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 Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2012 5:37 am
"Life ******** sucks.
Just had the most amazing week in ages, because of someone I met.
Playing minecraft, messing around, etc.
And now I know that this amazing person may not be in my life for much longer...
I know the originally said me to not get attached because they weren't well, but I didn't expect this all to happen this soon..."
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Posted: Mon Jul 09, 2012 6:39 pm
Deranged Hero "Life ******** sucks.
Just had the most amazing week in ages, because of someone I met.
Playing minecraft, messing around, etc.
And now I know that this amazing person may not be in my life for much longer...
I know the originally said me to not get attached because they weren't well, but I didn't expect this all to happen this soon..." That really does suck. Hope you're alright. I'd imagine that you'd probably want to live out your days together doing something you both enjoy. Create a huge god damned Minecraft world that you both designed. That'd be a good departure gift. On another note, I have had a very irritating week - but not as irritating as yours. I have lived with a condition for the past ten years, and I've been hopeful for the past year that I might be finding some sort of treatment for it. I've tried all the treatments I possibly can, and have had little success. I had hoped today's consult would lead me to a new treatment, but alas, I've been told we've exerted all of our options and any new treatment is either too expensive (and not covered by private health cover or by universal health care) or simply experimental. It drives me up the wall to know that a simple condition cannot be treated by conventional methods, and I'm going to either have to try Naturopathy or Herbalism (honestly, life isn't like Skyrim; I can't just alchemise a health potion and hope it's effective). That being said, I'm extremely skeptical of Naturopaths because, in my eyes, if it works in nature, it'd be imported into conventional medicinal fields. Seemingly stuck between a rock and a hard place here, and no surgeon seems to want to undertake the most effective treatment: invasive surgery. It drives me up the wall. My irritation grows stronger knowing that my university results were released and am only just scraping the Honours degree cut-off. Not to mention the fact that I've had to work 32 hours in two days, am wrecked, and continue to lack a part-time Clerkship required by law to get my practicing certificate next year. I'm broke, seemingly futureless, sick, stressed, overworked, underpaid and tired. So... angry.
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 2:44 am
Lord Denning That really does suck. Hope you're alright. I'd imagine that you'd probably want to live out your days together doing something you both enjoy. Create a huge god damned Minecraft world that you both designed. That'd be a good departure gift. On another note, I have had a very irritating week - but not as irritating as yours. I have lived with a condition for the past ten years, and I've been hopeful for the past year that I might be finding some sort of treatment for it. I've tried all the treatments I possibly can, and have had little success. I had hoped today's consult would lead me to a new treatment, but alas, I've been told we've exerted all of our options and any new treatment is either too expensive (and not covered by private health cover or by universal health care) or simply experimental. It drives me up the wall to know that a simple condition cannot be treated by conventional methods, and I'm going to either have to try Naturopathy or Herbalism (honestly, life isn't like Skyrim; I can't just alchemise a health potion and hope it's effective). That being said, I'm extremely skeptical of Naturopaths because, in my eyes, if it works in nature, it'd be imported into conventional medicinal fields. Seemingly stuck between a rock and a hard place here, and no surgeon seems to want to undertake the most effective treatment: invasive surgery. It drives me up the wall. My irritation grows stronger knowing that my university results were released and am only just scraping the Honours degree cut-off. Not to mention the fact that I've had to work 32 hours in two days, am wrecked, and continue to lack a part-time Clerkship required by law to get my practicing certificate next year. I'm broke, seemingly futureless, sick, stressed, overworked, underpaid and tired. So... angry. "We plan to play lots of games together when he feels well enough.
Man, that sucks. It's always worst when you have high hopes, and things come crashing down around you. I do hope you find something that helps though, or find someone that will help.
Sounds tiring, you need some downtime.
I hope things turn around for you."
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Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 5:27 pm
Deranged Hero "We plan to play lots of games together when he feels well enough.
Man, that sucks. It's always worst when you have high hopes, and things come crashing down around you. I do hope you find something that helps though, or find someone that will help.
Sounds tiring, you need some downtime.
I hope things turn around for you." Well, I hope it works out for you two. Yeah, I've sort of learned to protect myself from the inevitable "we're going to have to try something else", but even then, it stings a little when you're not protecting yourself from the less probable "we've run out of options". I'm not particularly worried at the moment, though - there's people worse off than I am, at least.
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Posted: Wed Jul 11, 2012 2:05 am
Lord Denning Well, I hope it works out for you two. Yeah, I've sort of learned to protect myself from the inevitable "we're going to have to try something else", but even then, it stings a little when you're not protecting yourself from the less probable "we've run out of options". I'm not particularly worried at the moment, though - there's people worse off than I am, at least. "Yeah, though I feel like I've been suddenly thrust into a television drama.
Ugh.
Horrible break up, months of hell, meet someone great, great person ends up sick, re-appearance of the ex.
Maybe I need to go play some Skyrim, forget this real life crap, I've got a world to save!
That's good, keep your head up.
Nothing worse than just going "Oh well" and giving up."
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Posted: Wed Jul 11, 2012 2:03 pm
I've taken up July Drabble Month, which was originally meant to be 'write little and small drabbles for the entirety of July' but somehow I came to understand small as meaning 2k words and up.
It's eating up an awful lot of my time but at the same time it is blunting all the other bad things going on in life so cheers. Anyway, I mean to check in every now and then but I can get very involved with writing.
lol but sorry, still mean to check in anyway.
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Posted: Fri Jul 13, 2012 3:37 pm
Hey, someone who has Dawnguard DLC PM me. I have a question.
