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 Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2011 9:31 am
Foam-Dome Midnight_Euphomy False alarm people! She just led me on and then tells me she just wants me to help her let go of her friend who's heading to the navy for 6 years. Just my luck. Well, chalk another one up for god, for he has beaten me again. Hm? What did she say yesterday and today, respectively? Well, my text messages read; Monday: You know I've thought for awhile now that you're really cute and nice. I think that we need to go out sometime. - 11:05 AM I really want to see you. sad I'm really lonely call me - 9:29 PM Tuesday: Are you free tomorrow? My friends are going to Laser tag and I need a date. -9:03 AM You should come over, I'm lonely and need somebody to cuddle with. 12:17 PM What do I do about my friend? He's leaving for the Navy in a week or so and imma miss him so much. I mean I think I love this guy but I don't know what he thinks about me. Can you help me figure something out? 11:43 PM
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2011 10:15 am
I can't stop playing Lord of the Rings Online. I've barely been on Gaia or Facebook because I was trucking my hobbit a** back and forth across the Shire, getting a free trial of a horse, losing my horse, mourning my horse, and now I bought a horse and he and I currently running in circles because I'm so happy I don't have to run everywhere. I will catch up with you Frodo! First I gotta pick up the mess you left! scream
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2011 1:57 pm
Likelihood of me leaving increases daily. This place (including Gaia in general) cares only for itself.
It has lost any sense of community for me. Although I shan't leave entirely. There are people here to dear to me to just up sticks and leave. And unfortunately for me Gaia is the only way to stay in contact. This place however, not so much.
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2011 5:56 pm
That was literally the worst pain I have ever experienced in my ******** life.
I'm scared to stand up or lie down, it might trigger it again.
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2011 6:07 pm
Cannibal Horsey Likelihood of me leaving increases daily. This place (including Gaia in general) cares only for itself.
It has lost any sense of community for me. Although I shan't leave entirely. There are people here to dear to me to just up sticks and leave. And unfortunately for me Gaia is the only way to stay in contact. This place however, not so much.
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2011 8:20 pm
It's been more than 4 hours X__x
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2011 11:07 pm
Midnight_Euphomy Well, my text messages read; Monday: You know I've thought for awhile now that you're really cute and nice. I think that we need to go out sometime. - 11:05 AM I really want to see you. sad I'm really lonely call me - 9:29 PM Tuesday: Are you free tomorrow? My friends are going to Laser tag and I need a date. -9:03 AM You should come over, I'm lonely and need somebody to cuddle with. 12:17 PM What do I do about my friend? He's leaving for the Navy in a week or so and imma miss him so much. I mean I think I love this guy but I don't know what he thinks about me. Can you help me figure something out? 11:43 PM Geez... I would just ask her, "Well if you think you love this guy, then what was with all of the flirty texts you sent me over the past few days?"
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 8:31 am
I don't like fighting crying
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 9:08 am
*reverts to childhood and hides under a blanket* Did I seriously agree to hang around the hospital for an hour with a needle in my arm?
Edit: Turned out to be 2 and half hours but the metallic taste in my mouth is worse than the needle. And the nurse said it's the only place in the hospital that has wireless so next week I can play Lord of the Rings!
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 9:28 am
Some things have gotten a lot better, some things have gotten a lot worse.
But I have realized so much about myself. I am not a bad person. At all. I am not ugly. I am semi-pretty. I am smart. S-M-R-T!! 8D I still have to work on some things though.
You are so helpful and supportive. Best person I could have ever ended up with. XD I just wish it didn't take us both so long to realize it. *sends loves to you while you sleep* ^-^
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 3:42 pm
why cant I ever have anything nice?
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 3:46 pm
Midnight_Euphomy why cant I ever have anything nice? Whats wrong? D= *hugs*
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 4:25 pm
Kamok0 Midnight_Euphomy why cant I ever have anything nice? Whats wrong? D= *hugs* Majority of my friends wont talk to me because I joined the marines. I was supposed to hang out with friends wednesday but they never showed up or called to let me know they weren't coming. My favorite suit is ruined. My dad hit me again. i got the s**t beaten out of me last weekend. I can't stand myself, I'm angry almost all the time, and now my grandpa has just called me to tell me he has lung cancer. I'm not in anyway having a good week.
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 4:40 pm
Midnight_Euphomy Kamok0 Midnight_Euphomy why cant I ever have anything nice? Whats wrong? D= *hugs* Majority of my friends wont talk to me because I joined the marines. I was supposed to hang out with friends wednesday but they never showed up or called to let me know they weren't coming. My favorite suit is ruined. My dad hit me again. i got the s**t beaten out of me last weekend. I can't stand myself, I'm angry almost all the time, and now my grandpa has just called me to tell me he has lung cancer. I'm not in anyway having a good week.
if you need to talk or just vent anything I be here D=
as for friends, thats not really supportive of them =/ but all I can say is I know its tough and easier said than done but try to deal with this one thing at a time, most important first heh =./
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 9:19 pm
It's therapeutic to talk about things like this.. So although I can offer no advice or support in return, because I seem to be some sort of demonspawn that can only think of themselves...
Little things are driving me crazy lately. I don't mean on a level that's mildly annoying, I mean it eats away at me every moment I'm awake. I can't stand it. The things that have been bothering me so much are these tiny things, really insignificant. Like, for instance, I try to be friendly and polite to everyone I meet, sort of like trying to treat other people the way I'd like to be treated, and it gets thrown back in my face. This is something that happens all the time, I know this and I've accepted it, but recently it's really been.. Just driving me out of my mind, I feel so pathetic that I can't get a grip on things. I gave someone some advice, something I had to really look for when I needed to find it, I see nothing wrong with what I said but for whatever reason that little gesture was thrown back in my face. I also live with people who don't appreciate the things I do, I don’t ask for constant praise all I want is to not be treated like I'm worthless. But upon reflection, maybe that's why these little things are bothering me so much.. I don't know. I feel better getting this out, it's all I can do to keep myself from crying over this stupid little s**t.. I feel like I can get a better handle on this now.
Thankyou, zCB for having a thread like this. It really helps to be able to complain, and to just let those complaints sink into the void without getting everything all complicated.
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