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 Posted: Mon Jun 17, 2013 11:16 pm
on another note i really missed a lot of you, and i really miss a lot of my old friends on here like ashno and blood assassin and just so many of you, it makes me really sad to think about and i guess htats why i would check in so often just to see how people who were still around were doing
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Posted: Tue Jun 18, 2013 9:36 am
High, this violet scent...
They call it compassion. After dealing with it, I call it stupidity. The compassionate thing would have been to break it's neck last night when I found it paralyzed. The compassionate thing would have been to realize it could move, and it wanted out, and to have put it outside to fend for itself, where it might have survived. No, instead, we kept it inside, and I got the pleasure of listening to it die while I was trying to sleep.
I'm floating on air...
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Posted: Tue Jun 18, 2013 11:39 am
I can't seem to stop thinking these thoughts that I shouldn't be having D=
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Posted: Tue Jun 18, 2013 7:40 pm
High, this violet scent... I'm floating on air...
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Posted: Tue Jun 18, 2013 9:40 pm
izurukamukura on another note i really missed a lot of you, and i really miss a lot of my old friends on here like ashno and blood assassin and just so many of you, it makes me really sad to think about and i guess htats why i would check in so often just to see how people who were still around were doing been trying my best to contact blood.. he disabled comments in his profile and disabled private messaging -___- and disabled gifting too..
I think cahps told me that he hasnt seen ashno online for a while?
well idk.. im not that close to ash
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Posted: Wed Jun 19, 2013 12:28 am
yuchin4life izurukamukura on another note i really missed a lot of you, and i really miss a lot of my old friends on here like ashno and blood assassin and just so many of you, it makes me really sad to think about and i guess htats why i would check in so often just to see how people who were still around were doing been trying my best to contact blood.. he disabled comments in his profile and disabled private messaging -___- and disabled gifting too..
I think cahps told me that he hasnt seen ashno online for a while?
well idk.. im not that close to ash i used to have ash's number but i lost it since my phone broke i know blood completely disappeared, he sent out a thing before he left (at least i got it) that he got a 5 minute email thing changed his password to gibberish, disabled everything and just left i used to be really really good friends with him and i was really sad but that was before i even made my last account i had bloods email but he never answered when i tried to ask what the deal was/anything at all so,,
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Posted: Wed Jun 19, 2013 8:49 am
izurukamukura yuchin4life izurukamukura on another note i really missed a lot of you, and i really miss a lot of my old friends on here like ashno and blood assassin and just so many of you, it makes me really sad to think about and i guess htats why i would check in so often just to see how people who were still around were doing been trying my best to contact blood.. he disabled comments in his profile and disabled private messaging -___- and disabled gifting too..
I think cahps told me that he hasnt seen ashno online for a while?
well idk.. im not that close to ash i used to have ash's number but i lost it since my phone broke i know blood completely disappeared, he sent out a thing before he left (at least i got it) that he got a 5 minute email thing changed his password to gibberish, disabled everything and just left i used to be really really good friends with him and i was really sad but that was before i even made my last account i had bloods email but he never answered when i tried to ask what the deal was/anything at all so,, gosh that idiot.. he basically cut every way of communication we had with him -__- do you know if he did the same thing with his mule?
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Posted: Wed Jun 19, 2013 7:05 pm
yuchin4life izurukamukura yuchin4life izurukamukura on another note i really missed a lot of you, and i really miss a lot of my old friends on here like ashno and blood assassin and just so many of you, it makes me really sad to think about and i guess htats why i would check in so often just to see how people who were still around were doing been trying my best to contact blood.. he disabled comments in his profile and disabled private messaging -___- and disabled gifting too..
I think cahps told me that he hasnt seen ashno online for a while?
well idk.. im not that close to ash i used to have ash's number but i lost it since my phone broke i know blood completely disappeared, he sent out a thing before he left (at least i got it) that he got a 5 minute email thing changed his password to gibberish, disabled everything and just left i used to be really really good friends with him and i was really sad but that was before i even made my last account i had bloods email but he never answered when i tried to ask what the deal was/anything at all so,, gosh that idiot.. he basically cut every way of communication we had with him -__- do you know if he did the same thing with his mule? im not sure if he did or not
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Posted: Thu Jun 20, 2013 6:07 am
The only direction I have is to flee from the terror and pain. The siren call of freedom and the howl of what I've left behind drive me onwards at a faltering yet terrifyingly elated pace. I haven't found a place to belong and deep down I understand that that ephemeral place exists not within this plane of reality. Only the race holds solace of the weary exhaustion and dreamless sleep in which I can escape my own mind.•○♣☼♣○•
•○♣☼♣○•
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Posted: Fri Jun 21, 2013 1:53 pm
I'm not as frightening as I look.
People keep asking me for help, which is weird, 'cause I'm a towering weirdo in an overcoat.
People need not assume I'm nice, even if I am. confused
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Posted: Fri Jun 21, 2013 9:22 pm
I'm facing an administrative separation from the marine corps because of an injured shoulder I received during active duty and mental health I needed from the bullshit I've gone through since joining. They're saying I won't get my benefits or an honorable discharge and that I won't have any transition help. I've got no help coming from the marine corps, nobody back home talks to me, and I'm stuck in a place that I know nobody and nobody cares who I am. I ******** hate my life.
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Posted: Mon Jul 01, 2013 1:18 pm
So next month I turn 24, I have pretty much nothing to show for it besides social phobias strong enough to keep me in my house 24/7 and a few internet friends i seem to talk with less and less. I know what i NEED to do to get out there and meet people etc etc but i always seem to hit this psychic wall that stops me and churns my stomach. I'm tired of being alone (both physically and emotionally) and living in a house where all I'm good for is doing the dishes or mowing the lawn or watching the dog because moms husband is to much of a selfish lazy a*****e to do it himself when mom or matt isn't home. I'm tired of people not caring about me, I want to feel wanted for once. I haven't even talked to anyone in guild in months nor been active so I'm not even sure why I'm even posting here anymore...
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Posted: Mon Jul 01, 2013 9:04 pm
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Posted: Tue Jul 02, 2013 2:43 am
o-o Lambo confused, all Lambo sees ish giant white speech bubble. Whar be da text?
OwO Lambo dun remember a lot of da stuff posted on huuur yoyo, maybe ish first time or second time Lambo posted on deesh thread =w= but basically Lambo's rarely come back to Gaia since zomg has stopped developing/dying off. Lambo sad yoyo, really missed the days dat we hung out at Gold Beach and talked on Skype for hours and all the time dat we spent hanging out. =w= dat being said, Lambo really happy dat zomg/gaia was a huge part in Lambo's life- Lambo joined back in Junior High and grew up with the website, started slowly leaving/coming on less often after 2nd year of college and now Lambo's graduated and moving abroad to work. OwO. Lambo's just got to say dat deesh website's really been a big part of Lambo's life so ish kind hard to come back and see old friends gone and the changes are so mind blowing to Lambo. .__________. seriously it takes Lambo forevah to figure out how to do anything on deesh site anymore. Couldn't figure out whar da trade button was and everything. =w= but coming back to huur and seeing some people Lambo still recognizes draws Lambo back in once in a while. OwO <3 Got major love fo you gais. Fo shizzle yoyo.
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