|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Oct 20, 2011 1:45 pm
Nathannn! Where have you been lately?!?! T___T
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Oct 20, 2011 9:57 pm
Huh, I didn't know that saying 'we can still be friends' meant not talking at all and avoiding contact whatsoever. That's oddly amusing to me. Not that I give a damn, just a random thought.
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 3:42 am
-Mizu teh Artsi- Huh, I didn't know that saying 'we can still be friends' meant not talking at all and avoiding contact whatsoever. That's oddly amusing to me. Not that I give a damn, just a random thought.
Somebody I know seems to have the same idea of what that means <.<
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 12:08 pm
-Mizu teh Artsi- Huh, I didn't know that saying 'we can still be friends' meant not talking at all and avoiding contact whatsoever. That's oddly amusing to me. Not that I give a damn, just a random thought. chicken run!!! heh bad Kam but yarr people that do that are rather gray and are to afraid to be black or white and just be straight forward and honest *hugs*
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 4:41 pm
For the love of god, I try to spend my weekend relaxing and enjoying the fact tomorrow is my b-day, but my parents fight...but they got over it already...and family drama is trying to but in............*Starts throwing knives at life.*HOW DO YOU LIKE IT?! Do you like it when people throw back?!
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 7:51 pm
Nothing beats a well deserved sleep. Staying up past 11:30 is usually on the rare occasion that there is someone I really enjoy talking to up and about.
I feel bad that I have been in a designing rut and I blame it on school and feeling like I do not have enough time for it or drawing in general. I still need to finish a very overdue piece of work for Mr. Tea and Something British.
Watched two thirds of "Sense and Sensibility" and my family and I could not stop cracking up. I do hope that the middle daughter ditches her current love and goes with the other guy! Current is too arrogant. No spoilers.
Sometimes or some songs just put me in my "Good Epiphany" mood. It's pretty sweet. This is probably the first good secret(s) post I have made yet.
I do wish some people would just follow sensible advice given to them or things that I find obvious.
One of the most memorable parts in my field trip this morning was the bathroom. You go inside and it just looks like a normal bathroom. Right? Right. Then you open the seat and all you see is this pitch black chute going down. Upon seating yourself you then feel a cool vaccum breeze—there is no water or flushing involved. First time I'd experienced that.
@Two certain people: Status update. Pretend I said* something in detail here that was intelligent and made perfect sense! However, I am filling that "status update" item slightly. There are some secrets tucked in there! *if I did, at least in here, would it not consist as breaking the rules as I would be possibly giving example or if not, people would know who upon merely skimming through a few pages? However, this post, even, might be doing that concerning the "@Two certain people"....
Aren't I so smart? Making the most important part of my post visible?
P.S. I am oddly happy that I did not even feel the urge to use any emotes during this post.
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Oct 21, 2011 9:57 pm
Desperate times call for desperate measures. *Listens to his MP3 player hoping that some awesome music will help clear up his cold.*
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 2:11 am
Spent all day yesterday in a meeting about work and all I can remember is that we're going to start selling red velvet cakes. Either I need to start paying more attention, or they need to not bring up food to people who haven't even had breakfast yet.
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 3:38 am
@ Vin--now I'm craving red velvet. xD <3 Though that might just be cravings.
Rereading this... going to make it tiny text since I'm sure some of it is TMI and most of it is just me rambling anyway.
I have officially been bleeding for two and a half months, the number of days where there was minimal blood I am able to count on one hand. Hoor-ay.
Possibly related to somehow instinctively realizing the blood thing in my sleep, I also had a dream last night that I was literally coughing up blood and blood clots the entire damn time and I think I died in it because I suffocated/drowned(?) with the blood in my throat. But not before (for unknown reasons) I apparently was signed up by several Skypians (I think Ousto, Cake, and Zen for some reason, plus others) to a champion boxing match in an underground area that looked like the conveyer belt from that one level of Kirby Crystal Shards (the 64 game, it seriously reminded me of it exactly. idkwhy). And I seriously got the s**t beaten out of me by whoever I was fighting (I don't remember who, looked familiar though) while I was spitting blood, then I spit blood directly in their face and punched them really hard and they were KO'd. ******** yeah. Weirdest dream I've had in a while. Would've been funny if not for the fact that I swear I could feel myself choking/tasting blood the entire time. And I think I was swarmed by ants at some point. Ugh.
I went to my cousin's debut and was surprised by how uninterested I was. It was pretty. But I guess I couldn't take it seriously. Though I was definitely jealous; I did close to nothing for my 18th, don't even think I got presents other than some really awesome online stuff... I'm not sure, actually, might just have been some hit-and-miss stuff, but I think everyone was more freaking over my health. Anyway. Going to the K-music fest was still a million times better than that kind of debut thing though.
Also surprised by how little feminine things effect me lately. I was allowed to get threading done (yay I'm not Frida Kahlo anymore, sort of), a haircut (shorter hair feels so effing weird), and nails painted, and I was wearing a really cute dress today. I didn't really care for any of it at all, really; it just kind of made me feel uglier and fatter, except for maybe the threading. Not sure why, the hair isn't bad or anything. And I definitely appreciate all the stuff that was done. And shiny nails are distracting... probably the second or third time ever painting them, lol. So eh.
EDIT: Also. Ow. Cramping. Dammit.
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 2:52 pm
This hurts so much
I just want to talk to him
Why is this so hard?
Why am I even this dependent on him?
We're just friends
Ahhh, I hate this T____T
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 3:08 pm
I hate this I don't know what to eat for breakfast D;
I finally have oatmilk yet no cereal D; oh the hardships of life
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 4:12 pm
What do you do when you have much anger, stress, and frustration and no outlet for it, not even an emotional display?
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 4:13 pm
Jennivieve What do you do when you have much anger, stress, and frustration and no outlet for it, not even an emotional display? I usually let off steam by playing video games.
Or if I'm feeling particularly productive, writing a poem or something like that.
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Oct 22, 2011 4:20 pm
Jennivieve What do you do when you have much anger, stress, and frustration and no outlet for it, not even an emotional display? Rant/vent to someone or go for a walk/run or video games like Jedi suggested or sometimes destroying things heh
|
 |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|