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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 2:17 am
"Survivor .." she said softly. Caught between her thoughts of being down on herself and inspiration, she realized her eyes were stinging, the others would likely notice their color grew darker.
"Ziven. We are with you. Do not walk the path of lonliness and separation. You can be happy here with us." Feldspar said softly, moving a hand toward Ziven who recoiled. "We are all friends. You will not hurt us. Your love for us does not mean our doom, got it? They will tell you the same." she said to Ziven with confidence.
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 2:30 am
Xander nodded. "Its true Lady Ziven. We are all friends here. We can all take care of ourselves. Just because we all can doesnt mean that we cant use a friends help." At first Hunter and Ryan didnt say anything. Hunter nodded with Xanders words, then looked to his father. Xander looked back towards ziven. "Besides lady ziven, We dont mind caring for others. If you were ever in trouble I would jump in for a second to help you. Not caring for the consequences to myself, only for the fact that you would too, if given the chance." He says with a smile he blushed slightly and looked down. Ryan Just stared into zivens eyes. His eyes flashed a darkness then returned to normal. "Your sister is right. If you dont listen to her then listen to me. I have walked that path. It is lonely. There is pain. It will hurt. Not caring for others in hope that they will not be harmed, leads to others not caring for you. That life is a sad one. An empty one. It took many life times for me to figure it out. With some help." He says as he turns to xander. He nods. "Believe in yourself as much as you believe in others. Care for yourself as much as others and you will be as strong as the others you care for and believe in so much. What you see in others around you, they see in you, which is why they stay around."
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 2:43 am
Nodding, she looked each in the eye, appreciaring their words, smiling again. "I love you all. Please forgive me." she said before disappearing with a small pop.
Feldspar had been smiling before Ziven left. Rather suddenly her somber cheer changed to quiet fury. Again she crossed her arms, growling loudly, her dragon sid showing clearly with the dep rumbling. "I don't care how deeply she loved him, damn that man for dying on her. Coward or weak. Bahh, it does not matter. You, and you .. I can smell your pheromones clear across the room. If either of you have any serious interest in being her mate, you will treat her better than that oaf or I will taste your flesh, are we clear?" she said sternly looking to Xander and Hunter.
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 2:58 am
Xander and Hunters mouths drop again for a second. Ryan starts laughing aloud. "Cant wait to hear this." Xander looks about. then nods. "Well.. i must be first then. I am positive I will be there for her.. If i am chosen. I would not want to cause her harm." Xander says with a nod. Hunter looks about. "Must be me then. One.. I Do not fear Death, I only fear for those whom i leave behind. Two.. Nothing in this world can stop me, Not as long as i wish to keep going. Three.. Unlike Xander... I wont die on her, or harm her.. Ill treat her exactly as she should, Like a lady, Like a princess. She will become more Independent and Strong, Just as I am becoming. Together we can grow, she will be happy. I cant promise you ill make her happy. But I can Promise Ill do every thing i can to try and make her happy." He said now standing tall. Ryan was quite shocked. He didnt expect that answer from his son. Xander didnt either. "Im not backing down young one.." Xander Said. "Neither am I...." Says Hunter. "May The Best fit win.." Xander said with a nod. "Its not a game friend. But I will.." Hunter said with a nod. Again. Ryan Was shocked. "Well well well.. Only a few days old, already interested in women.. And knows how to treat them as well. Just like his father. Xander.. Good luck to you.. youll need it.." Ryan says with a laugh.
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 3:13 am
"She will never choose. She would rather remain friends with all rather than attempt to pursue greater happiness with one if there were a chance of causing and sadness or hard feeling for the other. However .. she also has the belief that she is absolutely undeserving of anything good.To lover her and be loved by her is a beautiful challenge." she said softly with a sigh. "Hunter .. you are absolutely right."
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 3:21 am
Xander nods. "Im sorry Lady Feldspar.. I didnt mean it as it came out.. it was the drinks." Hunter nods. "Its okay friend. We know. This sounds like it is gonna be tough though." "Eh.. Food For Thought.." Xander says with a nod. "Food for thought Requires a mind with teeth." He says back to him Ryan laughs. "Dont worry Lady Feldspar, I place my credibility on these two. Either one would make a fine mate for ziven, they would treat her right."
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 3:32 am
"I am satisfied. The challenge is discovering her, helping her remember that she is a good person, encouraging her decisions, nurturing her love and above all .. that she is rested, happy, taken care of. She will always make you the priority, no matter how dire her own circumstances are for even upon the brink of death, even if she knows it is of no fault to her own, she will apologize or feel sorrow for the burden she may cause if only for a brief moment." she said passionately, her tone still somber, her expression changing, looking as if she herself could use a hug.
