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Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2012 7:16 pm
One thing i don't understand about people...or at this this one girl is why call me up and ask for my advice on something and just ignore everything i say the moment the phone hangs up....its not the first time either.
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Posted: Wed Mar 21, 2012 7:17 pm
What the ******** subconscious!? SERIOUSLY!!!! I almost had forgotten about that dream now all of a sudden it comes back in full force! What sort of sick perverse think pan do I have?! gonk
The only ways I can describe it are down below. Whited out because it's disturbing. Really much so.
DO NOT READ IF EASILY DISTURBED!!!! I MEAN IT, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!!
Okay, everyone remembers the 1999 version of the Mummy? Well imagine Imhotep from it in his decayed form. Now cross that with Quasimodo, and then cross that with a walrus without the tusks. Now that image by itself is disturbing enough. But the worst part was what was happening...which I leave up to your imaginations to piece together...do note that it does have something to do with something that isn't quite family friendly.
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Posted: Thu Mar 22, 2012 10:42 am
Don't give me love, don't give me faith... He's never asked me for something before. I always get him stuff, but this is the first time he's ever asked me to get him something. He practically pleaded with me. So what do I do? Give in, of course... can't afford it, doesn't matter. Resolve = GONE.
Wisdom nor pride, give innocence instead...
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Posted: Fri Mar 23, 2012 2:04 pm
A tick bit my mom. My dad plucked it off, it was already dead. Her blood, filled with the crazy pain killers her doctors give her, killed it. xd
Edit: Not only did I get like semi-dumped(we weren't dating, just kinda testing the waters), but now I may have to meet the new girl. And possibly her daughter as well. God I'm trying to be happy for him since he's my friend but this is pushing it. It's at his concert though and I'm bringing two of my friends so I have a reason to not hang out with him. I hate that but sorry I'm not willing to meet the new girl yet, he told me about her like three days ago. I swear to god I'm gonna be spending the concert hitting on the cute boy from the band that has a song about Lord of the Rings. The fact LotR boy is actually my age instead of Mr. 3 Years Older is also helpful.
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Posted: Sat Mar 24, 2012 1:26 pm
I'm tired, physically, emotionally, when im up (or get woken up) all i hear is my mother and her husband fighting about anything and everything loudly, when im asleep...well in bed with my eyes shut seeing as sleep has been less and less for the last few days or weeks i can barely keep track anymore my brain goes a mile a second stressing about my problems and other peoples problems. I know that i can't do anything for them but that part of my brain wants to do something then goes into overdrive stressing... i feel all around burnt out.
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Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2012 4:37 pm
I'd drain my entire ******** bank account if someone would just come hold me for like an hour and let me cry in their arms
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 2:35 pm
For over ten years we have had Milo in this family, but Thursday, he's being taken to be put down. With every passing day, he gets a little more worse for wear, and even though I don't want him to suffer, I don't want him to go away. I'm know I'm being over sentimental but he's been there for me. Yet there is nothing I can do in return to help him. I feel so useless.All I can do now is sit here and type as I bawl my eyes out like some child...even though they haven't put him down yet. I feel so incredibly stupid and useless.
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Posted: Tue Mar 27, 2012 11:48 pm
Odd dream: The skin area behind my right knee got possessed by some female (or it did sound like one) with a highly aggressive attitude towards human beings.
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Posted: Wed Mar 28, 2012 2:08 pm
./got accepted into the Scholarship show
Things are lookin' pretty good emotion_dealwithit
Also, two out of 4 universities are sending up yay's/nay's over the weekend. OhmygoshI'msonervoussssss;;
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Posted: Wed Mar 28, 2012 8:31 pm
I think I've decided on a name.
Julie.
Julie will be my new name one day.
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Posted: Thu Mar 29, 2012 12:55 pm
Ahhhh! I'm falling really hard for a guy that I (1) have no chance with, and (2) have barely even spoken to. WHY?
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Posted: Thu Mar 29, 2012 2:27 pm
My cat is gone...he's gone cry ....and I'll never see him again. We had to put him down. Even though I knew it was for the best...still in my heart(which is now no more from this moment on.) I wanted this all to be a bad dream...something that I would wake up from and find that none of this had happened. The one thing I'll never forget is the last time I spoke to him, talking to him about what's about to happen, thinking like an idiot that would do any good, he stumbled on to my lap like he was aware of the situation, but I'm not an animal psychic so I don't know what he was thinking. cry crying cry gonk cry crying crying cry ...I don't know what to do.
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Posted: Thu Mar 29, 2012 3:17 pm
epic-writer42 My cat is gone...he's gone cry ....and I'll never see him again. We had to put him down. Even though I knew it was for the best...still in my heart(which is now no more from this moment on.) I wanted this all to be a bad dream...something that I would wake up from and find that none of this had happened. The one thing I'll never forget is the last time I spoke to him, talking to him about what's about to happen, thinking like an idiot that would do any good, he stumbled on to my lap like he was aware of the situation, but I'm not an animal psychic so I don't know what he was thinking. cry crying cry gonk cry crying crying cry ...I don't know what to do. *Hugs tight* =( <333
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