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Posted: Sat Jul 14, 2012 9:28 pm
Deranged Hero Lord Denning Well, I hope it works out for you two. Yeah, I've sort of learned to protect myself from the inevitable "we're going to have to try something else", but even then, it stings a little when you're not protecting yourself from the less probable "we've run out of options". I'm not particularly worried at the moment, though - there's people worse off than I am, at least. "Yeah, though I feel like I've been suddenly thrust into a television drama.
Ugh.
Horrible break up, months of hell, meet someone great, great person ends up sick, re-appearance of the ex.
Maybe I need to go play some Skyrim, forget this real life crap, I've got a world to save!
That's good, keep your head up.
Nothing worse than just going "Oh well" and giving up." I know exactly how you feel. Skyrim really does help. Except, it's not helping me at the moment. The other night, I had possibly my first truly bad sexual experience. It wasn't honestly that bad - we had sex, and I'm not saying it was bad sex, but it's my first regrettable sexual experience. See, I'd been talking to this girl for months via text. Never met her before in my life, but Facebook led her to me (in the beginning, I honestly did not like this girl, but she was nice, so I kept talking). We'd never talked about sex and whatnot, but were/are good friends. Well, incidentally, we were both drunk two nights ago. I was at a party, and she was out clubbing. A mate got a hold of my phone (which has no lock code), and proceeded to text her like a horny sex-phone operator. I allowed it, because it's been a whole year since I've had sex, even if I didn't want to have sex. She invited me over (via this friend of mine), and I accepted. Called a cab, went there, met her for the first time, and we watched TV for a while. It was good, up until she started pretty much mouthraping me. I played along, knowing full well that I didn't want to have sex and that's what it would lead to. Yes, yes. We ended up having sex. It was honestly the most regrettable experience of my life. I don't really know what to think. I have no idea what will come of this - or if I've caught some sort of STI, or knocked her up. Who the ******** knows? All I know is, as soon as I realised what I had done, and my severe lack of protection, I pretty much carked it. This is what I get for drinking too much. Something regrettable always happens when I drink. God damnit. Hope your friend is feeling all right today, though.
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Posted: Sun Jul 15, 2012 7:58 pm
Lord Denning I know exactly how you feel. Skyrim really does help. Except, it's not helping me at the moment. The other night, I had possibly my first truly bad sexual experience. It wasn't honestly that bad - we had sex, and I'm not saying it was bad sex, but it's my first regrettable sexual experience. See, I'd been talking to this girl for months via text. Never met her before in my life, but Facebook led her to me (in the beginning, I honestly did not like this girl, but she was nice, so I kept talking). We'd never talked about sex and whatnot, but were/are good friends. Well, incidentally, we were both drunk two nights ago. I was at a party, and she was out clubbing. A mate got a hold of my phone (which has no lock code), and proceeded to text her like a horny sex-phone operator. I allowed it, because it's been a whole year since I've had sex, even if I didn't want to have sex. She invited me over (via this friend of mine), and I accepted. Called a cab, went there, met her for the first time, and we watched TV for a while. It was good, up until she started pretty much mouthraping me. I played along, knowing full well that I didn't want to have sex and that's what it would lead to. Yes, yes. We ended up having sex. It was honestly the most regrettable experience of my life. I don't really know what to think. I have no idea what will come of this - or if I've caught some sort of STI, or knocked her up. Who the ******** knows? All I know is, as soon as I realised what I had done, and my severe lack of protection, I pretty much carked it. This is what I get for drinking too much. Something regrettable always happens when I drink. God damnit. Hope your friend is feeling all right today, though. "I've gotten myself into Jade Empire, but being kicked off the computer makes it harder to get into.
Oh boy, for your sake I hope nothing bad comes from it.
I don't drink, so I will never have to deal with these kinds of things, thankfully.
But any bad decisions I make are mine to own.
I honestly wouldn't know because I probably freaked the crap out of him last night, with the whole "Is this anything?" question that I couldn't keep to myself after freaking out over confused feelings."
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Posted: Thu Jul 19, 2012 2:56 pm
Me getting my thinking man on. smile
It's called Nerevar Brooding, I found this image while digging though Deviant Art. Lelek1980. the images creator has some amazing TES related art on his gallery.
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Posted: Thu Aug 02, 2012 3:49 pm
Not much news on the skyrim front, though I did finally make my way back to Brelyna after she metaphorically set me on fire. She turned me into various animals and then it was off to find some snooty Synod scholars getting themselves killed by the falmer.
Still there in the dwarven ruin at the puzzle stage. I had a headache at the time and no desire to deal with a puzzle so I put it off for later.
Yeah, I know, I'm probably far behind everyone else at this point in quests and shizz. I think I'm still at level 43 ish or something.
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Posted: Mon Aug 06, 2012 9:06 am
I've been the same way Supi, I started a new character a few months before DG was to be released and I planned on finishing all the stuff up so I'd just have the DG stuff to do, nope just cheated my way to level 82 did a few quests and everything went on the back burner because of World of Warcraft and Minecraft. But now I've put those two to the side and have donned my armor and drank a few magicka potions and I'm back into the frozen land that is Skyrim.
On another note WOOT WOOT Supi you had the 1000th post in our thread!!!!
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Posted: Thu Aug 09, 2012 6:53 am
"So, good news... getting a new computer capable of playing Skyrim.
Bad news... I have school work to do, and siblings to contend with to get on it(also be a few weeks until I can GET Skyrim, but you know... minor issue)."
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Posted: Thu Aug 09, 2012 9:24 pm
Sithorn just hit a torchbug from 30 meters with his crossbow.
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Posted: Mon Aug 27, 2012 3:38 pm
Sithorn Sithorn just hit a torchbug from 30 meters with his crossbow.
Pic's or it didn't happen. smile
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