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 Posted: Fri Jan 06, 2012 12:50 am
epic-writer42 Cannibal Horsey epic-writer42 Cannibal Horsey epic-writer42 O_O Why are good headset mics so expensive? Because life is not fair Then it shall be hung for highway robbery, and keeping icey away from us all. *Points skyward.* That's right life, you shall die. *pets* there there dear. In time you will come to understand that life likes to test us and are ingenuity. When you can overcome those challenges you become a real master. A master of life heart I have to ask, how do I pass in my test then? It's being pretty vague about it and I feel like I'm doing everything but what I'm suppose to do. Ah see that's the point. Life doesn't let us know we've passed for a long time after we have
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Posted: Fri Jan 06, 2012 11:50 am
I tripped up the stairs in front of about 20 people today while simultaneously dropping half my lunch. I'm buried under hw. I'm watching 20 four year olds run around on a sugar high tomorrow. Great start to the weekend. biggrin
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Posted: Fri Jan 06, 2012 1:18 pm
Cannibal Horsey epic-writer42 Cannibal Horsey epic-writer42 Cannibal Horsey epic-writer42 O_O Why are good headset mics so expensive? Because life is not fair Then it shall be hung for highway robbery, and keeping icey away from us all. *Points skyward.* That's right life, you shall die. *pets* there there dear. In time you will come to understand that life likes to test us and are ingenuity. When you can overcome those challenges you become a real master. A master of life heart I have to ask, how do I pass in my test then? It's being pretty vague about it and I feel like I'm doing everything but what I'm suppose to do. Ah see that's the point. Life doesn't let us know we've passed for a long time after we have Want Rubie now, not later. I swear, I can feel my already loose grip with reality slip.
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Posted: Fri Jan 06, 2012 9:02 pm
Silent Sympathy I've been fighting this feeling since Christmas, but it doesn't seem to go away. This nagging feeling of regret and disappointment. Mostly disappointed at myself. I'm just so stupid for not taking certain opportunities in the past or not thinking things through when I did them. I'm so fed up with myself for not being able to stick to something, even if it's something I really want to achieve. I told myself I'd work on my self-esteem and my self-worth, but that boat is long gone and I wasn't on it.. People say all these nice things about me and the things I do, but all I can tell myself is "They can't be talking about me?" Compliments are alien to be. I hear them and I have no idea how to react sometimes. It gets really frustrating. I'm tired of being so damn shy. Of being such a hermit. Of being so paranoid and difficult. I'm just tired of myself.
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Posted: Fri Jan 06, 2012 10:18 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 06, 2012 10:21 pm
Nuh-uh, I'm just telling the truth. D: You are an amazing person!
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Posted: Fri Jan 06, 2012 11:57 pm
/hug. :> K4M *huffles* you can always talky to me =< sorry I haven't been on skype much because my other account is gone mad T^T won't let me in but I be here and you can't annoy me I annoy people =D To be honest, its hard to understand oneself but even though its hard usually you figure out by not trying to figure it out, it just pops up heh
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 7:02 am
It was nice seeing Luke, but being home alone after 2 weeks is amazing. *rolls around on the floor*
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 1:05 pm
I really need to stop reading his Facebook. On one hand, it's good seeing him so happy, and it helps because I can tell myself "See how happy he is? He's able to be happy like this because he doesn't have me holding him back anymore." But it also means seeing pictures and conversations between him and his girlfriend that make me feel jealous and depressed. I'm soooo glad he's happy, but I still wish I could be with him =(
In other news, I've been on my feet all day every day since Friday and today is my only day to relax before going back to work. Originally, I was going to have to work today, so thank god Liz offered to give me the day off. I'm so ******** broken! I have blisters, and the bone in my big toe hurts a lot T___T
Disney World was fun, though. Now it's time to catch up on sleep and just... relax.
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 7:54 pm
I haven't really gotten upset in awhile, but I just realized I don't really have anyone to talk to during right now to help calm me down and make me feel better fdaklfjdalkfjdafjlkdafjdalk.
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 9:18 pm
Little Miss Fortune I really need to stop reading his Facebook. On one hand, it's good seeing him so happy, and it helps because I can tell myself "See how happy he is? He's able to be happy like this because he doesn't have me holding him back anymore." But it also means seeing pictures and conversations between him and his girlfriend that make me feel jealous and depressed. I'm soooo glad he's happy, but I still wish I could be with him =( Maybe you should block him for awhile. It keeps you from reading it. I had to do that with my ex for maybe half a year because I would get too upset about him and his wife to focus on myself. I still occasionally look at it but now it's just a curiosity as to how his life is going than a need for something.
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 9:44 pm
Come on David you can do this, only 4 more days. Just 4 more...damn I hate myself for making this bet in this first place with life...but I can do it. I CAN DO THIS! I! CAAAAN!!!!!! DOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 9:45 pm
Little Miss Fortune so thank god Liz offered to give me the day off. ...I know a Liz who lives in Ohio and works at McDonald's. If that's the same Liz, I am going to be so weirded out. XD
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Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2012 3:24 am
Foam-Dome Little Miss Fortune so thank god Liz offered to give me the day off. ...I know a Liz who lives in Ohio and works at McDonald's. If that's the same Liz, I am going to be so weirded out. XD
Is she a manager? How many letters are in her last name? ninja
@Shiori: I can't look away, though T___T
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