obviously isn't true of every Egyptian guy, or at least I hope not, but you have to remember that, according to Wikipedia at least, about 95% of Egyptians are Muslims and I don't have anything negative to say about individual Muslims, but the religion generally encourages men to think of women as subhuman or at least subordinate to the men. My experience was that this guy was hot, funny, and absolutely wonderful to me, but when I agreed to see him all of a sudden my opinions didn't matter. He never answered my phone calls because he said I was bothering him, and he just came over without calling whenever he wanted, which was borderline creepy. He would also insist I do things than I didn't want to do, and if I refused, he got really angry and acted like I was this total b***h who was just out to ruin his life. He basically wanted me to be a toy and just agree to do everything he wanted me to. I heard from others that I was lucky, because other women had been hit and physically abused by him. That never happened to me, but it's something I wish I'd known about that before I started dating him. After three months I got tired of being treated like s**t and broke it off with him, and guess what? He was honestly surprised. When I explained why I was breaking it off, he got mad again, and couldn't believe I'd call it quits over how he treated me when he was "so good to me." D<
I'm not saying all Egyptian or Muslim men are bad people, but what I am saying is they have very different values than most Westernized people do. I think they make pretty good friends as the guy I dated and I are on amiable terms now and can joke and laugh about things, but... my advice would be to make sure that this guy knows your intentions are friendly and you would never be interested in dating him. He certainly sounds interested in dating you.
I have sort of noticed the different values, I find it interesting to observe the different views on things. I think with the different values he'd make a good friend, nothing more though. I think he knows that I'm not interested in dating him and just want to be friends. Or at least he seems to, hopefully he understands that...
Anywho, thanks for the advise Dy I found your post useful. It also got me thinking more, which is good. The guy you dated sounds a lot like the guy I'm taking about, makes a good friend but anything more and I think he'd change.
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 2:19 pm
Jikoniau Jennivieve Escther Got a 58 on my history test, so my history teacher decided it'd be nice if she emailed my parents and the principal. -___- My mom suggested a possible reason for my bad grade: depression. How humiliating. And I got a 91 last time, too. I'm not a failure student. D: Doesn't she realize that not everyone always has good test days? That people do make mistakes? Apparently not. Some people forget about this I think. For me it's gotten to the point that if I don't do really well on a quiz or test I get asked about it more then if I do really well. @Escther: I really think that if a teacher thinks something is wrong they should talk to the student before the parents. Teachers that go straight to the parents are the ones that feel they need to do something, but don't want to deal with it themselves. 
Yea, it sort of seemed like my history teacher was trying to talk to me through my parents. She said that she wanted to meet with me during advisory, but couldn't she have told me that herself? Or, I would've asked, anyway...
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 2:28 pm
I can't. I tried so hard so I would eligible when the time came and I can't because of this giant ******** scar. I'm vegetarian. I feel bad when I squash a mosquito. I've been trying to become more eco-friendly and even got my mom in on a few things. For years I was told I could once I got off the medication so I waited. Now I'm finally off and I waited the 4 weeks to get it completely out of my system and am told I can't because of the one part of my life I can never get rid of. I know what it's like to have shitty health, I just wanted to help make it easier for someone else.
And I can't. I'm actually friggin crying.
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 2:38 pm
I've never posted here before but I really need to get this out...
Oh dear god.
I think I'm going to puke.
My best friend just told me she's been sexting.
The guy she's sexting with isn't an adult so it's legal, but... I just don't know what to do gonk
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 2:45 pm
iNicoler
I've never posted here before but I really need to get this out...
Oh dear god.
I think I'm going to puke.
My best friend just told me she's been sexting.
The guy she's sexting with isn't an adult so it's legal, but... I just don't know what to do gonk
Why does that upset you? In some cases yes, it can be kinda awkward but it can be a completely normal part of a relationship as well.
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 2:49 pm
Shiori Miko iNicoler
I've never posted here before but I really need to get this out...
Oh dear god.
I think I'm going to puke.
My best friend just told me she's been sexting.
The guy she's sexting with isn't an adult so it's legal, but... I just don't know what to do gonk
Why does that upset you? In some cases yes, it can be kinda awkward but it can be a completely normal part of a relationship as well.
I don't know why it upsets me really :/ But it does.
She's not in a relationship with him though. He's, from what I know, a friend from her church. She said she's not going to date anyone until she's 18, and she's got her eyes on another guy.
Edit: Okay, so he lives in New Jersey, so I guess he's not a friend from church since she said that "his parents know nothing about her." :/
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 4:24 pm
I really want to go to Hello Kitty Land
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 4:28 pm
Kamilio I really want to go to Hello Kitty Land Say what? WHY?!
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 4:43 pm
Cannibal Horsey Kamilio I really want to go to Hello Kitty Land Say what? WHY?! It looks like soo much fun
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 5:31 pm
Shiori Miko I swear to whichever god, if another person I thought was sane says no to the mosque in NYC I may lose it. And I just got myself so angry I gave myself a Raynaud's flare. stare NO TO THE MOSQUE IN N- *shot* But srsly, the only problem I have with it is the fear that the people building it are gonna be met with violence from super right-wing scrubs. Shiori Miko iNicoler
I've never posted here before but I really need to get this out...
Oh dear god.
I think I'm going to puke.
My best friend just told me she's been sexting.
The guy she's sexting with isn't an adult so it's legal, but... I just don't know what to do gonk
Why does that upset you? In some cases yes, it can be kinda awkward but it can be a completely normal part of a relationship as well. QFT.
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Posted: Mon Sep 20, 2010 5:37 pm
]so at around 12:30am I get this phone call, from an unknown number. I was going to ignore it but for some reason I said what the hey i never really get phone calls this might be important... heh it was important =/
so anyway I ve been trying to get back into fighting pro and keeping my spirit high even if my shoulder is bad and i was thinking about my friends and people i train with..
well theres this guy I trained with, we used to always be paired up for sparring anyway I ll get to the point
it was his mom on the phone and she rang up to let me know he had recently passed away =/
my thought s were saying "WHAT THE ******** mouth was silent and cold on the phone and I just told her Im sorry for her loss and he was a good friend and a maginificent person but gah ******** few minutes later i found out what happened and Im just ;o; and angry
I m sad/Cant stop thinking
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