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 Posted: Tue Feb 07, 2012 6:16 am
Why do I crush on everyone who so much as talks to me? xp
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Posted: Tue Feb 07, 2012 10:39 pm
My big brother died earlier tonight. He stopped breathing, we called 911, they took him to the hospital. Revived him, he stopped breathing again......
I don't know how long I wandered the house, screaming and sobbing.
I'll never be able to pop into the living room again and give him a little wave, fight him in Thumb Wars, watch TV with him. I won't see him again, unless they let me before they cremate him...
He'd been struggling for a few weeks, with a few things. Even more so the past few months, but it got worse...
At least he isn't suffering any more. Rest in peace big brother.
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Posted: Wed Feb 08, 2012 12:37 am
scream crying scream gonk gonk 
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Posted: Wed Feb 08, 2012 1:23 am
Maris Pallitax My big brother died earlier tonight. He stopped breathing, we called 911, they took him to the hospital. Revived him, he stopped breathing again......
I don't know how long I wandered the house, screaming and sobbing.
I'll never be able to pop into the living room again and give him a little wave, fight him in Thumb Wars, watch TV with him. I won't see him again, unless they let me before they cremate him...
He'd been struggling for a few weeks, with a few things. Even more so the past few months, but it got worse...
At least he isn't suffering any more. Rest in peace big brother.
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss Maris *hugs* I know from losing family members myself that the pain never really does go away, but with time it will lessen. I hope they let you see him before they cremate him, it seems to me that would be good to help with the closure of it all. (sorry if I'm assuming that wrong, it just seems that way to me). May your brother RIP.
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Posted: Wed Feb 08, 2012 1:20 pm
Saw the moon this morning in it's large full beauty...now I'm on the verge of going absolutely wild man.
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Posted: Wed Feb 08, 2012 5:03 pm
I want to be smart. That is all I want right now.
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Posted: Wed Feb 08, 2012 8:05 pm
And the freaking bubble popped.
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Posted: Wed Feb 08, 2012 8:35 pm
I think there's something wrong with me. Why is it that when I'm not in love with anyone I'm more prone to panic attacks for no reason? And when I am in love, I'm right as rain. Not a single problem. Am I so emotionally unstable that I need someone to help balance me out?
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Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2012 9:10 pm
Don't really want to make a thread or anything, so.
Goodbye, z!CB.
I'm not going to hit that 'leave guild' button (I'm still rather vain about my top-ten-most-posts position, idk why, though if you really want to kick me it's fine I guess), but I guess I'm sort of quitting the internet. It feels like I've been here for ages, but I'm afraid I've made more painful memories here in the past year or so (inactive as I have been, lol) than good, and I need to cut ties properly. I'll spare the details why since I don't really want to talk about all the lies/drama that has been going on in my own little corner lately, but I don't think I'm coming back here or any other sites you might know me on. But thanks for the last few years, and thanks for being my friends when I haven't had anyone there. Also, the Alternate NPCs and other mules will miss you too. xD I never did manage to get more events going, sorry about that. But you guys always manage anyway. ouob
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Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2012 10:09 pm
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Posted: Thu Feb 09, 2012 11:09 pm
Don't give me love, don't give me faith...
Good-bye, Nim... I wish you well.
As for my problem... why am I so afraid to stand up and say, "This is me: I like boys. Tada!" I talk the big talk, but when it comes down to it, and my friends are near, I shrink away from the subject, and hide the truth with vagueness.
Wisdom nor pride, give innocence instead...
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Posted: Fri Feb 10, 2012 3:39 pm
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Posted: Fri Feb 10, 2012 5:17 pm
Aww, Nimshot... D8 I'm gonna miss you!
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Posted: Sat Feb 11, 2012 5:16 pm
God, one side of my sinus is inflamed while the other is all sunshine and rainbows. I want a new sinus cavity.
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Posted: Mon Feb 13, 2012 10:48 pm
I get to enjoy Valentine's Day at my Poppa's viewing, funeral the next day. It was out of the question that the funeral be on my bro's birthday, thankfully, so it was a sacrifice that had to be taken. 'Least it'll give the day meaning till I can give it something new x3.
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