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 Posted: Fri Aug 30, 2013 11:19 am
Ahhh, I have a job interview tomorrow, and I'm really nervous! I almost wish I had kept my stupid job at McDonald's because then I wouldn't have to be dealing with this stupid stuff again D=
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Posted: Fri Aug 30, 2013 12:27 pm
Little Miss Fortune Ahhh, I have a job interview tomorrow, and I'm really nervous! I almost wish I had kept my stupid job at McDonald's because then I wouldn't have to be dealing with this stupid stuff again D=  Your avi is really pretty >w<
Also I believe in you!!!
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Posted: Fri Aug 30, 2013 8:53 pm
I'm curious.
How does one tell how honest they are?
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Posted: Sat Aug 31, 2013 4:14 pm
Divine_Malevolence I'm curious. How does one tell how honest they are? You can't just tell. That's why you have to gradually earn trust.
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Posted: Sat Aug 31, 2013 4:46 pm
Jedi Sasquatch Divine_Malevolence I'm curious. How does one tell how honest they are? You can't just tell. That's why you have to gradually earn trust. Yeah, but I'm a downright sneaky b*****d. I wouldn't trust a thing I said. Yet at the same time, I can't think of any situations where I've actually tried to mislead someone. So half'a me says that I'm a rlly sneaky arse, and the other half thinks that such a diagnosis is short sighted.
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Posted: Mon Sep 02, 2013 3:35 pm
Toxic_Trumpeter K4M Toxic_Trumpeter I have lost so much of my will to live. It is practically non-existent. I don't know how much longer I can do this for. Everything I am feeling has been amplified 10x today and I am ready to break down and let everything go.
How is college supposed to be fun and the best four years of my life when I am who I am and I feel like this?
I am tearing up writing this and I can't even cry and let loose some emotions because I have a roommate now.
The other part is that I really don't know what I want to do. I seriously have no interests in anything other than spending my time on the computer, alone. I have no subjects in school that I am particularly good at or have any interest to expand my knowledge on, I don't have any hobbies (since I don't consider the computer, tv, and movies to be hobbies), I'm not as good with the computer as I would like to think, and I just don't have any skills of any sort whatsoever. That's why I am going to college because there is no other way that I would be able to discover if there is something out there for me. Without this I would just be living with my parents, spending all my time in my room alone in a terrible, rural area with absolutely nothing to offer and would probably end up working in a fast food restaurant the rest of my life.
I realize that this is pretty much all just my fault and my problem, and I am the only one who can do anything about it, but I don't know how to fix it. If I did, I would have fixed it long, long ago, when it wasn't this bad.
I just don't understand how everyone I've talked to is/was very excited to be in college even though they are nervous, while I feel like all of this.Wow, I am really sorry about all this, sounding like a whiny, self-absorbed baby that uses too many commas. I think this just really needs to come out in some form or another.
plus this me thinks be a good spot if I remember to let feelings loose plus better out than in.
To be honest there are no quick fixes, replacements, good or bads or easy ways, you just need to find something you're confident and happy doing
and once you find your happy place things will click . Easier said than done I know but in other words, I'm saying be selfish and do what you want to do and when you do that things will be hard but once it gets going you'll have an idea which can lead to more ideas.
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Posted: Mon Sep 02, 2013 8:17 pm
I am sooo crazy about him!!! I've always kind of had a crush on him and thought he was good looking, but for the last few months, I absolutely cannot stop thinking about him. It's ridiculous. I can't remember the last time I crushed this hard on someone. But I'm too afraid to let him know how I feel because I doubt he feels the same way, and then it'll be all awkward between us. But we're gonna be paired up in my cousin's wedding, so at least I get to walk down the aisle with him and dance with him and stuff.
Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!! I just want to ramble on and on about how great he is and how much I like him, but I don't have anyone who would want to listen D=
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Posted: Sun Sep 08, 2013 9:42 am
Little Miss Fortune I am sooo crazy about him!!! I've always kind of had a crush on him and thought he was good looking, but for the last few months, I absolutely cannot stop thinking about him. It's ridiculous. I can't remember the last time I crushed this hard on someone. But I'm too afraid to let him know how I feel because I doubt he feels the same way, and then it'll be all awkward between us. But we're gonna be paired up in my cousin's wedding, so at least I get to walk down the aisle with him and dance with him and stuff.
Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!! I just want to ramble on and on about how great he is and how much I like him, but I don't have anyone who would want to listen D= As the ABBA song goes, "take a chance [on me]".
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Posted: Sun Sep 08, 2013 10:03 pm
keito melfina As the ABBA song goes, "take a chance [on me]".
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Posted: Mon Sep 09, 2013 10:50 am
For the most part. You pretty described what my life was and still sort of is. Granted I still have no idea what I want to do, so I go back to college. And it took my forever and many nights of panic and pain to figure out, that it's okay if someone doesn't know what they want to do. Everyone in a way develops differently and there is never a wrong answer. If you decide you want to do one thing and don't like it. Just remember you're not super-glued to that decision. Feel free to dip your toes in a few ponds while you're at school. Dabble and experiment at your own pace to avoid feeling too overwhelmed. And even if you don't think so, your current computer skills do have merit. You have a leg up on most people who don't know diddly-squat on computers. You can certainly expand on that. Help yourself grow. It'll also keep you occupied and make you feel like you're doing something and making progress.
And as for forming lasting ties with people. It's okay, I completely understand and know that feeling. You feel alone and disconnected. You want to reach out, but you feel as if you either don't know them well enough, don't feel comfortable venting to them or as if you'll be harshly judged. I know I'm not very active in the guild, but I lurk and I'm almost always on Gaia (Even now while I'm at work). If you every feel like you need someone to listen to you, give you advice or lend you a shoulder to cry on, you're more than welcome to send me a PM. And you can take comfort that I won't be bothered by you in anyway. c:
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Posted: Thu Sep 12, 2013 7:24 pm
Little Miss Fortune keito melfina As the ABBA song goes, "take a chance [on me]". That. Is. Awesome. Secret: I've been wondering why I decided to math major in college, since I just don't feel the passion about it. I can't go engineering, doctor's out of the question... I guess I'll have to stick through with it. I was never the type of person who could make my own decisions, since most were heavily influenced by others. OH and I decided to go clubbing, and it was just one of those moments where life slaps you in the face: 1) cute guy says hi, shakes your hand 2) you converse and find out your students at same university with related majors (he's engineer but it still has math). I got my hopes up so high 3) he states that he's straight and came over to the club in support -_-; That was like a guillotine cut to the neck maaan x_x;
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Posted: Fri Sep 13, 2013 9:20 am
I've started to flirt with him a little to sort of test the waters, and he actually flirts back! He might be coming over today to watch a movie, and then I'm definitely going to see him at a party tomorrow. I get so nervous and excited every time I see him. He's so amazing >w<
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Posted: Fri Sep 13, 2013 12:14 pm
List of insecurities that aren't really bothering me but are still there so I might as well n** them in the bud before they're allowed to grow and feed on my doubt..
That my writing won't be good enough to be published.
That all my hard work will amount to nothing.
That I'll end up utterly alone in the world.
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Posted: Fri Sep 13, 2013 8:39 pm
So i may or may not be getting a job at planet smoothie since my mom knows the lady looking to replace current staff. I put the app in and she even had me put her as a reference so fingers crossed everything works out.....though im just paranoid my social issues are going to screw me over some how since even when just going up there to out the app in my stomach wanted to turn inside out let alone if i actually had an interview or started working. One thing that will be good though is that PS is never all that busy so i dont think id ever get swamped with peoples orders and screw things up.
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Posted: Fri Sep 13, 2013 10:33 pm
clockwerksentinel So i may or may not be getting a job at planet smoothie since my mom knows the lady looking to replace current staff. I put the app in and she even had me put her as a reference so fingers crossed everything works out.....though im just paranoid my social issues are going to screw me over some how since even when just going up there to out the app in my stomach wanted to turn inside out let alone if i actually had an interview or started working. One thing that will be good though is that PS is never all that busy so i dont think id ever get swamped with peoples orders and screw things up. Just remember to take one order at a time. If some customer is getting antsy, you just politely ask them to be patient. To double check if you got the order right, just repeat it to the customer with "Is that correct?" at the end. Those are just a few tips you might find helpful. Also, don't worry. Most customers aren't even interested in what kind of job you're doing as long as they get what they came for. Stressing over messing up will only cause it to come true.
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