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 Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2011 6:52 pm
Kamziel Kambooomm!!!! One crazy week Son of a ******** b***h what the ******** is going on
for ******** sake I swear to the almight winged arse of Aladdin
People literally drive me up the wall/insane/ confused...
Like what the ******** friendship even exist anymore?are people rude or polite or just gold digging assholes!
Doesn't anyone give a ******** damn!?
I think my head just exploded
What the hell is wrong with people Eh? What happened...?
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2011 5:43 am
Foam-Dome Kamziel Kambooomm!!!! One crazy week Son of a ******** b***h what the ******** is going on
for ******** sake I swear to the almight winged arse of Aladdin
People literally drive me up the wall/insane/ confused...
Like what the ******** friendship even exist anymore?are people rude or polite or just gold digging assholes!
Doesn't anyone give a ******** damn!?
I think my head just exploded
What the hell is wrong with people Eh? What happened...? T^T
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2011 5:56 am
Kamziel friendships going poof =[T^T agreed x.x;
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Posted: Tue Sep 20, 2011 9:12 am
I really hate how I am at times. I'm sitting around, not doing much, and out of nowhere, I get seriously depressed and start crying. I don't know why I'm upset and I don't know what I can do to fix it. It's sad, though. I'm already old enough to be at a point where I shouldn't be getting consistently upset. I wish I wasn't like this.
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Posted: Wed Sep 21, 2011 10:12 am
hmm
I'm in my bored and talky mood, but no one is on to talky to XDD fun timesss.
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Posted: Thu Sep 22, 2011 2:43 pm
Memo to self...don't shuffle mob deck mid game in a solo adventure in castle ravenloft just because I wish to have a diverse mob sampling...it's a sin that the gaming gods will not tolerate and will make you spawn several ghouls.
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Posted: Thu Sep 22, 2011 10:03 pm
he: "comment t'allez vous?"
me: "oui"
he: "haha you weren't expecting that were you?"
stressed scream stressed
Bike repair man, y u so mean?
On the other hand, omg hw, I forgot how much I hated you.
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2011 1:45 am
I'm so stressed, but I try not to show it. I do pretty good job at it on a daily basis, but there are days shifts over into anger and I have no outlet. I try to draw, but I can't focus. I try to write, but once again I can't focus. Which in turn just makes me angry at my uselessness. On those days I can barely look at myself in the mirror without wanting to break it. Those days are happening more frequently and even the small moments of happiness in my life are not enough to balance all this rage I feel towards myself and a handful of people. I used to cut, but I haven't done that in years. I've given thought to starting up again, but the drama's not worth it. But on the days where it's just too much, I bother my cat to the point where he bites/scratches me. There are days I want to breakdown, but I can't bring myself to cry. The tears never come and I just end up with a pain in my chest. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2011 4:51 am
my limitless lazyness makes my life pointless
I feel so empty now .__.
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2011 9:22 am
First college art project came out... okay I guess. I think I was harder on myself critiquing than my classmates were but my teacher is going to rip it up for grades. ;u; I didn't like how it came out at all though. So many things I would've done differently, mostly because I should've started inking it so I wouldn't have done 3/4ths of it in 15 hours before class.... I drew about 4-5ish drafts of material I didn't use (WHICH ALL TOO LONGER THAN THE FINAL DRAFT INKING ARRRGH), and the one thing I spent the most time inking in practice was the only thing I didn't detail-ink in the final draft. xAx'
More yayishly though, in an odd way, finally a damn doctor's app for this s**t. I hope I find out wtf is wrong with me this time today. .__. I'm tired of the shitty side-effects of PMS for over like... a month and a half.
And I hope I can sleep again today, gonna try right now. I think I fell asleep around 8PM, which is good, but I still feel kinda tired. I'd think sleeping 4 hours and waking up at 2PM on Wednesday, then working in school and at home on homework, tests, and art project through Thursday at 7PM would make me sleepy but I didn't feel remotely sleepy until I was in the car on the way home, just loopy and hyper from the adrenaline. Apparently I handle 4 hours of sleep over 48 hours better than I thought. xDDD
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2011 10:30 am
I finally get to quit a job I hate. I hate that I gotta go through a two weeks notice, but I can't burn bridges yet. Just two more weeks....
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2011 12:33 pm
Two years ago I was walking over to the hospital from the college, deciding to spend my lunch hour with my mom while she was having chemo Monday's every 3 weeks. Boy how two years of changed, coming home from taking her to a doctor's appointment today to once again be told she's all clear and in perfect health. Love you mom <3
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2011 1:42 pm
Mom's in the hospital. Some person tells me to stop being friendly to somebody completely different because it agitates them. Overall rudeness skyrockets, idiocy likewise. My stress is in the roof I want to just cut my troubles away but I refuse to go back down that road. I need help.
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2011 6:01 pm
Silent Sympathy I'm so stressed, but I try not to show it. I do pretty good job at it on a daily basis, but there are days shifts over into anger and I have no outlet. I try to draw, but I can't focus. I try to write, but once again I can't focus. Which in turn just makes me angry at my uselessness. On those days I can barely look at myself in the mirror without wanting to break it. Those days are happening more frequently and even the small moments of happiness in my life are not enough to balance all this rage I feel towards myself and a handful of people. I used to cut, but I haven't done that in years. I've given thought to starting up again, but the drama's not worth it. But on the days where it's just too much, I bother my cat to the point where he bites/scratches me. There are days I want to breakdown, but I can't bring myself to cry. The tears never come and I just end up with a pain in my chest. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
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