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 Posted: Mon Jul 14, 2014 2:38 pm
That moment when you're not sure if someone is joking with you or subtly insulting you, and you can't ask them because if they're insulting you, it'll make it worse, and if they aren't, they'll side-eye you for overthinking, and you can't ask anyone who knows them, because you run to them too much and you're worried they're all sick of you.
Also, that moment when your class is supposed to be really easy and laid-back, but it relies on remembering names and matching them to deeds, and all names are seriously the same to you and no matter what you do you can't remember any of them, let alone what each person actually did.
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Posted: Sat Jul 19, 2014 4:33 am
WHY AM I SO NERVOUS WHEN IT'S NOT EVEN MY WEDDING?!?!
I'm nervous about the weather (It's supposed to rain), whether or not I should take the communion wafery thingy (I have made my first communion, but I'm an atheist), whether or not I should go for the bouquet (They wanna do that stupid thing where the guy who catches the garter puts it onto the woman who catches the bouquet, but there's no way that thing would fit around my big fat thighs, and it would be embarrassing), remembering where to go and everything during the mass, having to dance with Chuck at the reception, making sure I have everything I could possibly need in either the bag I'm bringing or the one my parents are bringing to the reception for me, making sure my dress fits and someone can zip me up and everything, being on my period and having the extra worries that go along with that, having a million pictures of me taken throughout the day, not tripping or doing anything embarrassing in front of a million people, having to talk to a bunch of relatives I never talk to... etc.
But I'm excited about the reception in general, the ice cream truck, seeing Jason again, seeing Kyle looking all sexy in his tux and trying my best not to jump the poor boy, the photo booth with costumes, Whirlyball, laser tag, bowling, throwing millions of pink beach balls at them (That's what they chose instead of rice), the candy bar (They're going to have a shitload of candy with bags that you can fill up and take home), riding in the limo with all the cool people since I'm a bridesmaid, sneaking around with Jason without getting caught by the millions of relatives who will be there, macaroni and cheese!!! etc.
It should be a fun day, but I'm worrying way too much about everything D=
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Posted: Mon Jul 21, 2014 8:54 am
I drank for the first time in my life last night. I kind of hated it, though. There was maybe half an hour where I actually enjoyed it (I felt really relaxed and was just talking and stuff without overthinking everything), but for the most part, I just kept saying "I hate this, I hate this, I hate this" and telling Jason how much I hated him for tricking me into drinking more than he said he was going to give me. I have no idea why I trusted him to take care of me during my first time. He did keep his word by not letting me get sick, though, so I guess that's a plus. I also probably should have mentioned the fact that I hadn't eaten a little bit earlier, considering that didn't exactly help the situation. I've barely eaten one full meal over the last three days because I've been so busy.
I just really hated the feeling of taking a step and not having my foot go exactly where I was trying to make it go. And I could barely even swim when I can usually do it effortlessly. Not to mention the fact that I definitely took my top off at least like three times and almost gave a b*****b to a complete stranger. At least now I know that I don't enjoy drinking x__X
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Posted: Sat Jul 26, 2014 11:26 pm
I need someone to talk to, but I don't know anyone else who has gone through something like this. I was hoping I could talk to M about it, but he just brushes it off like it's nothing even though it's a big deal to me. I hate going through things alone. I need help T___T
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Posted: Sat Aug 02, 2014 11:26 pm
None of my friends deserve anything they've been through.
I deserve everything I've been through.
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Posted: Sun Aug 03, 2014 11:51 am
LabTech Kestin None of my friends deserve anything they've been through. I deserve everything I've been through. That's insane. Srsly.
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Posted: Sun Aug 17, 2014 8:16 pm
It's so scary being on my own crying
My parents are still spending one more night in town and then leaving tomorrow afternoon, so I have less than 24 hours left with them helping me before I'm totally on my own. I've never been on my own for more than a month before, and I'm kind of freaking out. Hopefully I'm not miserable and homesick after like a day >.<
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Posted: Sun Aug 17, 2014 9:04 pm
My uncle is watching God's Not Dead and I do not understand how people have enjoyed it so much, because it does not put Christians in a good light. Its self promoting and belittling, and is everything they were against in the philosophy class. It made everyone else out to be the bad guys. I don't see how Christians can watch it and think its a good representation their beliefs.
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Posted: Mon Aug 25, 2014 9:02 pm
Decided to begin playing some more MH3U after such a long time.
My word....the next quest I need to do is the Qurupeco one....I'm afraid. Especially since I decided to begin sticking to Gunlances. They're just more my thing.
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Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2014 2:02 am
Little Miss Fortune It's so scary being on my own crying
My parents are still spending one more night in town and then leaving tomorrow afternoon, so I have less than 24 hours left with them helping me before I'm totally on my own. I've never been on my own for more than a month before, and I'm kind of freaking out. Hopefully I'm not miserable and homesick after like a day >.< OwO Miss will be okies yoyo, Lambo's lived on her own several times now. It takes some getting used to, keep in contact with your family and call once in a while.
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Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2014 10:19 am
[~Lam~] OwO Miss will be okies yoyo, Lambo's lived on her own several times now. It takes some getting used to, keep in contact with your family and call once in a while.
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The graduate director just recommended me for an assistantship that I didn't even know was available, so I'm like freaking out about that now. If I get it, I wouldn't have to pay any tuition for the whole first two semesters, and THEY'D be paying ME a stipend for the work that I do. I'm so amazed that he said I was the first person he thought of for it because I didn't even realize I made an impression on him!! Now I'm freaking out and wondering if I'm going to get this funding. It would help me soooo much if I get it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2014 7:29 pm
Little Miss Fortune I know I'll be okay, but I still worry about everything. I just finished my first two days of classes, and so far, it doesn't seem too scary at least! <333
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The graduate director just recommended me for an assistantship that I didn't even know was available, so I'm like freaking out about that now. If I get it, I wouldn't have to pay any tuition for the whole first two semesters, and THEY'D be paying ME a stipend for the work that I do. I'm so amazed that he said I was the first person he thought of for it because I didn't even realize I made an impression on him!! Now I'm freaking out and wondering if I'm going to get this funding. It would help me soooo much if I get it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Best of luck for getting the petition! That sounds like it'd be awesome, I hope you get it cat_3nodding
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