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Posted: Tue Oct 04, 2011 5:41 am
I'm not having a good day, or a good week. Hell life feels pretty s**t at the moment. I have nobody to turn to. I've drifted away from here, i mean i don't even know why I'm posting here. Guess I just need to rant.
I just, don't have anyone to trust anymore.
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Posted: Tue Oct 04, 2011 10:23 pm
So much for being friends.
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Posted: Wed Oct 05, 2011 4:29 am
I want to stop loving him
Why couldn't the technology from Eternal Sunshine be real? I'd give anything to be able to forget him
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Posted: Wed Oct 05, 2011 10:23 am
My dad just got the results from my grandpy's CT, MRI, etc. My mom and I were watching the little DVD they were all on....the tumors were ******** huge. I thought maybe it was the machine showing something in the background or something but they can't be anything other than tumors. We counted the darker spots and it was the same number as the amount of tumors he has.
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Posted: Wed Oct 05, 2011 11:54 am
Why am I paying $1000 for two courses that the teacher is horrible at teaching, and no one is learning anything, and the teacher he replaced (due to mat. leave) is gonna be back next semester and drive us to the ground when we aren't used to for a university course? I'm curious.
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Posted: Wed Oct 05, 2011 7:40 pm
You know what I hate? When couples can't keep their pants on and post their everlasting love for each other everywhere, whenever they want to. We get it, you love them to bits and pieces, but for God sake keep your junk in your pants and your legs closed, the world doesn't need to hear/see it over and over again.
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Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2011 1:43 am
-Mizu teh Artsi- Why am I paying $1000 for two courses that the teacher is horrible at teaching, and no one is learning anything, and the teacher he replaced (due to mat. leave) is gonna be back next semester and drive us to the ground when we aren't used to for a university course? I'm curious. Does your teacher at least teach accurately? The teacher in my computer class is an idiot and should be fired, not because she's a mean lady, but it's almost like she payed them to work there and seem smart, she knows nothing.
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Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2011 7:05 am
CH0Z0 -Mizu teh Artsi- Why am I paying $1000 for two courses that the teacher is horrible at teaching, and no one is learning anything, and the teacher he replaced (due to mat. leave) is gonna be back next semester and drive us to the ground when we aren't used to for a university course? I'm curious. Does your teacher at least teach accurately? The teacher in my computer class is an idiot and should be fired, not because she's a mean lady, but it's almost like she payed them to work there and seem smart, she knows nothing. He teaches with some accuracy, but the concern is that he's not treating it as a university course, when we've paid big bucks to be drilled into the ground.
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Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2011 7:28 am
-Mizu teh Artsi- CH0Z0 -Mizu teh Artsi- Why am I paying $1000 for two courses that the teacher is horrible at teaching, and no one is learning anything, and the teacher he replaced (due to mat. leave) is gonna be back next semester and drive us to the ground when we aren't used to for a university course? I'm curious. Does your teacher at least teach accurately? The teacher in my computer class is an idiot and should be fired, not because she's a mean lady, but it's almost like she payed them to work there and seem smart, she knows nothing. He teaches with some accuracy, but the concern is that he's not treating it as a university course, when we've paid big bucks to be drilled into the ground. I guess there are different perspectives of what a university teacher may be: Somebody who push stuff into our heads like any other teacher or somebody with competent knowledge who guide us trough our own research. At least to mention two possibilities.
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Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2011 8:13 am
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Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2011 8:47 am
Gakre -Mizu teh Artsi- CH0Z0 -Mizu teh Artsi- Why am I paying $1000 for two courses that the teacher is horrible at teaching, and no one is learning anything, and the teacher he replaced (due to mat. leave) is gonna be back next semester and drive us to the ground when we aren't used to for a university course? I'm curious. Does your teacher at least teach accurately? The teacher in my computer class is an idiot and should be fired, not because she's a mean lady, but it's almost like she payed them to work there and seem smart, she knows nothing. He teaches with some accuracy, but the concern is that he's not treating it as a university course, when we've paid big bucks to be drilled into the ground. I guess there are different perspectives of what a university teacher may be: Somebody who push stuff into our heads like any other teacher or somebody with competent knowledge who guide us trough our own research. At least to mention two possibilities. Yeah, I dunno, it just feels like an ordinary college course rather than a university one, most of the information has gone right over my head, and I'm not the only one because his teaching style is shotty at best x.x
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Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2011 10:35 am
I am an idiot. For various reasons. But wow.
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Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2011 1:10 pm
My mom just asked me what it meant when they find colon cancer in your neck. She then asked how bad that was. I couldn't answer her. I'm pretty sure I know the answer, I just couldn't bring myself to tell her.
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Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2011 3:26 pm
I want to rip into a head of raw broccoli like you wouldn't believe. The problem? I ******** hate broccoli. WHY AM I CRAVING IT
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Posted: Thu Oct 06, 2011 4:58 pm
It's so hard to wake up on Fridays knowing how shitty my day is going to be. Every day is hard as it is, but Fridays are ******** terrible. I still have a couple hours left of today, but I'm already dreading tomorrow.
At least during the summer, my biggest obstacle was just getting out of bed in the morning. Getting out of bed is still hard, but nowadays I have so much other shittiness in store after I wake up. I have nothing to look forward to anymore. Why do I even bother fighting so hard to get through each day when there's no ******** point anyway?I feel suicidal, and I need help.
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