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 Posted: Wed Jan 11, 2012 10:34 am
Miss Amelia Pond I feel really guilty. I accidentally slept in my boyfriend's room last night. We were watching New Hampshire primary coverage on CNN and both of us fell asleep and didn't wake up until his alarm went off in the morning.
I mean, it was nice, but I still feel guilty.
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Posted: Wed Jan 11, 2012 11:31 am
Sooo much bad juju lately
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Posted: Wed Jan 11, 2012 11:45 am
Cannibal Horsey Miss Amelia Pond I feel really guilty. I accidentally slept in my boyfriend's room last night. We were watching New Hampshire primary coverage on CNN and both of us fell asleep and didn't wake up until his alarm went off in the morning.
I mean, it was nice, but I still feel guilty.
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Posted: Wed Jan 11, 2012 1:58 pm
Miss Amelia Pond Cannibal Horsey Miss Amelia Pond I feel really guilty. I accidentally slept in my boyfriend's room last night. We were watching New Hampshire primary coverage on CNN and both of us fell asleep and didn't wake up until his alarm went off in the morning.
I mean, it was nice, but I still feel guilty.
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Posted: Wed Jan 11, 2012 6:11 pm
I just want to know what it feels like to be physically healthy. And how bad is it that I don't know.
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Posted: Wed Jan 11, 2012 6:20 pm
And there goes the only person who ever gave a ******** sure am great at pushing people away when I need them most
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Posted: Wed Jan 11, 2012 10:59 pm
I told him the tiniest bit I could bring myself to tell him. He knows I'm sick and he took it really well. But I lied. I only told him the smallest of symptoms, the easiest ones. He doesn't know my leg looks funny. He doesn't know I might have the worst type of the disease. We don't know if we want a relationship but I don't want to lose the chance just because I'm sick.
So was talking to a random girl about my disease, I've decided I hate telling random people the full extent of my disease. They treat me like I'm on my deathbed. I'm probably not dying any faster than you are so kindly ******** off.
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Posted: Thu Jan 12, 2012 7:49 am
 When life continues to give you lowblows, You know its time to take action and wear protection or you may never have children in the future...
My KD ratio may now be ******** up but I still kick a**
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Posted: Thu Jan 12, 2012 10:59 pm
Spent half the day going through all the texts in my phone. I had messages going back to February, apparently my phone doesn't delete messages on its own. Re-reading all the messages made me cry like 20 times and reconfirmed just how stupid and pathetic I really am.
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Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2012 10:08 am
Went to see doctor today for my checkup for my repeat prescription today and to give them an update on my tietze's since current treatment wasn't working. Doctor has given me oral painkillers and painkiller gel. The gel is hell. Massaging it into the area that hurts hurts even more than just leaving well enough alone.
But if this doesn't work I have to go onto taking two types of painkillers at once. Then its physio, maybe ultrasound treatment. My doctor even suggested acupuncture. That I really don't want. I'm ok with needles but I don't like the idea of someone sticking them in me for what I can see as no good reason.
But god it hurts like hell. You know it can be misdiagnosed as a heart attack or heart problem to begin with the symptoms are so similar? Or the other way round. It just hurts. And the worst thing is that there is no way to rest it. Like because its my rib cage I can't just stop breathing and let the joints recover or anything. Plus pretty much everything I'm doing at the minute aggravates it. Stress, lifting things above chest height, using the muscles in your chest. Also weight makes it bad, but I can't lose the weight without doing exercise that will aggravate it. I mean having boobs makes it worse and there is much I can do about THAT! And posture apparently (hence the need for physio) but I can't do much about that with exams coming up. I need to be hunched over a desk doing my exams plus everything else for studying. I just, it hurts.... crying
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Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2012 1:33 pm
I think the fact today is Friday the 13th has made me rather curious. There's a place on State Street that does fortune telling, chakra aligning and stuff like that. I've often passed by it without notice but today I'm actually really curious about it. On the most likely hand, it's a ripoff and I waste a chunk of money but it could be entertaining hearing what a supposed psychic has to say about my life. On the other less likely hand, it proves beneficial...Tough decision. crying
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Posted: Sat Jan 14, 2012 7:07 pm
I got dropped by my department. I'm spending a semester at home and community college to sort out my life and hopefully reapply as a physics major again.
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Posted: Sun Jan 15, 2012 4:10 am
Miss Amelia Pond I got dropped by my department. I'm spending a semester at home and community college to sort out my life and hopefully reapply as a physics major again. Oh dear, what was their reason? emotion_hug I hope it works out when you reapply <3
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