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Yes.

Stand at the far gate and ask to come in. Or assualt and die. <3

Your going to die anyway its a question of time really.

E-Peens only come into it when we play "who gets to stomp up and down on the corpse."

heart heart heart

XD I love how the internet totally FAILS to communicate light hearted daftness to anyone who doesnt hang around us much.

M̡̨̜͍̼̤̗̮̬̤͋̀ͯͯͩ̅̈ͫͮỵ̟̥̥̦ͤ͆̄͆͗͟ ̜̳̼͙̻ͩ̽ͩ̀̚m̵̷͔͇̈́̆ͫ͆ͥ̅ͫi͑̐̎̄ͫͭͥͬ҉̼̯́s̤͙̝͉̝̲̝͈̿́̅ͭ͟͠t͈̾̐̎̒͆̀ͤ̍͘ͅąͨ̎͆͏̯̦̮̳k̈̌͋͏͇̖͕̳̭̠͚̙e̴͙͎̟͓̠̮̜͒ͦ͠ͅ.̺̪̇
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̜̜̥͇͊ͪ̉̽͑̚I̫̪͇̱̮̬͉ͯͥ͆ͯͨ́ͅ ̡͕̳͙̫̟͛̒̈́͌̿͘s͎̮̬̲̤͓̼̬̾͆̚h̢͓̲̮̑̐ͬ̓͠͞o̺̰͍̬̥͔̥͙ͨ̇͌̆u̩͙̟͕̥̳͙̯͖̾͂͋͊͑́l̷̨̹̩̗̥͓̻͂͋̑͞d̷̨̧̗̭̦̺͍̙ͮ̐ͤͨ̐ͮ̍̅͌ͅ ̮̣̰̩̞͚̼̝ͧ͆͛͊ͣ͛̀̕b̸̖͐̌ͭͣ͝e̷̱͎̞̺̘ͥ͑͡ ̘͔̺̪͋̇̚d̡̙͎̤ͨ͑ͨͦ̎̇ͨ͒͟o̢̢̺͈̺̞͔̮̥̜̓͌̆͆̓ͪḭ͖̥̣̹̉̂ͬ̍͘͜n̸̰̗͖̦̯͔̰̈͌̓̾͂ͭ̍̽̍͞͝g̠͉̜͖̲͑ͦ̿́̀̒͂͠ ̢̻̟̜̠͔̜̼͂̇͐͘͜a̮̣͎͈̥̰͒̈̉ͪͦͣ̅ ̧̱͓̰̩̗͖͖̎͛̐͊̏ͨ̾p̺̠̾̌̿̒ͬ͂͝ȍ̵̼̼̭̓ͦͣ̒̀s̬͇̉̅ͤ̊ͤ͌̀̌ͩt̸͈̽͋ͩ͊̿̎ͭ̐ͫ͘ ̨͈̮ͫ̌t͎͊̾ö̸͔̹͔̺̰͑̿͊d̵̤͕̒̀̅͝ȃ̺̠͍̞̥̭̗̎ͩ͡y͕͚ͬͭ̿ͪ̌̆̏̂̾,̸̴̟͒̋͞ ͇̰̱̈̐ͩͩ̓͑̊͂̕I̢͖̒'̵̤̜͕̪̀͜v̵̖̲̭̑̅ͣ̾̔͑̐̄e̠̜̓͗ͬ̉ͫ̚ ̧̻̯̦̻͕̜͆́̚b͇̮̆e̸͙̟̹̙̞͎ͮ͘͡e̤̗̞̤̫͌̍̅̅n̨̛̩̩̪̜͖̘ͣͦͦ̏̈́ͤ̌̕ ̞̦̬̻͕̉̅̓ͣ́͟h̵̡̧̦͌̓ͨͪ̋a͔͓̙̜̣͈̒̉ͨͬͯͅv̓ͦ͊ͬͬ҉͈̬̰̟͔̘̩̰î͇̤̟̦͖̱̖̬͇̆̎̇̅̎́̚͘͘n̹̻̯̹͐̈́ͩͭͣ͌͑͋g̵̡̘̹̟̞̭͉̔͑͂ͣ͑ͦ̆ ̶͓̤͓̭͎͙̝̹̐ͨ̋̓́ͦ͐b̛͕̗̺̤̗ͬ̅͋ͫ̉͛a͂̀ͨ̀ͭ̓͊ͤͤ҉̥͈̺̞̭̳͈̮͈d͖͓͂́̐͟͜ ̷̡̲̹͂̽͆ͥ̇̑͝w̞͖̘̖͈͂̓ͨ̅̀r̎͂̓͗͌͂͏҉̭̭i̛̮̲̬̹̠̞̳ͫͮ͜ͅt̫͎͖̲̱̠̠̀͒̾ͮ̿̈́̉͝e̸̳̙ͤ̂͠rͣ̅͏̼̹̜̘͠'̵̦̦̟̬̣͈͍̭ͤ̂̿͢ṡ͔͙͔͕͚̰̦̽̍ͯ̐͐̇ͨͫ̕͡ ̧̞̄̍ͭ͂ͩ͢b̧̺̪̜ͮ̾ͤ̋͒ͥ̊ͥ̀̀l̦͙̻̥͖̘ͦō̯̟̾̊ͫͧ̚c͑ͧ́ͣ̆́̂̉҉͙̭͔̤̦̠k̥̤͇̥̼̙͆̿͛́̈́ͪ̄͝.͕̪̾́

Alright folks, about time I lay things on the line so you know whats up and why I may not be myself for a little while.

Letter came yesterday confirming what most have you known for a long time - my mum is divorcing my dad.
Now, Im big enough and old enough to know this needs to happen, and that it wouldnt be nice, its a pain in the a** and my dad isnt the kind to understand the truth about why mum is doing it, he'll just throw around blame.
This was all stress I was prepared to go through. What I WASNT quite so prepared for is the fact that he's sort of blaming ME too, cos Im not tkaing his 'side' and trying to convince mum NOT to get divorced, in fact Im encouraging it.

I havent gotten along with my dad as my DAD for a long long time, but he was a nice enough man to know and that was fine. I was happy for it to degenerate to that, but Im kinda low and suprised and really shaken by the fact I think Im very likely to lose all contact with my dad the way things seem to be going atm.


Now, I wont disappear into a pit of depression, but I would really appreciate some tender loving support from my boys if poss, and just some understanding if Im erratic from everyone else.



Depressive blurb over, thankee kindly one and all.

I woke up this morning and the sun was gone,
Turned on some music to start my day.
I lost myself in a familiar song,
I closed my eyes and I slipped away.

It's more than a feeling (more than a feeling)
When I hear that old song they used to play (more than a feeling).
I begin dreaming (more than a feeling)
Till I see Marianne walk away.
I see my Marianne walking away.

So many people have come and gone,
Their faces fade as the years go by;
Yet I still recall as I wander on,
As clear as the sun in the summer sky.

It's more than a feeling (more than a feeling)
When I hear that old song they used to play (more than a feeling).
I begin dreaming (more than a feeling)
Till I see Marianne walk away.
I see my Marianne walking away.

(solo)

When I'm tired and thinking cold
I hide in my music, forget the day,
And dream of a girl I used to know.
I closed my eyes and she slipped away.

She slipped away.

It's more than a feeling (more than a feeling)
When I hear that old song they used to play (more than a feeling).
I begin dreaming (more than a feeling)
Till I see Marianne walk away.
I see my Marianne walking away.

And this is what has kept me sane mwuahahahaha

So I see, you looneys xd