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 Posted: Mon Apr 09, 2012 4:55 pm
And she thinks the solution is...
You sick son of a b***h. I already feel morally unstable because I'm dating someone who's sixteen, but you? You're ******** ancient and you TOUCHED HIM?! I will ******** END YOU, and it doesn't matter how I do it. End your career, take your head off, doesn't ******** matter to me.
To become just like the air...
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Posted: Mon Apr 09, 2012 6:52 pm
And she thinks the solution is...
Addendum: After all the rage and worry wash away, maybe I am feeling a little hurt. I thought I wasn't hurt, just mad that he'd do something so stupid. I thought it didn't affect me that he did it with someone who wasn't me. We both understood that this relationship was going to be tough with both the distance and the parents, and we agreed to make concessions to allow for this. But I never thought I would hurt.
I don't even know if it's hurt. Is it worry? Am I just worrying more and more and it's just starting to feel like hurt? Or... I don't know. I'm confused. I just want to talk to him. I need to hold him. I need to be held.
I hate this.
To become just like the air...
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Posted: Tue Apr 10, 2012 8:47 am
And she thinks the solution is...
And this is how my story ends:
Best. Joke. Ever. Seriously, Universe, you've outdone yourself. I don't sleep, I feel sick because I'm so scared, I do none of my homework because I'm so scared and worried and emotionally ******** up, send emails to my professors stating that I won't be in class due to a friend's medical emergency, whole nine yards. I'm sitting here waiting for the damn center to open because I need to make an appointment for us to go and get him tested... AND HIS PARENTS STAY HOME! So... wait for it... I can't go take him to go get tested! All of that worrying, not sleeping, email sending and homework not-doing for NOTHING!
BEST PRANK EVER! HA HA, UNIVERSE! YOU GOT ME!
God ******** damn it, I want to kill something.
To become just like the air...
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Posted: Tue Apr 10, 2012 10:27 pm
Am I supposed to be sorry that I'm not okay with you doing god-knows-what with a girl who has a boyfriend? Should I apologize for not supporting you as you make a bad choice? Was it such a bad thing that I told you I felt bad for her boyfriend?
Seriously, what the ******** do you want from me? You know why I disagree with it. You disagree with it too but you ignore it because she makes you happy. You told me that. Are you seriously going to throw away 6 years of friendship for this one ******** girl?
It's been a long time since I've cried.
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Posted: Wed Apr 11, 2012 8:51 am
I bought myself a pair of light up underwear that flashes to the music I listen to
sounds weird but they look sooo awesome!
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Posted: Wed Apr 11, 2012 11:19 am
K4M I bought myself a pair of light up underwear that flashes to the music I listen to sounds weird but they look sooo awesome! And she thinks the solution is...
WAT?
To become just like the air...
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Posted: Wed Apr 11, 2012 12:05 pm
Yoru Kurosawa K4M I bought myself a pair of light up underwear that flashes to the music I listen to sounds weird but they look sooo awesome! And she thinks the solution is...
WAT?
To become just like the air...
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2012 5:10 pm
'Scuse me if the following does not match the impression people have of me.
mad
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2012 5:45 pm
The club your avi has? Carry a real one, no one will question what you say.
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2012 6:09 pm
Ahaha, I think I'd have a problem with people refusing to even come close enough to hear what I have to say if I did that. xd
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2012 9:44 pm
Who's the douchebag saying all that? D8
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Posted: Fri Apr 13, 2012 10:49 pm
Oh, they've "decided to pursue other candidates at this time." Yep, I'm not getting the job.  I knew I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up.
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Posted: Sat Apr 14, 2012 12:24 am
It's been almost two years and I still feel a little bit broken. It doesn't even really have anything to do with him anymore, just what he did. I expect guys to hurt me now and I hate that. I know it's wrong to think that way but I can't help it. I still have guy friends but if they're not either friendzoned or Doug-zoned, I'm a little afraid of them. This is the real reason I can't be friends with Jon even after all this time. Yeah he broke my heart, I got over it. But he gave me trust issues for the first time in my life, I can't forgive him for that.
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Posted: Sat Apr 14, 2012 2:10 am
Some woman crashed into my car and wrote it off on wednesday. After I'd just spent my weekend repairing the thing. Now got whiplash and severe stress related illness (whoop! I just love being sick all the time until I get so hungry I have to eat something. Yay for living on one meal a day since it happened). I just want it all dealt with an want a new car to get back on track with everything ASAP. The bus service here is absolutely appalling and makes the stress worse. Plus along with the whiplash as soon as I get stressed my tietze's syndrome flairs up so I get severe chest pains as well, which I can't currently take my medication for because I'm being sick. I went to see the nurse yesterday, more for insurance purposes than anything else and she said I needed to eat and take painkillers. Well I did realise that its just hard...Plus my boyfriend's 21st is coming up and now we can't go out for dinner and stuff like I planned. And his brother is having his engagement party tonight and I might need to leave really early to get the bus home because of all this. And having to spend time waiting on the insurance company and feeling really unwell means I haven't been able to work on my report that's due friday which just adds to the stress.
All I really want is cuddles and I can't even get those cause my boyfriend is in the city and I'm out of town and my best friend is in Australia for a wedding (and my other best friend lives there so you know *shrugs* can only do internet cuddles). I just feel so crap and I really don't want to do anything but curl up in bed and hope it all goes away.
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Posted: Sat Apr 14, 2012 8:46 pm
I have never woken up from a dream smiling before. I never knew it would be such a great feeling.
Thank you, Frank Anthony Iero Jr.
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