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 Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2011 5:53 pm
GOOD NEWS!
Apparently, my mom says after going to see my poppa this afternoon, that he's made a significant improvement enough to take him out of critical care! Was feeding himself and everything O: his kidneys are still failing but otherwise she had a nice visit >w< dunno how long it'll last or if this is the miracle we didn't expect, but is it ever nice to see xD
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2011 8:04 pm
Silent Sympathy Not at all. That's just me trying not to get my hopes up and being a bundle of nerves.
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2011 10:20 pm
I'm always afraid I'll get disappointed.
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2011 10:34 pm
Silent Sympathy I'm always afraid I'll get disappointed.
...Right?
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2011 11:07 pm
....Kind of? I'd be lying if I said no... I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I've come to expect it from everyone, even my closest friends..
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Posted: Sat Dec 03, 2011 12:14 am
Silent Sympathy ....Kind of? I'd be lying if I said no... I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I've come to expect it from everyone, even my closest friends..
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Posted: Sat Dec 03, 2011 12:50 am
I'm sorry. It's kind of the result of all the times growing up everyone kind of let me down. So called friends I had before... Even my parents. Oh, goodness. I'm a terrible mess.
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Posted: Sat Dec 03, 2011 1:28 am
Silent Sympathy I'm sorry. It's kind of the result of all the times growing up everyone kind of let me down. So called friends I had before... Even my parents. Oh, goodness. I'm a terrible mess.
It's understandable for you to think that way, though. D: It sounds like you've been met with a lot of disappointment in your life.
*hugs* It's going to be all right. D:
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Posted: Sat Dec 03, 2011 3:18 am
The main way I deal with problems is by talking to people
So if I have no one to talk to, I break down
Why is everyone so busy all of a sudden? I feel like people are avoiding me. I'm probably just being paranoid, but everything is falling apart. I'm thinking about someone that I reeeeeeally shouldn't be thinking about... >.<
I just need to talk to someone... and maybe be held for a few minutes hours days years =( <3
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Posted: Sat Dec 03, 2011 10:44 am
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Posted: Sun Dec 04, 2011 9:47 am
Nicky ran away again.
My kitten star is gone.
I don't know what to do
I can't take this
I want my baby back
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Posted: Sun Dec 04, 2011 10:09 am
I know... It's really unfair to other, but I just can't help but do it. I've lost a lot of friends because of it and I don't want to lose anymore. The disappointments from my parents is what still hurts. Of all the people you'd expect not to.. But regardless of that, I want to change, but I don't even know where to begin.. Thank you. I hope so.
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Posted: Sun Dec 04, 2011 5:02 pm
Silent Sympathy I know... It's really unfair to other, but I just can't help but do it. I've lost a lot of friends because of it and I don't want to lose anymore. The disappointments from my parents is what still hurts. Of all the people you'd expect not to.. But regardless of that, I want to change, but I don't even know where to begin.. Thank you. I hope so.
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Posted: Sun Dec 04, 2011 7:41 pm
Yes, I'm hosting the theater company party on the 30th of december. No, I don't have a date to homecoming. Yes I understand that you find it hilarious get out of my face. No, I don't really care about your boyfriend. Yes, I am in fact very busy tonight. No, I'm not being difficult. Yes, i am indeed very angry with you. No, I do not under any circumstance want to talk about it, especially with you. Yes, i will be at school tomorrow. No, I don't want to sit and talk with you about "something very important". have a good night.
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