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 Posted: Sat Nov 03, 2012 5:16 pm
Jedi Sasquatch I have a story to tell, and I hope it doesn't come across as showing off. It's just, whoa. Okay, so I'm still doing that video game blog thing I've talked about before. Shamus Young, aka the guy who made my blog as popular as it is, has a show called Spoiler Warning where he and some of his friends record video Let's Plays and commentate on them. They also do these things they call Hangouts, where they all get on a Ventrilo server, one of them gets on livestream and plays a game, and they all just sort of talk and hang out. And they interact with the people in the chat room (there's usually roughly 150 people). Well, earlier this week they had one and since I'm sort-of-friends with them I got to join in the vent server and so I was talking with them. They were playing XCOM: Enemy Unknown, a game I really wanted but it's $50 and I'm jobless so sadface. So I said "Oh hey, it's one of those games I haven't played yet!" And they were like "Oh my god you haven't played XCOM yet, you're a terrible person etc.!" and I was like "I don't have money! And you haven't played Mark of the Ninja yet so WE'RE EVEN." And we all laughed and whatever. Then, less than a minute after I said that, somebody from the chat room (someone I've never interacted with in any way before) gifted me XCOM on Steam. And the message he sent along with the gift: "Dear JPH, You are an inspiration." And my face turned totally red holy crap how did that happen. Lucky S.O.B =Þ id so want XCOM on my comp but the demo chugs so if i ever have the cash id end up getting it on xbox.
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Posted: Mon Nov 05, 2012 11:02 pm
I don't know where I fit anymore.
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Posted: Tue Nov 06, 2012 1:37 pm
Beta The Body Snatcher I don't know where I fit anymore. In high school or college? I feel that way too sometimes, especially with the extreme political cloud in Richmond xD
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Posted: Tue Nov 06, 2012 7:16 pm
I guess tonight is a mental breakdown night.
I am such a ******** waste of space.
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Posted: Sat Nov 10, 2012 1:29 am
Looking back at my posts in old threads... *sighs* nostalgia =D I can't seem to let go of the past.
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2012 9:54 am
Miss Perfection You're annoying. I dislike you. I dont want to associate with you. I haven't forgiven you. I'm avoiding you. Don't contact me. I don't care if this is childish. You hurt me. You acted like a spoilt brat. I lost respect for you. I no longer want to care about you. I'm furious with you. Get out of my life. My boyfriend for the past 4 and a half years just broke up with me today.
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Posted: Sun Nov 11, 2012 9:44 pm
I have C's in MATLAB and Elementary Linear Algebra. Just received a 70% on that last Linear Algebra exam. I don't care anymore, I'm tired of the conflicting stressful feelings. The "professor giving vague hints in e-mails and busy office hours" for MATLAB and "even going through 2 hours Monday/Wednesday for Linear Algebra tutoring with the professor when the exam questions seem so abstract from what's taught"don't cutt it.
"You should have studied more! Stop the gaming! You're wasting time! Have some time to relax! Go socialize! Think about the future!".
The virtual world is so addicting, so free to get away from reality but this feeling dies the harder reality hits >_<; I'm that same irresponsible kid that would play Pokemon Ruby instead of caring for academic work.
So in short I'm in a destructive cycle to failure =P
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2012 3:22 am
Cannibal Horsey Oh noes you ok?My boyfriend for the past 4 and a half years just broke up with me today. Oh my gosh sweetie D: *hugs*
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2012 8:32 am
Miss Perfection Cannibal Horsey Oh noes you ok?My boyfriend for the past 4 and a half years just broke up with me today. Oh my gosh sweetie D: *hugs* Thanks. Its been pretty rough of late. I'm gonna be the nicest person you can imagine and not let him know how much it hurts. So he can look back on it and see what an awesome person he's lost
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Posted: Mon Nov 12, 2012 5:28 pm
I wish I was smarter. It frustrates me so much that I'm not.
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Posted: Tue Nov 13, 2012 1:38 am
Cannibal Horsey Thanks. Its been pretty rough of late. I'm gonna be the nicest person you can imagine and not let him know how much it hurts. So he can look back on it and see what an awesome person he's lost Silly boy. He has no clue what he has done.
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Posted: Tue Nov 13, 2012 4:01 am
Miss Perfection Cannibal Horsey Thanks. Its been pretty rough of late. I'm gonna be the nicest person you can imagine and not let him know how much it hurts. So he can look back on it and see what an awesome person he's lost Silly boy. He has no clue what he has done. He said he didn't love me anymore so I can't really hate him for it too much. I can because he should have said before because I can feel this has been a longer running thing but I can't make him love me so it's easier to accept than if he'd just listed problems I guess. Still hurts like hell though
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Posted: Tue Nov 13, 2012 6:26 am
Oh god
I haven't posted in here in how long?
6 months?
Man that's a long time
My last post on this thread was probably like 300 pages ago
Regardless, I still don't think I've ever truly thanked everyone that's been here when I first got here, like 4 years ago at this point
At that point in my life, I was going through a real rough patch in my life (relatively speaking, I'm sure i'm just suffering FIRST WORLD PROBLEMS that should be frivolous): I was alone in my school, and no one would talk to me due to both mistakes I had made and the vicious lies of other people. Yet, ironically, the person that was most responsible for making my 8th grade suck also introduced me to what saved it, Gaia. Though I found this place on my own, it really had a stabilizing effect on me, and I truly learned that even without ever actually meeting someone, you can create meaningful friendships with them.
Just today, someone asked me what my favorite animal was (if you don't know it it's kind of obvious from my avatar: Owls), something that was fostered by being here. Afterall, I was the owl guy.
My friend asking me this reminded me of all the times I had here, and how I had so rudely just left this place.
I know some of the people that knew me are still here, and I must say:
Thank you very much
-Soul
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Posted: Tue Nov 13, 2012 1:22 pm
I can't believe it's only been a month. I already feel so close to him. I love how he isn't afraid to talk about our future and how much we both want kids. Every time we talk, I smile the whole time. He makes me feel soooo loved! Why did it take us six years to finally get to this point?! XD
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