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 Posted: Mon Nov 26, 2012 5:43 pm
I'm so pissed right now, my Linear Algebra final is on December 17th scream
Y SO LATE?! Almost a week before Christmas Break!!!
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2012 12:41 pm
keito melfina I'm so pissed right now, my Linear Algebra final is on December 17th scream Y SO LATE?! Almost a week before Christmas Break!!! Because the school systems hates everyone. One of my exams that is a major part of my degree classification is our last week before christmas crying
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2012 12:44 pm
Cannibal Horsey keito melfina I'm so pissed right now, my Linear Algebra final is on December 17th scream Y SO LATE?! Almost a week before Christmas Break!!! Because the school systems hates everyone. One of my exams that is a major part of my degree classification is our last week before christmas crying *HUG* THE AGONY! 2 weeks lapse from last course to finals lol. Yay studying!!! *maybe not*
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Posted: Tue Nov 27, 2012 12:47 pm
keito melfina Cannibal Horsey keito melfina I'm so pissed right now, my Linear Algebra final is on December 17th scream Y SO LATE?! Almost a week before Christmas Break!!! Because the school systems hates everyone. One of my exams that is a major part of my degree classification is our last week before christmas crying *HUG* THE AGONY! 2 weeks lapse from last course to finals lol. Yay studying!!! *maybe not* I have months. But I have my homours project inbetween so I need to basically be working full time, plus my part time job (to actually make money) AND studying for my finals... YAY for university ¬.¬
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Posted: Thu Nov 29, 2012 1:34 am
What the hell is with some of the men I know and thinking I'm just gonna jump into the next guy who comes along's bed????! My ex asked me yesterday if one of my friends was "my man", we've been broken up properly for like 2 ******** weeks. Seriously, cause after a FOUR AND A HALF YEAR relationship I'm just gonna go JUMP into some guy's bed because he happened to be NICE to me! Jesus christ, I'm not some slag. You'd think that he'd have realised that at some point.... ¬.¬
Although me and my ex are now speaking and have decided to attempt to be friends. Me more so to stop it being awkward for our poor friends who have to be round us both once a week.
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Posted: Thu Nov 29, 2012 7:29 am
Cannibal Horsey What the hell is with some of the men I know and thinking I'm just gonna jump into the next guy who comes along's bed????! My ex asked me yesterday if one of my friends was "my man", we've been broken up properly for like 2 ******** weeks. Seriously, cause after a FOUR AND A HALF YEAR relationship I'm just gonna go JUMP into some guy's bed because he happened to be NICE to me! Jesus christ, I'm not some slag. You'd think that he'd have realised that at some point.... ¬.¬
Although me and my ex are now speaking and have decided to attempt to be friends. Me more so to stop it being awkward for our poor friends who have to be round us both once a week. Speaking from my own terribleness as a human being and a man, while that behavior is outrageous, I'm not actually too surprised about it. I mean he jumped to conclusions but still, he'd probably be a little pissed. Then again, it doesn't give him the precedent to jump to conclusions, not to say that it gives a little insight on either how he truly saw you, or how quickly his internal image can dissolve. Or he was not in his right mind. Or he suspected something going on near the end of your relationship, and this cued the "AHA, I KNEW IT" instinct within him, even though it was wrong. Idk, just trying to rationalize something that's obviously bad. Either way, this (hopefully) probably is a one time thing, and things will settle down for a while. After all, breakups are messy, and chunks fly around everywhere after its explosion/implosion.. Okay I officially suck with metaphors
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Posted: Thu Nov 29, 2012 10:06 am
He makes me feel beautiful ^^ <333
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Posted: Thu Nov 29, 2012 3:15 pm
SoulSkourer Cannibal Horsey What the hell is with some of the men I know and thinking I'm just gonna jump into the next guy who comes along's bed????! My ex asked me yesterday if one of my friends was "my man", we've been broken up properly for like 2 ******** weeks. Seriously, cause after a FOUR AND A HALF YEAR relationship I'm just gonna go JUMP into some guy's bed because he happened to be NICE to me! Jesus christ, I'm not some slag. You'd think that he'd have realised that at some point.... ¬.¬
Although me and my ex are now speaking and have decided to attempt to be friends. Me more so to stop it being awkward for our poor friends who have to be round us both once a week. Speaking from my own terribleness as a human being and a man, while that behavior is outrageous, I'm not actually too surprised about it. I mean he jumped to conclusions but still, he'd probably be a little pissed. Then again, it doesn't give him the precedent to jump to conclusions, not to say that it gives a little insight on either how he truly saw you, or how quickly his internal image can dissolve. Or he was not in his right mind. Or he suspected something going on near the end of your relationship, and this cued the "AHA, I KNEW IT" instinct within him, even though it was wrong. Idk, just trying to rationalize something that's obviously bad. Either way, this (hopefully) probably is a one time thing, and things will settle down for a while. After all, breakups are messy, and chunks fly around everywhere after its explosion/implosion.. Okay I officially suck with metaphors To be honest I'm still kinda pissy with him for being pissy at me. He broke up with me so meh. I dunno. Felt pretty miserable about everything today, I have my good days and my bad days, today was one of the bad ones. Had to run into the loos at work three times to go have a cry
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Posted: Fri Nov 30, 2012 8:46 pm
I'm writing a scene in my story that depicts a girl cutting her wrist.
