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 Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 10:24 pm
She smiled and bobbed her head. Looking to Tutsumi for a moment, she arched a brow. "My apologies, I have no stories to tell that are .. pleasing of these .. thoughts." she said softly, looking to him with a brighter smile. Returning her attention to Axel, she nodded slightly. "Have you a place to stay warm? Is there nothing to do to ease the pain?"
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 10:31 pm
Axel was quiet for a moment, but suddenly jerked his head and looked around. Again he was quiet, but at the end of this silence he spoke. "I have been sleeping outside... but tonight I will sleep in here. As for the pain... I do not know what is wrong, so I can not. ease it." After speaking he placed his head upon the table. "...I shall sleep now..."
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 10:34 pm
Nodding slightly as he gave her a kiss on the nose before sitting back down.
"Then ease your mind, Zi."
He then looked over to Axel and blinked slowly. The air around Axel would slowly start to heat up.
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 10:38 pm
Arching a brow, she conjured a pillow as he leaned over and rested. smiling brightly, she stood and gently ran her fingers over his broad shoulders, giving him a little squeeze as she conjured a blanket also. "Rest well, my friend." she said softly. Wandering around him toward one of the couches, she looked to Tutsumi and pointed in the direction of one of the more plush looking couches. "Shall we sit over here so as not to disturb him?" she asked with a small giggle.
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 10:42 pm
Nodding, he followed after her gesture and sat down on one of the cushions. He smiled and waited for her.
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 10:49 pm
Leaning her side against the back of the couch, she curled her legs up under herself. The moment she got settled, a rather large plush bear appeared, which squished in a big hug, clearly seeking a comforting feeling. Smiling brightly again, she looked to him, eyes sparkling. "Are you well?"
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 10:51 pm
"That I am. Why don't you talk to me about that's bugging you though?"
He moved closer and gave her a hug, cuddling her slightly to see if she would refuse or accept.
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 11:02 pm
Still clinging to the bear, she accepted the comfort of his touch without hesitation. After a moment, she inhaled deeply, he would be able to feel as she exhaled her entire body relaxing. "I would not want to burden you with my troubles. Especially when I have no idea how to express what is troubling me. The only way I can put it .. there are three core things that are good but troublesome .. returning to the elven village is the biggest of those as this will mean facing not only the reason for my exile but those responsible for making the decision .. I have never had family before, the idea of meeting one let alone two whom are supposed to be important persons within the life of a family is simply tremendous .. and I still know not how to be a good mate and I worry for Hunter though I will not try to control his life, I pine for his touch but I will not make an attempt to try to gain his attention as I know he has much to do." she said softly, looking to him with wide, apologetic eyes.
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 11:12 pm
Nodding slowly, he continued to hold her in his arms before running his fingers through her hair slowly.
"I can understand that it's going to be earth shattering for you, but it's but something you must jump over. I will say this though, a family is made up of those who love you and will always be there for you. That means everyone here which fits that is your family. As for Hunter...a mate isn't all that matters...it's a relationship. Both of you have to be there for each other, know each other's weak spot and cover them up without the other party having to say anything. It's based on love...and if you want I could try to council both of you?"
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 11:19 pm
"David speaks highly of Grandfather, I have little worry there though I do still wonder if he and especially my mother may feel I have brought shame for my past actions leading to my exile. Though Father has assured me that both he and Grandfather will show their support of me if needed .. I still worry. Despite being my Grandfather and Mother .. we have never met .. they cannot truly speak of my character. If it comes to it, I will say as such with all due respect. I .. am unaccustomed to having many who would stand by my side. Only my Master has ever .. Oh dear, I continue to be pessimistic." she said softly, sitting up a bit, almost as if she was pulling away from his touch, feeling undeserving of comfort. "Hunter went to fight Vice .. I have yet to hear from him since. I worry for him yet I have full confidence that he is a survivor and will return as soon as he can." she said softly but the tinge of sadness could be heard in her voice, confirmed with the slightest movement of her arms tightening around the bear.
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 11:31 pm
"Get used to it, Zi. We...including myself...would do almost anything for you. The only person I've seen so far who didn't like you was that girl a few nights ago...and she was a little crazy. Eitherway...I'm here for you, thick and thin."
He sighed slightly and moved away slightly, but not before running the tips of his fingers along her back lightly to show he didn't mind if she wanted comfort, he'd be there for her.
"I also think Hunter's fine...though I know not of his skill...but let's say he is, shall we?"
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 11:49 pm
Curling up tighter, it would be clear that she was moments away from wanting to escape. "It is so bitter sweet .. All my life I wished to have someone, anyone perhaps even several to call friend. Now I find that finally, after a lifetime of outcast and abuse .. there are so many. I cannot help but wonder why fate has been so cruel and yet so kind. I worry that I mat lose it all again. I believe my heart would break .. if that happened. I wish to control it in the sense of having balance, I want not for my life to be unstable with unknown factors every moment." she said softly, looking to him with a small smile. "Indeed, we shall say he is."
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Posted: Wed Dec 12, 2007 11:57 pm
"You haven't heard me...have you? I personally will make sure I'm here for you."
He moved his hand away and looked down slightly, almost sensing she wanted to distance herself from him.
"Life is what one makes it...that's what they say. I say...life is what others try to make it...and what you allow and refuse to happen."
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Posted: Thu Dec 13, 2007 12:03 am
She looked at him with a very somber smile, her eyes slowly darkening to a rich royal blue. "I have been labeled a freak, a monster my entire life .. after hearing accusations such as that so often for so long, it is impossible not to believe such things as truth. It is not easy to shed such thoughts in such little time." she said softly before burring her face against the plushie.
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Posted: Thu Dec 13, 2007 12:10 am
"If' you're a freak...and a monster...then I must be evil incarnate and an outcast of the universe. Honestly though, Zi...you're a really sweet girl. Beautiful too. I can tell you're shy about me saying this but it's true. Now, you have to come to grips with that. We all have our faults and defects, no one should judge another for something like that."
He slowly reached out and ran his hand slowly over the back of her head, massaging certain points softly.
"I'm not asking you to forget or to cast everything aside. What I am asking, however, is that you look at this in another light and come out of the closet a little."
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