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 Posted: Tue Apr 02, 2013 8:44 pm
Sometimes i think it would be best for everyone if i could just delete myself from the timeline so i never existed.
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Posted: Wed Apr 03, 2013 12:57 am
clockwerksentinel Sometimes i think it would be best for everyone if i could just delete myself from the timeline so i never existed. I am the one that is walking the night...
It really wouldn't. It would butterfly out, and so many things would be changed, and not necessarily for the better.
Besides, deleting oneself isn't a good idea. It's far more interesting to see how it ends.
Now if I could have thought that way a few weeks ago...
Anyway *hugs* Sometimes it's a good idea to take a deep breath and refind your center. It helps.
Sleepless, I'm dreaming eyes wide open...
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Posted: Wed Apr 03, 2013 8:47 pm
....I finally feel content with myself. Mostly because I've been flirting with a girl who flirts back. Not in the try to attract her to date me...but because it's fun....especially her reactions. They're really ******** adorable.
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Posted: Thu Apr 04, 2013 3:59 pm
s**t s**t s**t, the girl with depression and self esteem issues is trying to make someone feel better, where is the sense in this? There clearly is no god
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Posted: Thu Apr 04, 2013 5:10 pm
Cannibal Horsey s**t s**t s**t, the girl with depression and self esteem issues is trying to make someone feel better, where is the sense in this? There clearly is no god I am the one that is walking the night...
I think there is, but he/she/it has a rotten sense of humor.
In any case: *hugs*
Sleepless, I'm dreaming eyes wide open...
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Posted: Thu Apr 04, 2013 6:01 pm
Yoru Kurosawa Cannibal Horsey s**t s**t s**t, the girl with depression and self esteem issues is trying to make someone feel better, where is the sense in this? There clearly is no god I am the one that is walking the night...
I think there is, but he/she/it has a rotten sense of humor.
In any case: *hugs*
Sleepless, I'm dreaming eyes wide open...
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Posted: Thu Apr 04, 2013 8:57 pm
Why does it seem like everything I need is so far out of reach?
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I feel like I need to go on a massive rant, but I don't even know where the hell to begin.
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Posted: Fri Apr 05, 2013 3:44 am
Cannibal Horsey s**t s**t s**t, the girl with depression and self esteem issues is trying to make someone feel better, where is the sense in this? There clearly is no god
Sometimes it helps suppress the pain and encourages the focus to be on a different matter. That being said when you're 10ft under and sinking finding the energy to help others is tough. But no matter what s**t I'm in I'll bail you out <3
*hugs*
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Posted: Fri Apr 05, 2013 12:37 pm
Being infatuated and aware of it is a weird feeling. It leaves you feeling like you're losing your mind. Worse yet, it's once again for someone I can't be with.
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Posted: Fri Apr 05, 2013 1:08 pm
epic-writer42 Being infatuated and aware of it is a weird feeling. It leaves you feeling like you're losing your mind. Worse yet, it's once again for someone I can't be with. I am the one that is walking the night...
I almost feel the same way... except I don't know if I can be with this person, and won't know until he makes up his mind. I'm gritting my metaphysical teeth and soldering on, but that doesn't make it any less difficult.
EDIT: I realized that what I said was unhelpful, so I am adding something: truthfully, it will burn. It will smart, and you will probably hate it. It eventually becomes better, but by how much is completely up to your subconscious and you. It is a collaborative effort. There are days where I wish I could turn my own infatuation off. If you discover that off-switch, please let me know...
Sleepless, I'm dreaming eyes wide open...
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Posted: Fri Apr 05, 2013 2:19 pm
Yoru Kurosawa epic-writer42 Being infatuated and aware of it is a weird feeling. It leaves you feeling like you're losing your mind. Worse yet, it's once again for someone I can't be with. I am the one that is walking the night...
I almost feel the same way... except I don't know if I can be with this person, and won't know until he makes up his mind. I'm gritting my metaphysical teeth and soldering on, but that doesn't make it any less difficult.
EDIT: I realized that what I said was unhelpful, so I am adding something: truthfully, it will burn. It will smart, and you will probably hate it. It eventually becomes better, but by how much is completely up to your subconscious and you. It is a collaborative effort. There are days where I wish I could turn my own infatuation off. If you discover that off-switch, please let me know...
Sleepless, I'm dreaming eyes wide open... I don't think I stand a chance of escaping even if I found such a button. She has captivated, bewitched, and mesmerised me. I'm trapped under her spell.
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Posted: Fri Apr 05, 2013 3:26 pm
epic-writer42 Yoru Kurosawa epic-writer42 Being infatuated and aware of it is a weird feeling. It leaves you feeling like you're losing your mind. Worse yet, it's once again for someone I can't be with. I am the one that is walking the night...
I almost feel the same way... except I don't know if I can be with this person, and won't know until he makes up his mind. I'm gritting my metaphysical teeth and soldering on, but that doesn't make it any less difficult.
EDIT: I realized that what I said was unhelpful, so I am adding something: truthfully, it will burn. It will smart, and you will probably hate it. It eventually becomes better, but by how much is completely up to your subconscious and you. It is a collaborative effort. There are days where I wish I could turn my own infatuation off. If you discover that off-switch, please let me know...
Sleepless, I'm dreaming eyes wide open... I don't think I stand a chance of escaping even if I found such a button. She has captivated, bewitched, and mesmerised me. I'm trapped under her spell. I am the one that is walking the night...
Then I recommend either a powerful witch or a salt water bath. Or both.
Sleepless, I'm dreaming eyes wide open...
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Posted: Fri Apr 05, 2013 3:48 pm
Miss Perfection Cannibal Horsey s**t s**t s**t, the girl with depression and self esteem issues is trying to make someone feel better, where is the sense in this? There clearly is no god
Sometimes it helps suppress the pain and encourages the focus to be on a different matter. That being said when you're 10ft under and sinking finding the energy to help others is tough. But no matter what s**t I'm in I'll bail you out <3
*hugs*
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Posted: Fri Apr 05, 2013 3:56 pm
Yoru Kurosawa epic-writer42 Yoru Kurosawa epic-writer42 Being infatuated and aware of it is a weird feeling. It leaves you feeling like you're losing your mind. Worse yet, it's once again for someone I can't be with. I am the one that is walking the night...
I almost feel the same way... except I don't know if I can be with this person, and won't know until he makes up his mind. I'm gritting my metaphysical teeth and soldering on, but that doesn't make it any less difficult.
EDIT: I realized that what I said was unhelpful, so I am adding something: truthfully, it will burn. It will smart, and you will probably hate it. It eventually becomes better, but by how much is completely up to your subconscious and you. It is a collaborative effort. There are days where I wish I could turn my own infatuation off. If you discover that off-switch, please let me know...
Sleepless, I'm dreaming eyes wide open... I don't think I stand a chance of escaping even if I found such a button. She has captivated, bewitched, and mesmerised me. I'm trapped under her spell. I am the one that is walking the night...
Then I recommend either a powerful witch or a salt water bath. Or both.
Sleepless, I'm dreaming eyes wide open... She is a witch, like actually a wiccan.
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Posted: Fri Apr 05, 2013 8:31 pm
Cannibal Horsey I know sweetie. You're the best. Sorry I missed you, didn't get you message till today and now its bed time. Yesterday was just not a good day. Its been one of those weeks
Don't worry sunshine. This week was always going to be tough. Hang in there <3
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