It's giving me the urge to cut my own wrist just so I can see what it feels like.
I don't know if writing this story is healthy for me, but damn it, I want to write it.
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Posted: Fri Nov 30, 2012 9:18 pm
Jedi Sasquatch I'm writing a scene in my story that depicts a girl cutting her wrist.
It's giving me the urge to cut my own wrist just so I can see what it feels like.
I don't know if writing this story is healthy for me, but damn it, I want to write it.
As a writer you need to be able to somewhat separate yourself a bit from raw scenes like that. They can and will drive you to do things you will regret. Take a small break from it. Speaking from experience it's hard to stop once you start. It becomes your emotional crutch with the scars as a constant reminder. Please, please, please, just don't do it.
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Posted: Fri Nov 30, 2012 11:51 pm
Jedi Sasquatch I'm writing a scene in my story that depicts a girl cutting her wrist.
It's giving me the urge to cut my own wrist just so I can see what it feels like.
I don't know if writing this story is healthy for me, but damn it, I want to write it.
Not exactly the wisest move you've ever thought of making Jedi. I wouldn't recommend it.
I'd also ask (as someone who did use to self harm) to think about why your character is doing it. Why might you ask? Well at least in my personal experience and feeling people who cut their wrists are either 1 of two types of people, first type are the posers who are like, omg I'm so deep I cut my wrists and make myself bleed (and yes these people do exist, I've met them) and go on and on about it. Group 2 are the people who want to self harm, but deep inside them (even perhaps subconsciously) they are asking for someone to come help them.
Why? Might you ask. Simple, after your face and hands wrists aren't exactly easy to hide, at least as part of general normal everyday society. Anything long enough to properly and completely cover your wrists makes doing some tasks difficult. Also simply cutting your wrists can make using your hands difficult as the movement can aggravate the damaged tissue.
Therefore, it has at least been in my experience that if you self harm for the sake of self harming (that is to release the psychological pain as physical pain which is much easier to deal with) you cut elsewhere, outer thigh or up your sides or at your hips. Because 1. nobody can really see there unless you're naked, and 2. cutting = bad, why would you want any possibility of anyone finding out? They probably all think you're worthless anyway, but why make it even worse for yourself?
If its an attempted suicide thing, well there are easier and better ways to do that which i refuse to go into on the internet. For many reasons.
Also, please note this is simply my opinion and personal experience in the matter. While you might disagree with some of the things I've said its my opinion and I'm allowed to have it. As someone who has self harmed I do at least have some first hand knowledge of it.
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Posted: Sat Dec 01, 2012 12:18 am
Why is it i keep falling for the same girl over and over and i seem to fall extra hard when she gets a new boyfriend, i know i should just say screw it and just do the friend thing but that's easier said then done.
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Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2012 3:52 am
stupid borderlands 2 D<
WHY CAN'T I HAS CHOPPER TOPPER HEAD!?
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Posted: Mon Dec 03, 2012 10:10 am
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Posted: Mon Dec 03, 2012 5:24 pm
I feel so stressed out with a final project and final exams and stuff to do, but I can't seem to make any progress. I wear myself out so much that I end up needing more sleep and self-care in order to keep from losing my mind, and then suddenly the day is over and I've barely accomplished anything. Not to mention the fact that every time Aaron is online, I don't get anything important done >.<
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