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 Posted: Tue Mar 05, 2013 11:33 pm
Do you bury me when I'm gone?
Do you teach me while I'm here?
Maybe it was silly of me, but I still hoped that he would at least wish me a Happy Birthday... I guess I should have known better.
Just as soon as I belong
Then it's time I disappear
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Posted: Wed Mar 13, 2013 5:40 am
Yoru Kurosawa Do you bury me when I'm gone?
Do you teach me while I'm here?
Maybe it was silly of me, but I still hoped that he would at least wish me a Happy Birthday... I guess I should have known better.
Just as soon as I belong
Then it's time I disappear
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Posted: Wed Mar 13, 2013 1:05 pm
Cannibal Horsey Yoru Kurosawa Do you bury me when I'm gone?
Do you teach me while I'm here?
Maybe it was silly of me, but I still hoped that he would at least wish me a Happy Birthday... I guess I should have known better.
Just as soon as I belong
Then it's time I disappear Do you bury me when I'm gone?
Do you teach me while I'm here?
Thanks Canni. *hugs*
Just as soon as I belong
Then it's time I disappear
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Posted: Sat Mar 16, 2013 12:38 pm
Ahhh, I love it when he catches me off guard like that!!! We'll be having the most normal conversation when he suddenly says something that totally sweeps me off my feet! I didn't realize I had gotten so used to the way things were with C.K. or A.L. I'm always expecting A.J. to be the same way, and he just keeps surprising me with how ridiculously sweet he is. I've never felt this loved before in my life! I'm so happyyyyyyy! <3
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Posted: Fri Mar 22, 2013 12:10 am
I just want it to be over.
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Posted: Sat Mar 23, 2013 7:37 pm
It would be nice to tap into someone else's mind for a day to see what they really think.
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Posted: Mon Mar 25, 2013 9:54 am
keito melfina Forgive me for I have sinned, in saying the stigmatizing word "hermaphrodite" which made the crew lose an aggro-tank in DMS who was dubiously offended and left without warning. This is what the constant destruction of language has led to, so be it. *Feel free to call me an insensitive a*****e*. EDIT: Okay said tanker forgave me since it wasn't the language, it was the way it was presented "as a joke" since... said person is trans (FtM or MtF idk). I don't see how saying Lady Gaga is a Hermaphrodite (presenting X person has _ condition) correlates to "Ha ha trans-people are funny" or "X is __ even though we know X is not really _ thus those who are __ are to be laughed at". Bah..
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Posted: Mon Mar 25, 2013 11:01 pm
I am the one that is walking the night...
Goddammit, he's not making this easy. I thought we had it covered. I thought it was over, the uncertainty, this whole goddamn mess. But now... Now I don't know, because he doesn't know. If he doesn't know... how can I walk away? I still love him, and dear God, I am SO not over him... that will take forever, and won't happen if he keeps doing this...
Sleepless, I'm dreaming eyes wide open...
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Posted: Tue Mar 26, 2013 5:05 am
Yoru Kurosawa I am the one that is walking the night...
Goddammit, he's not making this easy. I thought we had it covered. I thought it was over, the uncertainty, this whole goddamn mess. But now... Now I don't know, because he doesn't know. If he doesn't know... how can I walk away? I still love him, and dear God, I am SO not over him... that will take forever, and won't happen if he keeps doing this...
Sleepless, I'm dreaming eyes wide open...
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Posted: Tue Mar 26, 2013 3:29 pm
Cannibal Horsey Yoru Kurosawa I am the one that is walking the night...
Goddammit, he's not making this easy. I thought we had it covered. I thought it was over, the uncertainty, this whole goddamn mess. But now... Now I don't know, because he doesn't know. If he doesn't know... how can I walk away? I still love him, and dear God, I am SO not over him... that will take forever, and won't happen if he keeps doing this...
Sleepless, I'm dreaming eyes wide open... I am the one that is walking the night...
Well, life can suck it. I'm not going to spend my life like I did the last month.
But thanks, Canni. *hugs*
I stand by what I said, though. LIFE CAN SUCK IT.
Sleepless, I'm dreaming eyes wide open...
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Posted: Tue Mar 26, 2013 4:58 pm
Yoru Kurosawa Cannibal Horsey Yoru Kurosawa I am the one that is walking the night...
Goddammit, he's not making this easy. I thought we had it covered. I thought it was over, the uncertainty, this whole goddamn mess. But now... Now I don't know, because he doesn't know. If he doesn't know... how can I walk away? I still love him, and dear God, I am SO not over him... that will take forever, and won't happen if he keeps doing this...
Sleepless, I'm dreaming eyes wide open... I am the one that is walking the night...
Well, life can suck it. I'm not going to spend my life like I did the last month.
But thanks, Canni. *hugs*
I stand by what I said, though. LIFE CAN SUCK IT.
Sleepless, I'm dreaming eyes wide open...
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Posted: Sat Mar 30, 2013 1:42 pm
I just want to....not feel like the way I do...I want to be able to smile and laugh and have a good time...not have these blasted existential crisis. I want to be happy for my friends happiness...not be envious of them just because they managed to find the happiness I deserve while I don't even try because I'm afraid that I will just get hurt again. I wish that....I had a backbone....so when things start going to s**t, I don't instantly flop over like a jellyfish on dry land and are unable to do a damn thing.
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Posted: Sun Mar 31, 2013 12:42 pm
epic-writer42 I just want to....not feel like the way I do...I want to be able to smile and laugh and have a good time...not have these blasted existential crisis. I want to be happy for my friends happiness...not be envious of them just because they managed to find the happiness I deserve while I don't even try because I'm afraid that I will just get hurt again. I wish that....I had a backbone....so when things start going to s**t, I don't instantly flop over like a jellyfish on dry land and are unable to do a damn thing.
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