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 Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2012 4:05 am
Little Miss Fortune
@Shiori: I can't look away, though T___TThat's why you block. Unblocking is kind of a hassle and you have to wait a certain amount of time before it allows you to unblock anyway.
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Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2012 4:07 am
Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune @Shiori: I can't look away, though T___T That's why you block. Unblocking is kind of a hassle and you have to wait a certain amount of time before it allows you to unblock anyway.
But then I wouldn't see all the pretty pictures of him and stuff =(
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Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2012 4:11 am
Little Miss Fortune Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune @Shiori: I can't look away, though T___T That's why you block. Unblocking is kind of a hassle and you have to wait a certain amount of time before it allows you to unblock anyway.
But then I wouldn't see all the pretty pictures of him and stuff =(I just bawled my eyes out for two hours watching Harry Potter, so I'm sorry if this ends up sounding a little harsh. But you need him completely out of your life. You need to fall out of love with him before you can have any contact with him, even if it's just looking at his facebook. All you're doing is making excuses and hurting yourself even more. It's not healthy and I wish you wouldn't do this to yourself. You're such a great person, you deserve to be happy.
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Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2012 4:13 am
I can't just stop loving him... >.<
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Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2012 5:01 am
Little Miss Fortune I can't just stop loving him... >.< Of course it won't just happen, it's going to take some time. But what you're doing is dragging out the process and making it much harder and more painful.
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Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2012 12:58 pm
Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune I can't just stop loving him... >.< Of course it won't just happen, it's going to take some time. But what you're doing is dragging out the process and making it much harder and more painful.
It's already been almost a year. Shouldn't I be less ******** up by now, even if I am dragging it out? x__X
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Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2012 7:49 pm
Little Miss Fortune Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune I can't just stop loving him... >.< Of course it won't just happen, it's going to take some time. But what you're doing is dragging out the process and making it much harder and more painful.
It's already been almost a year. Shouldn't I be less ******** up by now, even if I am dragging it out? x__XSince part of you is still kinda holding on, I'm not too surprised it still hurts this much.
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 5:07 am
Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune I can't just stop loving him... >.< Of course it won't just happen, it's going to take some time. But what you're doing is dragging out the process and making it much harder and more painful.
It's already been almost a year. Shouldn't I be less ******** up by now, even if I am dragging it out? x__XSince part of you is still kinda holding on, I'm not too surprised it still hurts this much.
=(
I can't let go, though. I don't want to give up on him T___T
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 5:08 am
Little Miss Fortune Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune I can't just stop loving him... >.< Of course it won't just happen, it's going to take some time. But what you're doing is dragging out the process and making it much harder and more painful.
It's already been almost a year. Shouldn't I be less ******** up by now, even if I am dragging it out? x__XSince part of you is still kinda holding on, I'm not too surprised it still hurts this much.
=(
I can't let go, though. I don't want to give up on him T___TIt's not going to stop hurting until you do.
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 5:09 am
Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune Shiori Miko Little Miss Fortune It's already been almost a year. Shouldn't I be less ******** up by now, even if I am dragging it out? x__X Since part of you is still kinda holding on, I'm not too surprised it still hurts this much.
=(
I can't let go, though. I don't want to give up on him T___TIt's not going to stop hurting until you do.
Then I guess it'll hurt forever xp
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 7:19 am
Hey, Fortune. I'm sure you remember Blood from way back, the two of us were going out for a long time. We had problems, but I had really felt that I loved him.
I was heartbroken the day that he sent me a message apologizing that I would never see him again. I also suspect that he lied about many things, but that is a different story.
It took me a long time to get over him, over a year. At the same time he was my "first love", and people have mentioned that it is especially difficult to get over that. I would go to every place I knew and check on him, see if I could tell how he was doing. He disappeared for a few months, however. It pained me when I found him back online, appearing perfectly fine, even having another girlfriend. I continued this habit off and on.
This infatuation and stalker habit of mine was very difficult to stop, but at that point I had great people help me through the emotional roller coaster I was having.
It has been over two years since then. If I happen to think about him I'll check up on the Evony forums and usually see him online. However, I don't really feel and love or hate towards him anymore, it is a small curiosity.
I do not believe that you will be: "hurting forever". It might just take awhile.
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 7:25 am
hazellyn Hey, Fortune. I'm sure you remember Blood from way back, the two of us were going out for a long time. We had problems, but I had really felt that I loved him.
I was heartbroken the day that he sent me a message apologizing that I would never see him again. I also suspect that he lied about many things, but that is a different story.
It took me a long time to get over him, over a year. At the same time he was my "first love", and people have mentioned that it is especially difficult to get over that. I would go to every place I knew and check on him, see if I could tell how he was doing. He disappeared for a few months, however. It pained me when I found him back online, appearing perfectly fine, even having another girlfriend. I continued this habit off and on.
This infatuation and stalker habit of mine was very difficult to stop, but at that point I had great people help me through the emotional roller coaster I was having.
It has been over two years since then. If I happen to think about him I'll check up on the Evony forums and usually see him online. However, I don't really feel and love or hate towards him anymore, it is a small curiosity.
I do not believe that you will be: "hurting forever". It might just take awhile.
And I'm glad you seem to be okay <3
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 12:58 pm
Little Miss Fortune hazellyn Hey, Fortune. I'm sure you remember Blood from way back, the two of us were going out for a long time. We had problems, but I had really felt that I loved him.
I was heartbroken the day that he sent me a message apologizing that I would never see him again. I also suspect that he lied about many things, but that is a different story.
It took me a long time to get over him, over a year. At the same time he was my "first love", and people have mentioned that it is especially difficult to get over that. I would go to every place I knew and check on him, see if I could tell how he was doing. He disappeared for a few months, however. It pained me when I found him back online, appearing perfectly fine, even having another girlfriend. I continued this habit off and on.
This infatuation and stalker habit of mine was very difficult to stop, but at that point I had great people help me through the emotional roller coaster I was having.
It has been over two years since then. If I happen to think about him I'll check up on the Evony forums and usually see him online. However, I don't really feel and love or hate towards him anymore, it is a small curiosity.
I do not believe that you will be: "hurting forever". It might just take awhile.
And I'm glad you seem to be okay <3
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 1:00 pm
hazellyn Little Miss Fortune Thanks, Haze... I hope it goes away eventually. It's already not as bad now as it was at first...
And I'm glad you seem to be okay <3
*Hugs tight* Thank you... That really means a lot <333333333
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 3:27 pm
I always thought I wouldn't be afraid and I'm not. I feel like I should be though.
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