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 3:40 am
Hunter nods. "wow.. she such a sad person.. but she seems so happy.. why does she feel such? Sorrow.. i hate it.. she shouldnt have to deal with it. " Xanders turns his attention to Feldspar. "And what of yourself. You speak much of your sister though little of yourself. Do you feel such as you sister?" He asks tilting his head. Ryan sighs. he too felt bad for ziven. "She doesnt need your pity.. she needs your support.. didnt you listen. Hearing and listening are two different things son. make sure you listen even if you dont hear it. She has a sad life. But her life isnt over. She just needs something to bring her up is all. Maybe she should drink with us?" Ryan says with a smirk and small laugh. Hunter and xander both look at ryan. The two of them forgot that ryan drank.
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 11:14 am
"Indeed, she needs no pity. She is far stronger than that. Only understanding and encouragement, she should no longer be tormented by the events of her past yet she is. If anyone wonders if she is truly part dragon, her stubbornness to let go of these past events, this fear, is part of it. She is determined to be absolutely perfect to everyone all the time for the rest of her life. An impossibly high standard. I can say, however, she has grown a lot in the few years she has left our home. She actually smiles, actually tries to be social .. she did not before, she would simply stand aside, watching all." She smiled and leaned back in her chair for a moment. Looking to them all, she nodded her head. "All will be well. I must remember to interact with her more as a human in the ways humans would. Excuse me a moment." she said softly, rising from her seat. Wandering carefully to the bar, she started rummaging through the cupboards for water.
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 11:23 am
Xander and hunter stood up. "Do you need help?" They looked at each other. Ryan Spoke out again. "Listen idiots.. You can help a lady and not be a fool about it. If she needs help she will ask for it. If not then she doesnt need the help." Ryan says as he sat still. Hunter sits down. "Sorry father. I just wished to help Lady zivens sister." he says as he plays with his fingers abit then fixes his hair.
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 11:32 am
"I am thirsty, nothing critical. If any of you can point me to the correct cupboard, that would be the only help I would require, all that would do is save me the hassle of searching each door until I find a glass." she said, turning back to them with a smile for a moment. This reminded her oddly of her visits to the elven village when there were young elves about meeting a dragon for the first time. Looking at Ryan for a moment, she arched a brow before sending her thoughts. "Their excessive eagerness is flattering, I must admit, if a bit overwhelming. I am a dragon, not some helpless delicate flower. They will learn this of myself and of Ziven, though she is far more shy and humble than I." As she spoke to Ryan, she still began her search for a glass, wanting very much to drink something, perhaps something to eat also.
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 11:39 am
Ryan Nods. And replies to her the same way she spoke to him. 'aye.. Forgive them Lady Feldspar.. They both... are young.. naive even.. They only wish to be helpfull.' He waited for one of them to speak. Hunter looked about the cabinets. "Uhhh.." "ehhhh..." Xander scratched the top of his head. "errr uh..." Ryan Laughs aloud. "neither of you know.. so chill... Lady feldspar its to the top.. farthest to the right..." He said with a nod.
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 11:44 am
"My thanks to you all, gentlemen." she said cheerfully to them all. Moving to the cupboard Ryan indicated, she fetched a glass and, after fiddling with the sink for a few moments, sorting out how to use the tap, she filled it with cool water and returned to the table at which they sat, beginning to slowly sip the water as they continued to speak. "What else brings you fine, strong men to this bar. One might be of the opinion that you would be training or more aggressively seeking a mate or some such." she asked with a smile, arching a brow again at Ryan for a moment.
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 12:54 pm
Every time I see you something happens to me Like a chain reaction between you and me My heart starts missing a beat My heart starts missing a beat Everytime....
Lyrics echoed into the inn as a new man walked in, glowing green eyes taking in the seen with a sort of sadistic glee. Fiery red hair fell over the eyes to cover them, revealing small yet pointed ears. Like an offshoot of an elf. Clas in black pants with a red shirt, a black jacket slung over one shoulder and held by black gloved arms, a black tie loosened around his neck, an acoustic guitar strapepd to his back. He had the look of a profesisonal musician, though he preferred to travel.
Striding in with an regal air, he took his seat and drew his musical intrusment, closing his eyes and strumming a few chords to help tune it. It had been days since he last played...and days since his last fix. The addiction, always nagging at him. The glow of his eyes were starting to fade as his right hand shook a little, though he clamed it easily. His fix would come later.
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 1:39 pm
Hunter nods abit, blushing slightly. Xander did as well. Ryan Was the only to not blush. "Well.. It has been Xander and My tradition to have two days of fun and relaxation before we train heavily. Today will be the second day. Tomorrow we spar.. to see where we are as of now.. and afterwards we train. Helping each other out to become the warriors we know we can become. Together me and Xander will train Hunter, Physically as well as mentally. Being a warrior is completely dependent upon the persons mentality. " He says with a nod. He laughs and smiles abit. "As for Seeking a mate. These two.. already bicker over ziven... And myself, well.. I always let my mates seek me. I only seek those who sought me. Patience is the companion of wisdom. Kindness is more important than wisdom, and the recognition of this is the beginning of wisdom." He said with a nod. He realizes he may have just confused every one in the room. He smiles and scratches his head abit.
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