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 Posted: Sat Aug 13, 2011 2:08 pm
Computer, I swear to god that if you crash on me one more time, I'm going to ******** turn you into a scrap heap....I've been in a real foul mood lately....so messing me is ill advised. Especially since I've haven't spoken to her in almost a month.... crying I miss her.
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Posted: Sat Aug 13, 2011 3:12 pm
I've noticed alot lately that one song has connected to me in such a way that I've been denying so much. I guess I just don't want to accept the reality of things, I prefer to stay in what appears to be a place where I can control the outcome.
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Posted: Sat Aug 13, 2011 7:12 pm
stressed Why is my anger getting the best of me? I'm better than this...but I'm getting more enraged thinking about it.
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2011 1:28 pm
I've been thinking alot about cutting myself again her of late. I know its not a good thing but it seems like the thing that I need to do. i've shrugged it off and walked away, but the pressure keeps building. And then I saw her face and it was like she was telling me that it would all be ok, and to stop being such a silly sillyhead. Perhaps I need to listen to that misguided delusion sprouting from nothing more than eye candy
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2011 2:44 pm
I HATE THIS PLACE! I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK TO ******** SCHOOL TOMORROW!
.... damnit.
I just want to go HOME. This place is not my home, and never will be.
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I feel like I figured out why I love movies/TV/anime so much.
Its because it takes me out of the accursed world, and into a world where I would want to be.
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A;LISEUFA;SIEHFGANSDG;LAWUSRFAOISEUF to everything.
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Posted: Tue Aug 16, 2011 10:50 am
when you work soo hard and it just doesn't happen, you're trying and it doesn't
yet someone who isn't trying as hard as you has it all
it just stinks
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Posted: Thu Aug 18, 2011 7:17 pm
GTFO and move on please. And you called me the childish one. ha.
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 12:59 am
I feel like any little bit of creativity and originality I had in me is gone now. I'm always struggling with sentences nowadays, and most of the time when I get an idea when I sit down to write my mind just goes blank. *sighs* I feel happier than I usually do right now, but I love writing and developing my characters, and my days just seem to drag on without it.
On a high note, I realized something about myself. In relation to rps, when I get bored I maim someone. It's usually not only my character too. I think it's a good thing, I easily get caught up in excess details and the maiming helps to keep things moving sometimes.
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Posted: Fri Aug 19, 2011 5:31 pm
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Posted: Sat Aug 20, 2011 6:34 pm
I just wish I could go to sleep and never wake up.
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2011 4:17 am
gonk The only one not listening to sense here is YOU. There are too many variables to waste that much money on something I might not be able to go to anyway.
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2011 2:49 pm
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Posted: Sun Aug 21, 2011 5:08 pm
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