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 Posted: Sun Dec 11, 2011 11:28 pm
I'm glad I have a tumblr. It's probably the only thing keeping me sane with inane chatter that is also easy to view on this damn iPad.
Sometimes I can't tell if I'm an emotionless b***h or just temporarily numb. I guess if I can still feel guilty enough to think about it, it's only the bitchy part, but still. Good people must constantly feel like s**t if that's true, so I guess I'll never know.
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2011 12:23 am
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Pst Nim, you should totally tell me your handle <3
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2011 12:32 am
Miss Perfection •○♣☼♣○•
Pst Nim, you should totally tell me your handle <3
I don't know the full story but it seems like you're under a heap of stress, it's likely you're just numb and blocking it as a defence mechanism to help your brain from getting overloaded. Deep breaths sweetie I know you're not an emotionless horrible person even if you don't agree with me right now.
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It's Nimbeast. ouo And I pretty much typed an explanation in your thread. XD I hate typing on an iPad, IT TAKES BLOODY FOREVER. And thanks Perf. The thing is, I'm not that stressed... So I'm actually pretty sure it's actually me. It's basically bothering me that it's not bothering me, if that makes sense. I think I'm just getting used to s**t hitting the fan, and I'm not sure that's healthy.
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2011 12:35 am
I have a class at 9:30. Why the hell am I awake?
I hate telling people I have a boyfriend because I don't feel like I have one. I'm not even sure I want one right now.
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2011 1:41 am
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2011 1:55 am
Do you have a Tumblr I can follow back? o:
I dunno really anymore. I'm probably just overthinking things. Thanks for tryingto reassure me, anyway. I'm glad to see you back, Perf. <3 It's nice to talk to someone aout this stuff.
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2011 2:19 am
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Sure, sorry I thought it would let you know in your feed I added you!
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2011 3:02 am
Tumblr's apparently been sucking about followers and such lately, I guess. Glitchy. D: Got you now though, mwahaha. >8D
/huffles back. I am pretty tired, yeah. xD But I'll be able to chill after semester's over, planning to move into an apartment with my sis and lose me some fattage and also hopefully rejoin Skype stuff. And, well, no worries you've never been a jerk to me. ouo /patpat. Same offer of chatting to you, too. You've listened to me rant, I should be able to return the favor. xD
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2011 3:21 am
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Oh la la should I be scared? XD
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2011 3:37 am
Naw I'm just a good stalker 8D and I post disturbing things >,> that second part is the part to worry about.
Yeah I'm actually supposed to be studying right now. xD' sort of am buuuut uh. My English class is just really easy so I'm mostly just reading the book the essay's going to be on since there's nothing else I can do for that clase. e,e' And yeah hopefully I'll be okay xD I went through some drastic weight changes this year, halfway made it to my goal weight and gained back and MORE when I was sick. D:< And I hope so, I felt bad when I left Skype last time. Also, I'm sure people aren't nearly as angry at you as you think. Most of us were just confused and sad when you quit D: No permaleaving now, okies? Breaks are good but it's scary to think of not being able to see someone ever again. ouo <3 I am sending you a e-hug via pillow. >8D
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2011 3:59 am
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Right I'll keep that in mind XD
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2011 4:20 am
I should probably pop off though, it is 4 AM. .__. Final's at 5PM but I should try to sleep earlier than my usual 9AM. xD
The book's The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime and it's pretty decent; it's supposed to be from a vaguely autistic POV and has a good voice. And yeah, plus we have a swimming pool and gym at the apartment so I won't just be a veggie hooked to the compy. >n>' I'm sure they are. I miss Skype after Dark and peeps and the Conspiracy crew. ;u;
And if you guys are all friends then they'll be ready to forgive you for whatever happened, if it did actually upset them as much as you think it did. At the very least, I'm sure they'll be understanding; that's really what makes someone a friend, I think. And heh, it's okay if it's temporary, it's just always good to have a chat to catch up or just ramble. I missed talking to you. <3
I should probably log off Gaia now though. ;u; I'm going to be in trouble if I wake up late tommorrow, I woke up at 4PM today lol, can't do that again.
Night night and have a good day Perfy! ouo <3
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2011 4:35 am
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Oh gosh go RIGHT now NIM! Haul butt off, I'm so sorry I didn't know you had finals and what time it was there or I wouldn't have nattered on like this. All the best for later <3
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2011 1:46 pm
;; perfy is never annoying or drama llamaish ./huggles <3
ttlymissyouomg;o;
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Posted: Mon Dec 12, 2011 4:28 pm
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XD it's sweet you think that. Thanks dear *hugs* <3
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