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 Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2011 2:19 am
I wish I could rip out my inner thermostat and useless innards. I can't tell if I'm feeling shitty from my rag, overheating from the weather, or both combined. Either way, I'm not going to be feeling any better during class tomorrow and I can't write 400 words intelligently when I feel like I'm going to... 'expel' my inner organs. I hate bullshitting responses.
Plus there's nothing to drink but ginger ale and water. And the taste of water is making me nauseous (idk how either) and I'm not supposed to drink sugary drinks even if they lessen my nausea...
I wish I could just sleep but I can't afford to be lazy on only the second damn week of school. And I feel shitty enough that I don't think I could anyway...
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Posted: Mon Aug 29, 2011 8:55 am
Is this seriously happening? I'm dating my best friend who lives 900 miles away, after saying for years we wouldn't end up dating again.
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Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2011 1:12 pm
How long I can go without her? A very long time.
How long I want to go without her? I never want to be with out her...ever.
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Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2011 1:56 pm
She met with her agent today. they told her as a part of the program she isn't allowed to date. She met up with me after school and broke up with me. And if I think about it I see only my own fate. I'm afraid of being alone and I want to be in her arms, but I never want to see her gone.
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Posted: Tue Aug 30, 2011 3:17 pm
Mee soooo hawwwnnnyyyyy meee lovvvveeee youuuu loooonnnggg taimmmee
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2011 5:15 pm
I'm stressed out and depressed and heartbroken and lonely and everybody keeps ignoring me and I just want someone to talk to and I want to be held sooo badly T____T
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2011 5:40 pm
Everything is just so awesome with her. We've been through a lot, but every time we comeback stronger and better than ever. Can't wait to see what the future will bring to us. Stay tune guys ;D
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2011 5:54 pm
I won't forget about you
What can i do to make you see
You can't see all my clues
That I want you with me
With every keystroke I feel the heavy heart of us fall.
With every tear drop I feel the weight from the stars.
I see it everyday when I look into your eyes.
I wish that you were mine.
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2011 6:08 pm
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I cheated on my fiance' with two different men.
The first guy while he was still in boot camp, and for two months the guy and I kept at it, he knowing full well that I was not single, but still insisting that he loved me and even proposed to me just one random night.
The second guy when I'd gotten to my first duty station without him, and I kinda backed myself into the situation and then just let things happen...
I don't want comments, I don't want any sympathy, I just wanted to get it out there...
emo
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2011 7:27 pm
Thank you for putting up with me and my crazy brain. whee Things will be changing in three weeks, but I hope things between will never change. No, I must no let them change. You know how I was getting all upset about the times on the math packets? Well, turns out I had it wrong heh. While I thought it was 3-4 minutes per packet, it was really 3-4 minutes per page. Oops. redface No matter what happens, you're always right in the end. You know that right? Always. No matter what. Always. Cause you're you. And you're awesome. heart
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Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2011 8:24 pm
One of these day, my name shall be known as a semi famous writer!!!!!!!!*Dramatic point at the setting sun as waves crash against the rocks.*
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2011 9:38 am
...So my dad's coming down to the area to come visit us in about two hours or so. Sure, that's fine. Haven't seen him since around Christmas. The real reason he's coming down is to be in court for the DUI charge tomorrow, or something. There's a chance he could be locked up for awhile. ...Great. No no, I'm fine. I'm used to having him come in and out of my life like this. I just wish that it wouldn't be this way.
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2011 1:08 pm
I just want her back...then I'll be content...keeping me from her is simply not fair life...especially since you went against our deal. How is one suppose to have a romantic relationship if that other person isn't there? I said late August but you start keeping her away from me in July? I really should be allowed to beat the crud out of you for that...and now you want to start trouble between my parents in order to try and swindle my happiness...which is a deal I called off on the grounds that they fight regardless and I should not sacrifice my happiness for those two if they're just going to act childishly. Also I wouldn't recommend the continuation of keeping her from here life...cause I'm not the only one here who likes her being around I'd wager.
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2011 2:06 pm
You told me that I was the one you cared about. You told me that you couldn't date because of the program, and yet you turn around and let this guy just walk over over you and take you out? Yeah, thanks for lying to me.
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Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2011 10:51 pm
It's been a week and it's finally sinking in. We're dating. We're actually a couple again. Holy s**t. Someone gave me a website on how to deal with LDR and Luke and I were laughing because the stuff was either insanely corny or we already would do that pre-relationship. This is real, it's happening.
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