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 Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2012 1:49 pm
O_O Why are good headset mics so expensive?
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Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2012 4:40 pm
epic-writer42 O_O Why are good headset mics so expensive? Because life is not fair
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Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2012 4:55 pm
epic-writer42 O_O Why are good headset mics so expensive? Because they're good headset mics. (I dunno.)
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Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2012 4:55 pm
Cannibal Horsey epic-writer42 O_O Why are good headset mics so expensive? Because life is not fair Then it shall be hung for highway robbery, and keeping icey away from us all. *Points skyward.* That's right life, you shall die.
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Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2012 4:56 pm
Foam-Dome epic-writer42 O_O Why are good headset mics so expensive? Because they're good headset mics. (I dunno.) Really, over a 100 for things that in most cases cost 30 separately?
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Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2012 10:32 pm
So today sucks a**. But I got to take my anger out on a deserving idiot who thinks he knows everything but is a complete dumbass. Are you seriously going to tell me getting a tattoo will kill her? That I'm playing with her life? IT'S MORPHEA YOU p***k! Other than the whole "everyone dies" s**t, you can't die from morphea.
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Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2012 11:41 pm
lately i had been regretting things and regret missing out on stuffs that i want to get the things that i missed out back but im not sure whether i can balance it all out
1st semester of uni and idk if this is the path that i wanted, uni is so lonely, all of my close friends went off to other uni; i regretted not going to that uni with them, jealous by the fact that my closer friends will become closer and when they come back, i wont understand them that well and miss out on stuffs
i sometimes loses the strength to continue holding whats precious to me, hating myself
i dont have any motivation and determination :/
this post is so depressing sorry..
adds another thing: i hate how my mom compares myself with my older sister
.. just noticed.. first post in zcb after a while and it's this.. sorry.. i fail
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Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2012 12:59 am
I've been fighting this feeling since Christmas, but it doesn't seem to go away. This nagging feeling of regret and disappointment. Mostly disappointed at myself. I'm just so stupid for not taking certain opportunities in the past or not thinking things through when I did them. I'm so fed up with myself for not being able to stick to something, even if it's something I really want to achieve. I told myself I'd work on my self-esteem and my self-worth, but that boat is long gone and I wasn't on it.. People say all these nice things about me and the things I do, but all I can tell myself is "They can't be talking about me?" Compliments are alien to be. I hear them and I have no idea how to react sometimes. It gets really frustrating. I'm tired of being so damn shy. Of being such a hermit. Of being so paranoid and difficult. I'm just tired of myself.
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Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2012 3:31 am
I'm starting to feel like s**t again with my emotions. I'm really tired of it. There is no reason for this. Nothing at all. I'm in a new place, better off, nothing is really stressing me. But I feel horribly lonely and exhausted. At the same time I don't want to talk to anyone because I wonder if they're just humoring me or if I'm just annoying them. I don't ******** understand myself anymore. I wish I could sleep. I hate being irrationally depressed. I can't do anything.
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Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2012 6:27 am
epic-writer42 Cannibal Horsey epic-writer42 O_O Why are good headset mics so expensive? Because life is not fair Then it shall be hung for highway robbery, and keeping icey away from us all. *Points skyward.* That's right life, you shall die. *pets* there there dear. In time you will come to understand that life likes to test us and are ingenuity. When you can overcome those challenges you become a real master. A master of life heart
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Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2012 6:37 am
yuchin4life lately i had been regretting things and regret missing out on stuffs that i want to get the things that i missed out back but im not sure whether i can balance it all out
1st semester of uni and idk if this is the path that i wanted, uni is so lonely, all of my close friends went off to other uni; i regretted not going to that uni with them, jealous by the fact that my closer friends will become closer and when they come back, i wont understand them that well and miss out on stuffs
i sometimes loses the strength to continue holding whats precious to me, hating myself
i dont have any motivation and determination :/
this post is so depressing sorry..
adds another thing: i hate how my mom compares myself with my older sister
.. just noticed.. first post in zcb after a while and it's this.. sorry.. i fail
Sweetie just keep going. Don't let anyone crush on your dreams. I went to a different university from my closest friends (including my own boyfriend) and while we haven't become closer its stopped the time when I've wanted to run them through because you're spending far too much time together.
What I suggest is go out there, and meet new people. Talk to people on your course, even if its only in labs, or practicals or when you're doing group work or whatever. And while you're free in first year look at the clubs or societies that your uni has a go join some, even if its only the one for your course or degree or whatever. Go out there and find something you enjoy and do it.
Don't feel bad because what you want to do in life means being at a different place from them. Because in the end, if you had gone to the same university as them, 1. you'd have the same group of friends for evermore, which might not seem like a bad thing but we must grow and expand our circle of friends and that's difficult when you're always with the same group and 2. would you have been doing what you really wanted? Would whatever is offered there as good? As interesting? As focused towards what you're interested in? There must have been a reason you didn't pick it in the first place.
While you may never be super close friends with people from university, its likely you'll find some that you'll at least get along with enough to call friends. Most of my university friends aren't even on my course. Sure I chat with them and get along with them and we have social events but we're not that close. The people I'm closest with are people through societies I've been in. Because we share a real genuine interest in something that isn't academics. The first semester can always feel daunting, but go out there and talk to people, join things, let those social wings fly, try your hardest. You might not be instant best buddies with someone but friendship is and always will be a work in progress.
Hope that helps. heart
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Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2012 1:06 pm
Cannibal Horsey epic-writer42 Cannibal Horsey epic-writer42 O_O Why are good headset mics so expensive? Because life is not fair Then it shall be hung for highway robbery, and keeping icey away from us all. *Points skyward.* That's right life, you shall die. *pets* there there dear. In time you will come to understand that life likes to test us and are ingenuity. When you can overcome those challenges you become a real master. A master of life heart I have to ask, how do I pass in my test then? It's being pretty vague about it and I feel like I'm doing everything but what I'm suppose to do.
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Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2012 2:55 pm
It's strange not having any friends.
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Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2012 2:59 pm
Jer0nim0 I'm starting to feel like s**t again with my emotions. I'm really tired of it. There is no reason for this. Nothing at all. I'm in a new place, better off, nothing is really stressing me. But I feel horribly lonely and exhausted. At the same time I don't want to talk to anyone because I wonder if they're just humoring me or if I'm just annoying them. I don't ******** understand myself anymore. I wish I could sleep. I hate being irrationally depressed. I can't do anything. Hug?
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Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2012 3:49 pm
Jer0nim0 I'm starting to feel like s**t again with my emotions. I'm really tired of it. There is no reason for this. Nothing at all. I'm in a new place, better off, nothing is really stressing me. But I feel horribly lonely and exhausted. At the same time I don't want to talk to anyone because I wonder if they're just humoring me or if I'm just annoying them. I don't ******** understand myself anymore. I wish I could sleep. I hate being irrationally depressed. I can't do anything. *huffles* you can always talky to me =< sorry I haven't been on skype much because my other account is gone mad T^T won't let me in but I be here and you can't annoy me I annoy people =D To be honest, its hard to understand oneself but even though its hard usually you figure out by not trying to figure it out, it just pops up heh
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