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Posted: Sun Mar 04, 2012 1:39 pm
hazellyn K4M HAZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *glomps*sorry not the apropriate place heh you ok? D= I am ok, just having some off days lately, and you don't seem to be on Skype when I do sometimes get on. *hugs*
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Posted: Sun Mar 04, 2012 1:42 pm
hazellyn K4M HAZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *glomps*sorry not the apropriate place heh you ok? D= I am ok, just having some off days lately, and you don't seem to be on Skype when I do sometimes get on. *hugs* I made a new skype =[ "inthisstyle10of6"
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Posted: Sun Mar 04, 2012 1:44 pm
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Posted: Sun Mar 04, 2012 2:30 pm
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 10:27 am
K4M hazellyn K4M HAZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *glomps*sorry not the apropriate place heh you ok? D= I am ok, just having some off days lately, and you don't seem to be on Skype when I do sometimes get on. *hugs* I made a new skype =[ "inthisstyle10of6" I have probably 2 friended already, but that does explain it. <3 *hugs back* Nice to see you ingame more-ish /insert comment
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 1:25 pm
My head is filled with smut....nothing but it. I close my eyes and that's all I see. I see something innocent and my brain makes it look provocative in less than a sec. Sure I try to behave and keep the urges in check, but I'm slowly loosing ground.
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 1:45 pm
Got my friend to communicate with a boy! And more cuddles with Rob! Small but amazing victories.
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 2:14 pm
Don't give me love, don't give me faith... Yup, I still have a soul.
Wisdom nor pride, give innocence instead...
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Posted: Mon Mar 05, 2012 11:44 pm
It's been a year since I posted here. Well... weirdest timing ever from announcements. I hope everyone is doing alright, if not my deepest apologies. And that thing about zOMG... oh man the memories... crying
College freshman life... omg I just don't even know. EXAMS EXAMS GET THOSE STRAIGHT A'S. And then getting friends/acquaintances to... not give a damn if I get a 'B' in a subject where my original objective was to get a superb start. Distracted by guys with hormones, though I shouldn't be. I wanted to come out to my entire family during a reunion, but the snow got in the way... OH well maybe another day.
But I digress. So many things I don' t know...
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Posted: Wed Mar 07, 2012 12:30 pm
Sometimes I wonder about my relationship. I've spent every day since monday trying to get hold of my boyfriend and I can't. I know he's gotten some of the messages because I've seen him online. I just, i just want to talk to him. I feel like I'm being ignored. I can't help it. He's probably just being his usual kinda dim self, but I can't help but feel he doesn't want to talk to me
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2012 1:02 pm
I'm really upset about what this guy downtown did today...
He offered me $40 to have sex with him and then changed it to 50, but I just kept walking (it's not exactly a busy street, so I was getting freaked out and walked as fast as I could). Then he asked if I'd show him my tits for $20, and I still just kept walking. Then he took out his phone and took a picture of me from behind and claimed he was going to jerk off to it later...
I feel all dirty and humiliated and gkljf;dgkljgklj I thought I was strong enough not to let it get to me, but I started crying as soon as I got home... I don't even feel comfortable with the idea of being downtown alone anymore, even though I've been doing it every day for the last couple years. People are disgusting and I just want to curl up in a ball and hide now T____T
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2012 3:26 pm
Well I learned that I have an underactive thyroid...but I'm not going to completely blame it for the fact I still haven't lost any weight...part of it is also my weak will towards junkfood at 2:30pm...and the fact I don't excercise nearly enough.
Edit: Also going to hold off on calling the nurse about medication until I can feel my tongue and lips again...so tomorrow.
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2012 8:30 pm
It's days like this that I wonder why I even care that I don't have anyone to constantly talk to, why I care when people leave to do other stuff, and why I care at all.
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2012 10:52 pm
Little Miss Fortune I'm really upset about what this guy downtown did today...
He offered me $40 to have sex with him and then changed it to 50, but I just kept walking (it's not exactly a busy street, so I was getting freaked out and walked as fast as I could). Then he asked if I'd show him my tits for $20, and I still just kept walking. Then he took out his phone and took a picture of me from behind and claimed he was going to jerk off to it later...
I feel all dirty and humiliated and gkljf;dgkljgklj I thought I was strong enough not to let it get to me, but I started crying as soon as I got home... I don't even feel comfortable with the idea of being downtown alone anymore, even though I've been doing it every day for the last couple years. People are disgusting and I just want to curl up in a ball and hide now T____T What the hell is wrong with that creep? Is that even legal?
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Posted: Thu Mar 08, 2012 11:08 pm
Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune I'm really upset about what this guy downtown did today...
He offered me $40 to have sex with him and then changed it to 50, but I just kept walking (it's not exactly a busy street, so I was getting freaked out and walked as fast as I could). Then he asked if I'd show him my tits for $20, and I still just kept walking. Then he took out his phone and took a picture of me from behind and claimed he was going to jerk off to it later...
I feel all dirty and humiliated and gkljf;dgkljgklj I thought I was strong enough not to let it get to me, but I started crying as soon as I got home... I don't even feel comfortable with the idea of being downtown alone anymore, even though I've been doing it every day for the last couple years. People are disgusting and I just want to curl up in a ball and hide now T____T What the hell is wrong with that creep? Is that even legal? May qualify as harassment, I'd guess.
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