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 Posted: Thu Dec 22, 2011 2:06 am
I hate it when I feel lonely like this. ; n ; *clings plushie* I hope I fall asleep soon.
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Posted: Thu Dec 22, 2011 4:00 am
Try to find gaudy christmas socks, can't find them. When trying to avoid them at all costs, OMG THEY'RE EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Posted: Thu Dec 22, 2011 4:04 am
epic-writer42 Try to find gaudy christmas socks, can't find them. When trying to avoid them at all costs, OMG THEY'RE EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Pretty much all I have are Christmas/Halloween socks. My mom thinks it's funny to buy them, and I actually don't have any normal ones XD
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Posted: Thu Dec 22, 2011 7:25 pm
Please be my mom's fault for smoking so much. Please be something minor. Please some random asthma, some random allergy, some random anything that doctors know how to handle. Please do not be the Scleroderma going after my lungs.
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Posted: Fri Dec 23, 2011 4:34 am
He's in a relationship now... I guess that whole not wanting a relationship thing just meant not with ME, not in general...
I mean, I'm happy for him and she seems cool and he seems happy... but it still kind of breaks my heart like a lot.
I guess I should probably give up on him now, but it's so hard. I still love him so much... crying
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Posted: Sat Dec 24, 2011 12:47 am
I hate feeling lonely. I hate it so much. I don't regret anything except my own ********, and the fact that I feel... lacking right now. I don't know why I have to feel like I'm missing it, damn it. I never did before.
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Posted: Sat Dec 24, 2011 1:19 am
I keep switching between:
1. This is the most awkward break up of my life.
2. Don't go all "OMG ROB! You just met the guy, calm the ******** down."
3. I'm staring my own mortality in the face, why aren't I terrified?
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Posted: Sat Dec 24, 2011 9:01 am
You can never give up on anything. You seem cool, so he's a butthead if he doesn't feel the same way about him. Just be his friend, then maybe one day he'll wake up and notice all he's wanted has been there the whole time *you*. I know how you feel... This made me wanna cry. Little Miss Fortune He's in a relationship now... I guess that whole not wanting a relationship thing just meant not with ME, not in general...
I mean, I'm happy for him and she seems cool and he seems happy... but it still kind of breaks my heart like a lot.
I guess I should probably give up on him now, but it's so hard. I still love him so much... crying
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Posted: Sat Dec 24, 2011 9:04 am
*Sitting here crying and singing*
I'm in love with my best friend
And I don't even know how to tell her
I'm in love with my best friend
So maybe I should write her a letter
I got to keep it real
And tell her how I feel
Cause I don't want to lose her forever
heart redface cry heart
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Posted: Sat Dec 24, 2011 11:42 am
beautiful_disatar180 You can never give up on anything. You seem cool, so he's a butthead if he doesn't feel the same way about him. Just be his friend, then maybe one day he'll wake up and notice all he's wanted has been there the whole time *you*. I know how you feel... This made me wanna cry.
We tried being friends for a while, but then he just randomly stopped talking to me without any warning. I haven't even spoken to him since July =/
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Posted: Sat Dec 24, 2011 11:51 am
*Is a plentiful well of self delusion...but is totally okay with that cause it trips anxieties bony a** up.*
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