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 Posted: Mon Sep 13, 2010 2:46 pm
Creas Nespin Fernagon Lady -Wizzard- Karris Dear Zcb, today my husband of 9 years told me that he no longer loves me and that he no longer wants to spend his life with me. And that he had an affair. My heart is broken and I am shattered. No this is not a joke. I just don't know about anything anymore. Holy hell. Karris, there...there just aren't enough words. If there's anything we can do, tell us. Nespin said it well. The end...
Yes, he did. We're here for you Karris. *hugs*
The beginning...
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Posted: Mon Sep 13, 2010 3:41 pm
I feel bad not being around much because of school.
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Posted: Mon Sep 13, 2010 3:51 pm
Nespin Fernagon Lady -Wizzard- Karris Dear Zcb, today my husband of 9 years told me that he no longer loves me and that he no longer wants to spend his life with me. And that he had an affair. My heart is broken and I am shattered. No this is not a joke. I just don't know about anything anymore. Holy hell. Karris, there...there just aren't enough words. If there's anything we can do, tell us. This. x,x Did not see this earlier... /sends you spirity-e-hugs. ;A; <33333
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Posted: Mon Sep 13, 2010 6:39 pm
-Mizu teh Artsi- I feel bad not being around much because of school. *hugs* no worry or feel bad so much lots of people have school its understandable and even if you not online as much its hard to get rid of friends like me and the others XD
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Posted: Mon Sep 13, 2010 6:41 pm
Kamilio -Mizu teh Artsi- I feel bad not being around much because of school. *hugs* no worry or feel bad so much lots of people have school its understandable and even if you not online as much its hard to get rid of friends like me and the others XD xDD <333 you're awesome
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Posted: Mon Sep 13, 2010 10:36 pm
I feel like I've re-read an old book and finished it again.
I'm not satisfied and not happy, but not unsatisfied and not unhappy. I just feel.... It's oddly irritating, but I don't dislike it.
I wonder if I do this to myself subconciously so that I don't push myself for something that will always be out of reach.
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Posted: Mon Sep 13, 2010 10:41 pm
OH dear zombie jeebus may the induction be on the 17th
I m a soo nervous and frightened right now o.o
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Posted: Tue Sep 14, 2010 10:51 am
I feel overworked =(
The weekend can't come soon enough crying
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Posted: Tue Sep 14, 2010 11:12 am
I have no idea XD
I have good points and stuff and for some reason
its as if everything I worked so hard for just means nothing
it was all based on a matter of timing
so I m on a reserved list for my course(I didnt get accepted because the class is full)
Its abit lulz and completely ridiculous when I think about it
I have to now apply to a bigger course which will probably take two years for me to complete and more time consuming because of the side courses I have to take along with it
makes it rather frustrating
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Posted: Tue Sep 14, 2010 12:40 pm
Warning: copious swearing, self abuse
I wish I could try harder, but I can't - I don't have the mental capacity to care, when I need to help myself so much more than anyone around me needs help. Because, quite frankly, I can't do s**t when all I want to do is sit in the corner and cry for hours on end, and/or simply die. Really, this suicidal s**t is getting on my nerves something awful. DEATH IS NOT THE ANSWER ARCEUSDAMNIT, SELF! No matter how much you want it to be.
(Seperate: And it really was too soon, I tried to tell myself that, but noooo, optimistic-me decided it would be a good idea, while pessimistic-me was telling optimistic-me all the reasons WHY it wasn't a good idea. And optimistic-me agreed and went ahead anyway. Dipshit, ******** dipshit move! Now you have even more to worry you and make you anxious and keep you up at night, idiot.)
My family is just... the same as usual. They don't try to help me help them, they just get pissed when I refuse to coddle them. Gee sorry, doing my best here, sorry I can't be Cinderella!
skjhdghsghksdjghsdjgvbxcnbmzhiyertuytujgdsbmv I need to go hunting or something and get this rage and depression out of my system. x_x
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Posted: Tue Sep 14, 2010 4:05 pm
So we've been waiting ages so that I can drive to my school by myself. worked and practiced driving like crazy over the summer.
As soon as I get a parking permit, literally, as soon as I put the pass on my car and open my door to get in the driver's seat, there's a huge bang and three cars crash in the intersection.
Yeah, not driving by myself for a while.
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Posted: Tue Sep 14, 2010 5:02 pm
No need to read/I just need to get this off my chest badly right nowI Give up
edit:reallY?how incredibly bad can my luck be?how bad can this get?Im overly ******** qualified I have a massive ******** list of recommendations in sports and martial arts and school I get rejected because I was interviewed last -__-
ugh and to top it off instead of helping they just rub it in my face
they tell me to give up
one side tells me to go to france where i ll probably wind up dead on the side of the road and the other one just yells and babbles ugh!
what the helll did I ever do ?;o;
an entire summer its like unbelievable
I rather have my limbs sawed off while Im awake
and then she goes on to yell at me about how I put my friends before family ******** me but what kind of family do I have where are they
I lived pretty much alone for most of my life
friends?only friend I have live far away
the ones over here rather drink hell I could be dead right now they dont care aslong as they get a bottle of alcohol and have good time with some ******** stranger
All I ve ever wanted to do is help people and make people happy but to much bad luck is like baaah I feel like someones playing a video game called bad juju and Im the main character -__-
I ve always tried to be the best I can be But I need a break
I hate it here soo much
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Posted: Tue Sep 14, 2010 5:05 pm
Need to talk about something, Kam? D:
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Posted: Tue Sep 14, 2010 5:09 pm
Kats Kokeshi Doll Need to talk about something, Kam? D: sorry heh just edited it with all the stuff just uni heh =/
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Posted: Tue Sep 14, 2010 5:12 pm
Kam, don't talk like that. Just keep trying and I'm sure you'll get in. heart You're an amazing and intelligent person, and they'd be damn lucky to have you. Trust me, you'll just be fine. Just keep going at it. 3nodding
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